Amanita phalloides
that's why you're my girlfriend

If indeed love should have so much sacrifice, if it does love this sick. Why does God have to give love if only it is returned with hurt? Why must sincerity be paid for by treason?

Freya walked around the store area, she looked for some skincare products that she often used. Of course with Kafin behind him. Zyva and Farrel? Freya did not know where the two friends were, she said they would buy skincare, maybe the store they were heading to was different from the store she and Kafin visited.

"Do you use this product too?" Kafin asked in surprise.

Freya looked at Kafin astonished at "yes, do you use it too?" Ask origin.

"No. Let me make it," she looks fast.

"Why don't you follow Fin's make?" Ask Freya again, she is still choosing skincare products and also the makeup she needs.

"Gue guys yeah!!"

Freya rolled her eyes lazily "someone said you were a girl? There is no Fin" he said again.

Kafin grim does not like "challenges for me to use skincare"

"Denger yah Fin. There is no rule that men should not use skincare, whether girls or boys, they have the right to take care of themselves. Counting appreciation for yourself and gratitude to Allah SWT for giving us health, a perfect face and also a perfect body" freya's advice while putting the skincare that he had used for a long time into the basket.

"Clearly, abstinence is abstinence" he replied.

"Lo know, right? Mother if you already use cosmetics is always a drama, he said Kafin see this mother's skin has been glazed already beautiful right, more beautiful than song hye kyo. Hate me so much, I don't know if it's anything"

By mimicking the way Aunt Rose spoke, Kafin began to issue all her grunts about her mother who often forced her to use skincare and Freya of course heard everything while laughing. He could guess how his fleshy aunt Rose was and how Kafin looked when he saw the rose-like aunt.

"Originally you know, glazed it next level glowing. So it is natural that Aunt Rose is very proud of her face. You don't know anyway"

"I don't know, have I said, abstain for me to use skincare"

"Whatever"

Freya set foot on the cashier's desk, shopping with Kafin turned out to be quite fun, as the young man paid for all his groceries. He said, abstain from paying the girls themselves.

Rich people are different, spending money is also not a problem. Freya of course happily accepted all the kindness of Kafin, her monthly money so congratulations. It seems that next time he has to take Kafin every shopping, so that he who pays, must.

"Lo always payin' your girlfriends?" Ask Freya curiously. However, Kafin likes to change girlfriends, do not imagine how much money the young man has spent to treat his girlfriends.

"Yes yes. I can't let them pay for themselves, so that man has to be gantle, like me" he said proudly.

Freya rolled her eyes lazily. He hated the attitude of Kafin who was very psychey "so dear to your money"

"Why?"

"Lo's girlfriend is a lot, wasted on them"

"Males"

Freya looked at her phone that had just vibrated. The message from Farrel was clearly displayed on the screen, a message that made Freya's mood even more shattered.

"Why?" Kafin asked curiously.

"Farrel, go home first he said. Zyva is sick" replied Freya quietly.

Kafin developed his smile "good dong. You can be with me" he said happily.

Very casually, Kafin embraced Freya's shoulder, making the distance between the two thin. "Where are you going, baby?" Ask.

With a feeling of annoyance, Freya pinched Kafin's waist which managed to make the young man complain of pain. "Beb, beb nutmeg lo" he said resentfully.

"Exercise dong before disbanding" Kafin took Freya towards the restaurants in the mall. "Eat yuk, lager me"

Without Freya's consent, Kafin chose a Japanese restaurant as his choice to eat "don't come here deh Fin" Freya refused when both were inside the restaurant.

Kafin raised one of his eyebrows "why?" Ask.

"Expensive, you don't see that the price of the food is only 50,000 and above" he replied while pointing to the menu board.

A crisp laugh came out from Kafin's mouth, he increasingly tightened his embrace on Freya's "gue payin" shoulder he replied casually.

****

It seemed like Freya needed to consider Kafin's offer to date the young man. After all, Kafin is very, very royal, his life will definitely be very prosperous if dating him. Moreover, Kafin is very considerate, he is also quite handsome, so will not be shy if the two of you walk. Unfortunately Kafin has a myriad of exes, and also a selosin girlfriend, the young man's play boy attitude can never be eliminated.

Forget about the cafeteria, we put aside the young man's invitation to be his girlfriend. At this time, with denim clothes he wore, Freya walked down each step of the stairs and approached the mother who was putting the ordered cakes into the jar. "Where are you so beautiful that's my mother's child?" Ask mom seduces.

Freya lowered her head embarrassed "want to go for a walk" he replied, sitting next to his mother and helping to put the cakes in.

"Same Farrel?" Ask mother.

Freya nods her head saying "iya bun"

With a slow movement of the mother rubbed Freya's head "the mother will not be angry with your decision. Mother knows you love Farrel very much. However, you used to feel love, and you are sure you know how stupid your mother is when you love your father. Mother just wants you to be happy, at least mother just ask for one thing with you, do not hurt yourself, do not make your mother and sister worried. After all, we love you so much and don't want you to get hurt, let alone why"

Freya sat pensively listening to every message she said. That morning, accompanied by a cake made by the mother. Freya begins to understand why her parents love her so much, Freya begins to find a common thread among all the ruins that are slowly being destroyed.

Can Freya hope a little? Can Freya expect her father to come back? After all, he wanted his mother to be happy. Although Freya realized her father's mistake was fatal, even though she understood everything. Just how much hate he had for the middle-aged man. In fact, her mother's happiness was with her father. If indeed by forgiving the man, will make the mother happy, then Freya will try to forgive him and start everything from scratch.

No man wants to be disappointed, no man wants to be betrayed. However, there are times when forgiveness becomes a solution, there are times when peace becomes a tranquilizer. Perhaps, it took years until Freya was able to forgive her father and come to terms with the circumstances. But at least, right now Freya did not have any grudges against the middle-aged man. At the very least, he would slowly try to forgive her while making peace with the circumstances.