Because I'M Father
Expressing Love

I turned. Return my legs without being selfish. Although I was injured, didn't I already go through that deep wound? I passed Alisya's body, and I saw her smiling. I opened the gate without hesitation, my heart was not important, because my soul and body were with the three little monsters.

Alisya followed me behind, while I walked into this inner tormenting house. I came back to a standstill, looking at the girl behind. I really want to cry, I can't stand this wound. This house is both a laugh and a wound of suffering to me. I want to say that I can't get into that house with Alisya. This is a painful bitterness for me to feel again.

Can I put my hands on the camera? I can't stand it.

"I couldn't bear it" I said wanting to cry and Alisya approached me.

"You're great, you're not a weakling who's willing to keep getting hurt. I'm here to get rid of your wounds" he said, this time warming me up, slightly missing my wounds, is he a wound remover?

Conscious Alden.

I took a deep breath, just took one step forward and the screams of monsters made me stop my steps again.

"FATHER!" shouted Nio, directly running towards me.

"Nio's? I miss you" I kissed her and hugged her.

"I'm also Papa. I don't feel at home, I miss cooking, Papa," said Nio still hugging me. Finally his two sisters followed, hugging me as well.

"Why are you picking us up, huh? You're cheating!"  said Zio pouting sulkily.

Alisya smile. "I wouldn't have gotten here without him, I couldn't have cheated. I'm yours, and you're mine" I hugged the three.

"You've been a long time, we can't stand it here, it feels like I want to run away" said Vio dramatically.

"Now we're going home" I stood up, and I saw Mother-in-law walking over.

"They don't feel right, I take them .. And I beg you never to take them back" I said firmly.

"You and them are the same, it makes no difference. If it wasn't for those who asked to come back to you, I'd have taken them abroad already" the mother-in-law said half-exasperatedly.

"Fruit will not fall far from the tree, except for the leaves, which can fly first and then fall away from its origin."

Hey I'm smart, right? Is the audience right? Why am I not sure.

"Grandmother, I don't want to come here anymore. You lie, there is no Mama here" said Vio annoyed and disappointed.

"Yes, it's up to you" said the old woman.

Perhaps already feeling how to take care of these three monsters, couldn't stand it? Only I am capable.

"We're leaving?" myrag.

"Loof!"

Ah, it's started again.

"All right, I'm carrying you guys." I carried Zio and Vio in front.

"Let Nio I'm the fat one" said Alisya, then carrying Nio on his back.

"Nio is very heavy, just put it down" I said, feeling sorry for Alisya.

"No, I'm happy to do this," he answered walking ahead of me.

"Papa, your heart is not normal" said Zio, who had placed his ear on my chest.

Who told him to check my heart?

"Papa, control your heart" said Vio, wanting me to pat the jidat. Unfortunately my hand fills all, if I release—one of them will fall.

We also got into the car. The three monsters sat in the back seat, and Alisya sat beside me. Like a happy family. Oh, my God, my brain started traveling.

"Alisya, where are you going? Let me drop off, and thank you for today" I said, driving.

"I ..," I saw Alisya looking confused.

"Wanna go to the police station where you work?" ask me to make sure, and try to help him think.

"I was on duty last night, and actually I wanted to ..," Alisya re-hung said.

He likes hanging, huh? They don't hang themselves.

"Hey, why did you hang your words from earlier?" my kekeh tried to melt the atmosphere.

"There's something I want to talk to you about" he said half-subjected.

"No, let me talk to you. Nio, Zio, Vio, you guys are with aunt first, huh? Papa has business" I said, and I dropped off my stroller at Shelin's house.

After I drove the little monster back to Shelin, I got straight back into the car. I intend to go with Alisya, thanking her for continuing to help me all this time. Without him, today I would not be able to take the little monsters from that magical Granny.

"Where are we going?"

"I want to thank you, so I'm going to take you somewhere I like" I replied, focusing on driving.

"Why do you keep helping me?" ask her. I saw a look at his face that was still confused.

"No need to answer, I know you're a good man. So, you're gonna help everybody," I said with a smile.

"It's here, but why would it rain?" I asked on the swaying grass.

"Come, get off." I got out of the car with the girl.

This is my favorite place, I somehow brought her here. Not just because Alisya is good, but because I want to thank her a lot.

"This is your favorite place?"

I laughed with Alisya.

"This place is very nice, the view is very beautiful," he said, also liked this bridge.

On this bridge can not only see a large building, but also a beautiful artificial river below. The fountain in the park makes this place even more beautiful. If the night will be a lot of lights decorate, unfortunately this is daytime.

"Hey, let's go there." I pulled Alisya's hand, I left my car and went to the edge of this slim lake, even this lake is slimmer than the electricity pole near my house.

"What if it rains, your car's far enough?" ask Alisya worriedly.

"Don't it matter? I love the rain, how about you?" Alisya slightly frowned upon hearing my statement.

"I like it, em .. but I seem to prefer the rain" he replied ambiguously.

"What likes the rain? Who?" my many.

"You" he answered and I laughed.

Waitaminute! Whahuh? Me? You you? She's she? Wh who?

"Me?" many ensure.

"Yes, you. L like you. You're so responsible, you're so tough, I like you as a man," he said.

"What are you talking about? I don't-don't understand," I said still don't understand.

Is he shooting at me? Why didn't I die?

"I like you when you go to my house. I love it when you care so much about your son. I like the way you're responsible for your family, I-Ah maybe this is embarrassing. I just want you to know .. if I like you. It's the first time I've liked a man, and I have to muster up the courage to say this, I don't even care about my pride" said the teary-eyed Alisya.

"Sorry I like you. I don't want to regret if I don't say this, I'll regret it for the rest of my life if I don't say this" he said with a sincere smile.

I'm still quiet with my brain that somehow seems dead. The rain started to rain and we were still standing here. It's the first time a girl has liked me, even I never imagined this would happen.

Alisya, a beautiful and smart cop, likes this stupid Alden? A silly man who already has children? Are his eyes blind? Reveal him God.

"Alisya I–"

"Don't talk if it's a rejection. I'd rather not hear it," he cut off my words with a wry smile.

But I have to say, I don't want to keep him hopeful with uncertainty. He should know that I can't like a girl for now. I didn't want him to expect me, though maybe I'd hurt him.

"Alisya listen to me," I said in a breath.

I have to be mature, it's already about someone else's heart. Although not the heart, but I have to say this.

"First, I'm very grateful for your help all along. Thank you for being so kind and loving to my son.

It's so hard, I can't bear it.

I saw him listening. "You're a very pretty, nice, tough girl. I like it because you're a very responsible girl, let alone your job as a cop."

I breathed, "But I'm sorry–"

"Please don't continue!" pekik refused.

"You should know Alisya. I–"

"NO! Please, if that's a word that's gonna hurt me, don't say it. I don't need your answer, really! I don't need it. No matter if you like me or not, obviously I like you," he said, turning a deaf ear to me.

We were soaking wet, the rain was pouring, making me have to scream a little.

"I like you too! As friends!" I shouted and he was already crying while covering his ears.

Now that the girl looked at me even though her tears were falling with the rain, I could still see her red eyes laden with wounds.

"sorry. I can't open my heart yet, I still have love in my heart for my little monster!" my screams grabbed both of his shoulders.

"You're a good girl, I could've liked you if my heart hadn't hurt! Even I already like you, even as a friend .. be my best friend!" I said half screaming.

"I'm already your friend! Me ...," He hung up his words.

I really don't want this to happen, friendships can break if it's for love. I told you I didn't want him to wish me, if I made him wait and I ended up liking someone else? Alisya will be injured later. I just want to be friends with him.

"Let this go, I don't want you to expect too much from me. You're so perfect, but I can't for now. So, please, stay like yesterday, so my friend. I hope you understand" I said, taking off her shoulder and I turned around.

I have no intention of hurting her, nor do I refuse if she is my soul mate, but I also have not been able to accept girls for now. I want to focus on my little monster. I can't share the love right now, because the monsters still need me.

But seeing Alisya make my heart ache, I hope she understands that if I am still traumatized, I still want to be alone.

"ALISYA I'M SORRY!" I shouted and the girl hugged me from behind, I could hear her crying.

"No matter who you marry. I'll be waiting for you. That long, I'll be your friend!" her screams still hugged me, and leaned her head against my back.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, I hurt you," I said as soon as I felt hurt.

"No problem! I told you it didn't matter!" expostulation.

Alisya is too perfect for me, I'm so inappropriate for a girl like her. Even when I hurt her, she still wants to be friends with me.

Under this torrential rain, a girl hugged me with her cries, wounds that were both slashing in our minds. I'm selfish, I still think of her in heaven, and here a girl thinks of me.

Falling in love is not a crime, but love can make me a bad person. Alden