Because I'M Father
Get well soon my heart

Her crying makes me feel guilty. Since last night, the elder-Nio had a high fever. Yesterday he seemed uninspired.

I had taken him to the Doctor, and had given him medicine, despite the drama first, but managed to get the cure. All this time I had a lot of trouble if the monsters were sick.

"So why are you crying?" vio asked, looking sad to see his brother.

"Sister Nio is sick. Promise me you two won't get sick like, um?" Vio and Zio nodded in unison.

"I won't be sick" said Zio, so excited.

In the past, the three were sick together, twins were like that, if one of them was sick, the other would follow. I swear it made me suffer. Hopefully this time it won't happen.

The doctor said that Nio had strep throat, which is why my firstborn had difficulty eating, and always cried loudly because his throat hurt to swallow. Plus snot that goes up and down like a roller coaster on his nose.

"I'm sorry, Papa. Papa's a pain in taking care of you." Occasionally kissing Nio who is in my arms.

"May God be kind, move your pain to me." My hands were tapering, as if taking Nio's illness and then moving it inside my body. If the monsters hurt, my heart hurts more.

"You're gonna get well, the pain I took, um?" I could not stop praying and calming him.

Today, I didn't tell anyone Nio was sick. We're used to handling this ourselves. In the end, no one will take a shower.

If I or one of the monsters is sick, still don't take a shower. The sick one man, who stinks four men.

We are like goats in a cage. This is the truth, and I never cried. No crying, just mewek.

Eaten? Usually I order it, or have my restaurant employees drop him off, and will be holding one of my sick sons all day.

Now Nio was crying, just continuing to whine. I don't know what he's feeling, and I don't know what to do. The fever hasn't come down yet, so I'm taking my shirt off. But now I take off my shirt to warm it up. Hugged him to bare chest.

"Is it really painful?" I asked, but got a weak bogeman from him.

"Why did you hit me?" Nio hit while continuing to cry.

Maybe he was angry because I asked 'What's so sick'. If it was under normal circumstances, perhaps he would answer 'What does it need to ask?!' while shouting.

Seeing his snot coming out, I grabbed a tissue. However, the boy grabbed it and wiped it himself. I smiled in response, and received his old tissue.

Oh, the tissue that was dry became so wet.

"Why did you give it to me?" I was already holding the tissue full of my son's snot.

All right, this is just snot. Just snot! Okay.

"I'll take off my shirt too" Zio said, taking off his shirt.

"Me too!" vio followed us.

Maybe they think it's fun, think it's a game. They seemed to be enjoying it, giggling for no definite reason.

"Yey, we all undressed" Zio said so happily.

As long as I don't commit sins, I won't ban them and worsen their mood, or, the world will become chaotic, because they are chaos-making monsters.

"We gently embrace Papa and Kak Nio," suggested Vio. The two approached and hugged me who was holding Nio in an embrace.

"You guys are great at making me cry" I said, presenting the weirdness of the monsters.

"Buses. Buses." Nio spoke weakly with a whimper of hoarse voice, like he was muttering.

"Cure up, we'll take the bus together, um?" I promised in my heart I'd take her on the bus after she recovered. Nio nodded in response to my answer.

Looks like he liked the bus, when he was in school yesterday he also made the bus. Hopefully, my promise will give him the spirit to heal.

"Papa crying?" Vio asked while wiping away my falling tears.

"I'm not crying. Just mewek," I replied, somewhat inconsequential.

"What is mewek?" vio asked with a plain face, asking his older brother, Zio.

Suddenly Zio picked up the book on the shelf. Take her up to the bed, open her with a serious face.

"Righted animals?" I asked in disbelief, because he likened my cry to that of an animal.

"Yes, the animal is flat millipedes with bengkalung," he said, his hands as if forming the animal.

"It's monitor lizard! Different with mewek," my protest, instantly slapped my forehead tight.

"Oh, huh? The bike has changed its name" said Zio chuckled embarrassedly.

"Have made a white bubble too" said Vio, making me even more clueless.

I started to sleepily listen to their conversation. Because young children always have a world that adults cannot understand.

Unconsciously, until the afternoon we slept bare-chested. Even I had just woken up when I heard the sound of Shelin screaming out loud.

"Are you guys doing a model scene, huh? Why are you all bare-chested? You're like a salted fish in the sun!" says hard.

The woman could not speak softly. Of course woke up the little monsters.

"Does your mouth want me to stuff it with my son's diaper, huh?" my question, while kneading the head that feels dizzy.

Plus the cries of the monsters were like a swarm of bees attacking me. In fact, they've started to crawl my body. All of a sudden I want to be on my lap, while the sick should be more important. Fucked up the situation.

"Are you just gonna shut up to see this? You're gonna wait for us to end up as salt fish?" After saying that, only then did the woman take Nio in a chuckle.

I also moved, wearing clothes and also wearing clothes on the three monsters. I also wear socks so as not to cool when stepping on the floor.

I met Shelin in the front room. He was holding Nio calmly, not as usual who was always screaming in fear.

"Tumben are you handling it calmly?" I said, half praising.

Instantly, my words made him behave haughtily. Hair is so confident. "Of course, because your son is helpless. Do they have to be sick so I can calm down like this?" tanya Shelin ignited my emotions.

"Do you want to die before you get married? You really made me turn into a cart!" pekiku.

"I'm just kidding, I swear!" pekik Shelin was scared.

"Sister, are you really getting married?" my question is, now it's turned on his arm.

"Who said it?"

"Mama, papa told me that yesterday. I saw a picture of you with your future father-in-law. You're really getting married? Can you leave us? Um? You don't pity me?" I said, singing my lips, dramatic.

"What photo? I don't even understand what you mean. If I had a prospective in-law, I'd have a photo on the beach that time, what do you think?" I suddenly felt open to hearing his answer.

Have I been deceived by my own parents? Butwhy? Yeah, well, at least Shelin's gonna be single until I get married again. That's the most important thing.

"So you're not getting married anytime soon?" Shelin shakes.

"You are my brother. Brother who is willing to be single to accompany me-"

"HEY! One day I will get married!" his protest. Even so, I still hugged him. Thank you for everything.

"Sister."

"Emm?" answer muttered.

"I'm passing gas, doesn't it smell?"

"Alden! You really ..." Suddenly he stopped, I thought he would hit me soon.

"So, why don't you smell?" Shelin even sniffed looking for my fart smell.

I stood up, and he patted my ass. He was astonished at not smelling it. As he sniffed, the melodious sound came out with a small wind.

I turned to look at Shelin, she glanced at me. "So I haven't farted, just got out now. Just a little wind, hopefully not with the dregs. Sorry, sister," I explained.

Instantly Shelin nausea. He almost vomited, put Nio on the sofa and ran while swearing.

It feels so good.