Amanita phalloides

Amanita phalloides
maybe today, tomorrow or later


There is nothing much more fun for Freya, than singing while playing her favorite guitar.The atmosphere of the cafe feels so crowded, because it is filled with young people his age. Perhaps they were also the same as Freya who had just finished the final exam of the semester. So hanging out at the cafe is the best option to get rid of all the fatigue that happened in the last few days.


Slowly, guitar lines filled every corner of the Cafe, followed by the melodious sound of Freya singing the song Anneth (maybe today tomorrow or later)


I'm approaching the road we're on, every day we're here.


I will attend you to return


Only memories remain here


But now, you're gone and I'm sure you won't come back


From the moment we first met, from the moment we first decided to date, from then on my heart was completely anchored to you. When I love you, I realize that there is a much more painful feeling than loss, a feeling of love that I am unable to control well. You've been gone forever, but in fact this heart still remains in the same place, where you say goodbye.


Maybe today is tomorrow or later


Millions of memories are embedded in this heart


Maybe today is tomorrow or later


No more greeting each other messiku still hope you


Thank you for every memory we've ever shared, thank you for letting me be one of the millions of people in the world who've been by your side. Though now in the end, we're back to being strangers.


I will attend you to return


Only memories remain here


But now, you're gone and I believe you're coming back


Stay happy with him, and I will try to limit my race accordingly. Because you're too far away for me to take home.


Maybe today is tomorrow or later


Millions of melodies were imprinted in this heart


Maybe today is tomorrow or later


No more greeting each other messiku still hope you


My heart cannot accept and forget everything......


Maybe today is tomorrow or later


Millions of memories are embedded in this heart


Maybe today is tomorrow or later


No more greeting each other messiku still expect you hoho


I still hope youuuuu 


Kurela is you


Rail now I realize that knowing you is the greatest happiness, but letting go of you is the best choice. Now I'm done. It's time to say goodbye to all your memories. Thanks again for all the time we spent together. May we meet at the best point according to destiny.


******


If Freya would usually go home at night when working part time, for this time she decided to go home early. After performing the maghrib prayer in a room provided specifically by the owner of the cafe where he worked, Freya decided to stop by first at the Farrel subscription bookstore.


In the past, Farrel always came to the bookstore to buy books or just read them there. Maybe because the distance of cafes and bookstores is very close, which is only separated by 2 buildings, as a result Farrel often stopped by the cafe. At first Freya was surprised, because Farrel stopped by the cafe where he worked. Although they were not that close, but because Farrel's reputation was very good at school, so many people admired him. Is Freya included? Of course not. Freya used to think less about love.


But he knew Farrel, he knew how great the man was in every subject area. Therefore, it was no wonder that he became the teacher's favorite student. No one does not know him, because he is often called to the field during ceremonies. He often won championships that honored the name of the school. Until a slogan appeared that says that, if anyone does not know Farrel Najandra then he is not part of Angkasa High School.


Everything went very smoothly, starting from often meeting at the cafe and several times talking, until without feeling close. Until the day that Farrel expressed his feelings and invited Freya to date. Freya of course accepted it, did not Freya ever say that Farrel's attitude used to be very good and caring before Zyva's presence? For that reason he accepted Farrel's invitation to date, he was kind, considerate, his reputation was also excellent. Even in the past, Farrel often invited Freya to study together, yes, once.


Who would have thought that the storm would arrive, when they were only 2 months into a relationship. The storm ravaged both hearts and minds. Well,, it's over. There's nothing to be sorry about, although it might take a while, but Freya believes she will be able to move on from Farrel. Surely can.


The smell of paper burst into Freya's sense of smell, although not often, Freya used to come to this place several times to accompany Farrel looking for books. Freya walked slowly through every corner of the room. The room is not too big, but also not too small. One of the characteristics of this bookstore is the presence of several chairs in the middle of the room. Chairs that are very comfortable to sit while reading books, in addition to this bookstore also provides some drinks and snacks that make people feel at home here. 


Still wet in Freya's mind, when he used to often sit in a chair near the shelves of comic books. He used to read comic books to get rid of boredom, waiting for Farrel to pick or copy books. Accompanying a smart person to learn is very boring. Because time will go very slowly. 


*****


Freya never expected, if she would spend hours in the room. He even got out of there because he was told by the store owner that they would close soon. The rain fell so hard. Freya grumbled angrily because there was no place she could take shelter in, nor did she bring an umbrella to go home through the rain.


After considering all the options, Freya finally decided to run towards the cafe Edelweiss, the cafe where she worked. Although Freya knows that the cafe must have closed, but at least much better than shelter in front of the bookstore. At least, there is little room for Freya to take shelter in the cafe, while in her place stands when it rains until it hits part of her body.