Because I'M Father
Spa

I breathed this fresh air, like I was in heaven. I felt I was in Hawaii, with the air I breathed without the distractions of those little monsters.

I looked at the monsters, they were enjoying the massage, while I slept on the floor of this sauna.

Today my mom took me to the spa. The old woman was really understanding, maybe she knew that I needed a break.

"Hey, get up" said Mama.

"Eat this egg, leave it for your monsters" he said, giving me a grain of boiled eggs.

"Hey, I heard that when Zio was in the hospital, you brought a girl ... was she your boyfriend?" ask Mama.

However, instead of answering - I put a lot of boiled eggs into my mouth to avoid the question Mama, until I feel tight, is this a quality?

"Hey you could die!" mama hit me with an egg.

I didn't answer, rather couldn't answer because the eggs I ate made me fiber, it was so tight - like choking me.

Please save me!

"Hey, why is your face so, huh? Did you taunt me?" angry the old woman hit me on the head. He didn't know my eyes were bulging with his neck muscles - I felt like I was going to die, maybe it was karma.

I chewed and began to swallow a little, and grabbed the drinking water in Mama's hand.

"This kid is really!" upset Mama again.

"Huuuh I almost died. Why didn't you save me, Ma?" I am the one who survived death.

"Who told you to eat that many eggs?" said Mama snapped.

"Then what about the girl?" ask the woman again, which I cannot avoid this time.

"He's the cop, he found Vio yesterday" I explained as I ate the egg back.

"Aish, when did you make me happy? After you gave me a grandchild, won't you give me a daughter-in-law?" mama's asking really made me out of the mood.

"You ask Sister Shelin, don't keep me. My life is hard, don't make it harder" I replied, directly getting a bogeman in my head.

"Hey! Rancid boy. Shelin is unreliable. I'm just counting on you" he said, stroking my hair.

"Mama .. Let me live like this. Let me take care of all three of them. Anyway I'm fine until now, you see, right? I don't need a wife, the three of them are happy even with me" I started to get serious.

I saw the old woman sigh. "I'm just worried about your son's development, Al. I just want to see you happy" said Mama shedding tears, she looked so ugly as she cried.

"Am I suffering? I'm happy, you see, right?"

"But you're skinny" he said wiping the umbel with his shirt.

"While I'm thin I'm healthy, what matters is that I don't die" I said grinning the horse.

"Basin' bad boy! You should have gone to college at the time, there was no need to get married this young, so you didn't have to" she said bowed.

I knew he was worried about me so much, that was the reason why he was so eager to find me a wife. Merely, he did not know that I was so happy to have three monsters in the house, I did not feel that I was suffering while with them.

"Ma, thank you. I'm happy now, your job is done to make me smile "I said hugging Mama.

"As much as you do, I love your children Alden. Even though your late wife left you .. I know that you are so strong and tough. Even if you're like a shucks to me," he said, patting my ass.

Even though this old woman said I was a shackle, I knew in her heart she loved me and my three sons so much. So am I-I'm very grateful for his service all along. Especially when my wife first died - Mama was the one who took care of the three monsters for up to two months, after that I just brought them with me.

I don't know what difficulties I've been through, not everything I remember. However, I remember when I cried at night - and got drunk from stress. Mom beat me up and went to the hospital. It was the last day where I rejected fate, after which I felt happy living with the adlas together with the three monsters. I no longer consider them my children, but life partners who somehow I can't live without now.

It used to be possible that I refused because I did not know how to do it, but as time went on - I began to get used to every development of the three monsters, it turned out that was the feeling of being a mother.

"Father, is it okay?" ask Vio who is next to me.

"Yes, Vio," I replied smilingly.

"Papa I love you, don't leave me. I love you so much, I don't need anything" said Vio hugging me.

Hey what happened to Vio?

"I love you my Vio too" I said, peaking at the top of her hair.

"But why are you talking like that?" many wonder.

"I just want your belch and brother" she replied, which this time inexplicably made me cry.

Doesn't he who's already in heaven want to see this? Even God did not give her a chance to breastfeed these three monsters.

"We're going to hang out with Papa?" tanya Nio hugged me.

I will not leave you before you leave me.

For some reason, this apartment is a silent witness to the rigors of my life. About how I cried every night, or got drunk every night, or became a housewife with great difficulty. Everything was clearly reflected in my head, how I should be a woman at any given moment.

"Hey where's Zio?"

"Father!" shout Zio.

"What are you doing?" I asked when I saw him wearing my shirt, he looked like a ghost of a rice field, because my shirt drowned his little body.

"I want to be like Papa" he answered, approached me, and sat at my feet.

"Ah right, you're very handsome. You're making me helpless" I said and tickled the twins in turn, they laughed out loud as they rolled on the floor.

"Feel this! Huhah!"

"Aakk it's ticklish!" nio kegelian.

"Hey don't run. .. I'll catch you!" I cried as they ran around cursing at the curtains or items larger than them.

"I'm datiang!" I said scare them.

"BOO, I found you!"

"Aakk Brother help me!" vio shouted as he was caught.

"I'll help you Vio! But I was afraid," said Nio wanting to approach me but scared.

"How about we go out Papa, selbuuu!" said the ringleader Zio.

"Because of all of you!" I caught them in my arms.

"Aaaa I'm caught!" shout Zio.

"We're up against Papa!" nio exclaimed and his two brothers beat me up pretending. They know how to play healthy.

"Aw, I admit defeat," I said pretending to lose by falling asleep like falling down.

"We won!"

"Yeeeeee!" the cheer they embraced.

I laughed crisply, and they started sitting on my body chatting. Honestly I don't understand what they're chatting about, they have their own world.

Glad to see their laughter, their crisp laughter made my heart feel relieved. The burden I carried seemed to disappear for a moment.

The little angel who used to cry can now chat like a fussy little bird. I just wish I could keep seeing them grow up to be grown men who would marry the girl of their dreams. Seeing them have children, until I die following their mother.

I just hope, the day will never be boring, the day will continue to create a cheerful laughter. Looking at their milk teeth with their lips curled upwards, seeing their eyes closed peacefully in dreamland, until I realized again, that the toothless remains a pessing.