Amanita phalloides
wound thing

Guitar passages sounded so hypnotizing anyone who heard it, then followed by the voices of Freya and Kafin who were singing the collapse song popularized by Feby Putri and Fiersa Besari.

I woke up again

Among the desolate

Just a crowded mind

Self-curse

Can't go back

'To change the story

When they asked for laughter

It turns out that being willing is not as easy as a word

Don't worry, I'm just hurt

Accustomed 'to pretending to laugh

But can I cry once?

Before you go back to lying

When you're tired

Just stop

Make room, give time

They said, "Thank God"

But willing is not as easy as the word

Don't worry, I'm just hurt

Accustomed 'to pretending to laugh

But can I cry once?

Before you go back to lying

Ha, ha, ha-ah

Ha, ha, ha-ah

Ha, ha, ha-ah-oh

We are just wounded people

Accustomed 'to pretending to laugh

I don't want to lie to myself anymore

I want to learn to accept myself.

When Freya says if she wants to sing along with Kafin. The man suddenly uttered a brilliant idea. He said, instead of waiting for cafe kak Rafi to open again, Freya better sing alone in the bakery owned by the mother of dyvia.

Without thinking twice, Freya immediately nodded her head in agreement. Currently, in the bakery, deliberately provided two chairs used for Freya and also Kafin. Also some neatly stored music tools. Fortunately, the mother accepted her second request without the slightest refusal.

The song collapsed was specifically chosen by Kafin. He said there was a song that both of them wanted to sing. They both have deep wounds about their families. Freya was born into a harmonious family, but as long as any relationship goes on, no matter how happy the relationship is. It would be ruined if one of them loved another. Dad cheated on her, and preferred her affair.

As long as the mother waits, however patient the mother faces the selfish attitude of the father, no matter how good the mother is with them. At the end of the wounded mother, the ending of the husband and wife relationship was still separation. But for Freya, this farewell is not a defeat for the mother. Except for the victory, because until the end, Mother still keeps her holy promise. Mother never once glanced at other men, even though the father cheated on her and destroyed her entire life.

Unlike Freya, since childhood Kafin was born into a very harmonious family, his parents were so loyal and kept their sacred promises. Unfortunately, both parents were too busy at work, so Kafin grew up to be a pretty stubborn boy. With his reliability, he tried to attract the attention of both parents. He succeeded, his tactics worked. But unfortunately, at a very young age, Kafin had to lose both parents forever.

Embraced by wounds, strengthened by feelings, hurt by love and then pretending to look happy. Every human being has the right to live happily, every human being has the right to fight for his life. Life is too short to be filled with wounds and physical pain.

****

"you know what makes me suffer the most?" ask Kafin while drinking mineral water.

Freya replied to the man's question by shaking her head.

"the passing of my parents, really made me realize how valuable they are. Because in the end, both people will feel very lost, after the person is really gone for good. And I, one of the most regretful of all the paths I have chosen in the past"

Freya was silent for a while, then rubbed Kafin's arm "Fin, I know you have every right to feel sad and lost. Because it wants to be said like anything, the departure of someone incised a wound for the person left behind. I will not ask you to stop crying, I also will not ask you to not be sad and immediately forget both your parents. But I just ask for two things you, live your life and live happily. Because you also pantes to get it" with his shady face Freya looked at Kafin carefully.

After that, both of them fell silent in the silence. They are both struggling with their own thoughts. At a time like this, they just want to stay and daydream in such a beautiful place. With sea water, or with flowers. It felt like, for a while, they wanted to escape from the reality of the life they were living right now. They want to rest for a moment, and release all the wounds that have been gnawing at their hearts and minds.

"the feeling from earlier I did not squirm the Farrel. He didn't come in?" ask Kaffin suddenly. With a curious face, the man searched every corner of the store, to find the figure of Farrel who usually always was at the cashier table, or tidying bread on the shelf.

Freya put her shoulder "she hasn't come in from yesterday. I also do not know the reason, but said the mother of his best friend again sick" he replied indifferently.

"zyva means?"

"maybe? I don't know"

With his serious face Kafin looked at Freya "Yes, I just want to say the same lo. Never start an unfinished relationship with your past. Because eventually you will get sick, you will get hurt. Do not want to be plaster wound others, especially if the other person can never appreciate all services lo" his advice and reciprocated nod understood by Freya.

"Fin, you know best how my downfall when dealing with the relationship with Farrel" said Freya Parau.

Kafin exhaled deeply, his eyes guerrilla staring out the window, looking at the traffic of motor vehicles that never stopped. "Yes, don't hate Farrel too much, he's not entirely wrong. The circumstances made him seem to be a guilty figure. You know, no one is completely evil, and no one is entirely good" he said, staring at Freya closely.

"gue did not understand lo Fin, when I was dating Farrel, you are the person who most vigorously asked me to break up him. But when I got away from him, when I tried to move on and forget everything. Lo actually even talk like gini, you really want what the hell?" ask the girl annoyed.

"gue wanted the best for you Yes, at that time, I thought that Farrel was not the right home for you. But, there are several reasons that make him sick to you"

"so what's the reason?"

At first glance, Freya could see the smiling Kafin with a smile that mocked "gue had no ham to say. From the beginning, Farrel was the one who had to say it" he said.

The girl clucked not liking to hear Kafin's reply, with her eyeballs rolling she stared at the door. But after that, his body fell silent stiff as his eyes unintentionally saw a figure that had appeared from behind the door. The one who had ruined his life, the one who had taken away his happiness. Why did he come here and how did he know about this place? The Freya monologue in his mind.