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After the events of a few days ago, inexplicably Farrel turned into a puzzling figure. As of this moment, he suddenly volunteered to accompany Freya shopping. For almost five months of loving him, it could be counted on the finger how many times the young man accompanied him on the streets.

Actually, Freya herself did not mind Farrel's behavior like that, she actually felt happy because she could be alone with Farrel. But what makes Freya upset is, 2 people who always follow wherever she and Farrel go. As now, in front of him Farrel was walking hand in hand with Zyva, even the girl's hand continued to slip spoiled in Farrel's hand. Of course the sight made Freya even more upset by the girl's behavior.

Freya glanced at Kafin annoyed, yes Kafin. The man also participated in foiling a dating plan between himself and Farrel. Even with his leisure, the young man's hand was embracing Freya's shoulder. People can be wrong. They could have thought that right now, all four were double dates. But that is not.

"What would you buy?" Kafin asked, he glanced around.

Freya thought for a moment, she had wanted to invite Farrel to watch because they never watched together. But it seems, he had to undo his desire because there is Zyva and Kafin, it could be a plan dating Farrel failed miserably.

"Arel, Skincare I'm abis. Temenin I bought yah" said the spoiled Zyva.

Freya rolled her eyes lazily. If he knew what he saw would be like this, if he knew it would be this painful, he would rather just stay home and help his mother make cakes.

Although Darpa always gives monthly money to mother and certainly always enough for daily life. However, the mother still makes customer order cakes, she said the mother does not want to rely too much on Kak Darpa.

However, one day Kak Darpa will get married and have his own responsibilities and family. When Freya asked the reason why her mother still kekeh work even though brother Darpa always forbid mother, mother always answered aya, one day your sister will get married. Have your own responsibilities, have your own family. We cannot continue to depend on your brother, however he has a wife and not necessarily his wife sincerely bear the cost of our lives.

Freya is very familiar with how Rania mbak, she is very, very good not even itungan. Freya always thought that Rania would never mind bearing the cost of living. Yes mother, because no matter how the mother who gave birth to brother Darpa and Freya, so it is appropriate that brother Darpa and Freya dutiful to the mother. However, the mother's next speech made Freya aware and finally she also decided to work part time at the cafe.

Honey, mom knows. Mommy knows how good Rania is, she loves your sister and she also loves you and mom. You can see it all from your eyes, but you never know what will happen in the future. Economic problems, usually always a serious problem for married couples. Mommy does not doubt how good Rania is, mother just does not want to be too dependent on others. Son, the sudden departure of your father makes you feel very guilty to your sister. Although she never said that she was tired and tired, but you know, you know your sister feels tired and you know that every night, she always looks at the gazebo alone. Son, your brother deserves to be happy, he's fought too much for our family. Mother wants him to live the life he wants.

The departure of the father does have a big impact on the family economy, the father who is caught cheating, prefers to live with his infidelity. He left without leaving anything, even just to provide nothing. Still vividly remembered in Freya's memory when Kak Darpa decided to leave college and chose to work to pay the debts left by his father. 

The most heartbreaking part is no matter how much pain your mother receives. No matter how bad you are, until now you are still not divorced from your father. Well, mom still loves dad and won't let go. He said that one day your father will come to his senses. He'll come home to us and our family will be back to what it was.

If in the past Freya was always angry when her mother did that stupidity, because she did not want to let go of her father who was a jerk. If in the past Freya was always angry when the mother willingly financed the cost of the marriage of the father with his affair. If in the past Freya was disappointed in the mother for wanting to pay all the hospital fees where the father gave birth. If he couldn't accept it all.

Freya would bet, Zyva wouldn't be able to give it all away. Zyva could never be as patient as he faced the young man's attitude. What Freya expects from Farrel, the person she loves is Zyva. Even he did not feel awkward as his hand was held together all the way by Zyva. He didn't even think of Freya's feelings that were already deeply shattered at this moment. He did not think of that, all he had in mind was Zyva, Zyva and Zyva.

"Yes? Why bengong?" Farrel shook Freya's body slowly and looked at her in surprise.

"Eh? No" replied Freya surprised.

Freya looked around, where did Zyva and Kafin go? Wasn't Kafin still beside her and Zyva still spoiled in Farrel's hands? Where are they now?

"Where are Zyva and Kafin?" Ask Freya curiously.

"Oh, they're toilet first he said. Sit down yuk?" Take Farrel by holding Freya's hand and bring the girl to sit in the mall chair.

"Sorry, I was going to watch. Eh Zyva followed" said Farrel regretfully.

Freya smiled at Farrel's "no papa" he replied.

"What if we play tomorrow?" Farrel. He felt sorry for ruining his second date. So he wants to make amends for his mistake.

"Really?" Freya asked enthusiastically and Farrel nodded his head in agreement.

"Thank you" said Freya sincerely while hugging Farrel's body and of course Farrel returned his embrace without hesitation.

It seemed like Freya could not just give up, she was as loving as that to Farrel, where could she let go of the young man when he was already in his grasp. Maybe Zyva was loved by Farrel, but still the boyfriend of the young man was Freya. At least he has won one step over Zyva, and Freya is sure that one day Farrel will love him too. Is love not there because it is accustomed?