BROK3N
Chapter 36 The Lamentation of Zaki

Today is the day that all students of the 3rd grade of TARUNA BANGSA High School breathe a sigh of relief. How not all subjects tested will be completed. The atmosphere at the school is so encouraging because after this they will all be busy with their respective affairs.

I also breathed a sigh of relief. It felt like the burden of my life was lost to the wind. At night I no longer need to be busy with textbooks. Although not yet a graduation announcement but I believe I graduated because of all the things I can do well.

"After this I'm looking for a job ah." Say to the Princess.

"Where's the job?" Answer Princess.

"You still want to find my dear princess, how the hell are you."

"I'm sorry I'm not focused anymore."

"When do you focus."

"Yes, too, haha."

On the sidelines laughing we Zaki came to my table.

"Del can come with me?"

"Where is Zak."

"Temenin I'm at home bentar aja Del. I really need a chat."

"Can. I'm going first Put. Byeh...!"

Zaki and I also walked out of the classroom to the school gate where Pak Soleh, the substitute driver, Pak Tarjo, was waiting for us there.

After getting in the car and closing the car door, Zaki rested his head on my shoulder.

"Why are you Zak, sick?" My hand also held Zaki's forehead. But there's no fever.

"Let my Del really be upset." Answer Zaki.

I don't know what Zaki is thinking. It may be the problem of his Papa that has not been cured, or it could be about his lecture in Singapore. I don't know but I let Zaki rest his head on my shoulder if that makes him comfortable.

When I got home, I didn't wake Zaki. I let Zaki wake up on his own. Mr. Soleh got out of the car after parking the white sedan we were riding in.

Zaki soon awoke from his sleep.

"Well we've got why you didn't wake me up anyway Del."

"Don't you see you sleep well."

"Makasi ya Del loe very good." Zaki kissed my cheek. "Let's go in my house to make avocado juice." I just nodded.

For the third time I entered the courtyard of the luxurious house belonging to Mr. Ibn. I sat on the living room couch and Zaki went to the kitchen to make avocado juice.

"Bik later no one bothers me with Adel in the family room yes.you're behind if you don't want to be fired." Threaten Zaki to one of the ARTs in his house.

After making avocado juice Zaki took me to the family room which is located just next to the living room. The difference is more privacy and the place is more comfortable.

"Is Father Mamah still in Zak's hospital?"

"Yes Del so I'm lonely and ask me for a meeting. Drink the juice first I change clothes first."

I have been thirsty since then, but the room is cold. Hiccups of avocado juice wet my throat. Makes my thirst go away. I take my tie off and put it in my backpack and put it on the table.

Zaki came back with a white T-shirt and regular shorts and sat down next to me.

"Where is my juice still good?" Zaki asked while stroking my hair.

"It's delicious, you're good at juicing." Zaki shifted his sitting position. Now our thighs are stuck together.

"Del Loe wants to help me, right?" The whisper of Zaki in my ear created a strange feeling in my body. And I'm a little dizzy too.

"Help me with the tiredness that has ruled my coconuts for the past week."

"How?"

"Follow my game."

"Summer..."

Zaki kissed my lips. It's weird that I want Zaki's kiss again. I smiled and made Zaki kiss me again. This time he did not let go but instead opened his mouth and played longer.

I was just surprised by myself. I really like Zaki's game. Even I was too lulled until what Zaki's hand was doing there was no rejection at all from me.

The strange feeling that I had been feeling since earlier made me let go of what I should have taken care of so well. Yes we did it. Even I really enjoyed it. I was lulled by the charm of the game Zaki did.

After what Zaki wanted was done we sat back together with a TV on. This time Zaki slept on my lap and looked at me deeply.

"Dear love makes me happy." Zaki stroked my cheek. I just nodded at him. "Gue love very much Loe Del. Stay like this Del, I'm really comfortable in deket loe." Zaki indulged himself.

I feel a sense of guilt in me. It felt like my heart and mind were fighting over what I had done with Zaki. But my body really enjoyed it.

"This first yes Del later let Mr. Soleh who nganterin loe back. Don't stay with me with another guy yeah Del I really love you the same loe." Zaki clasped my hand and Zaki fell asleep in my lap.

After making sure Zaki slept well I tried to stand up slowly moving Zaki's head to the pillow. I grabbed my backpack and slowly opened the door to get out.

I didn't ask Mr. Soleh to come home. I don't know what happened to me. I want to walk as far as possible. The longer I walked the more I felt guilt for me. I shouldn't have done it. What if I get pregnant at the age of 19.

There were so many thoughts that entered my brain and without me realizing there was a figure of Hanan walking in my footsteps since then.

"Dell." There's no answer.

"Adelia's." I was shocked and turned my body. "Where's Loe going?" Hanan asked in a loud tone because my daydream made my ears troubled.

"How come I'm here. This where Nan?" I'm drowning in confusion. All I remember is that I got out of Zaki's house.

Hanan walked over to me.

"Gue just from my house I keep going on the bus to return to Pakde's house but I see you walk with a blank look. So I follow you elo."

"Huh?"

"Loe where the hell is this afternoon but you're in this area."

"Yes Nan I was from Zaki's house."

"What's? You've gone that far?"

"What does Nan mean?"

"Del Loe thought about how to get out of Zaki's house until you didn't feel it was more than 20km."

"Seriously you?" Hanan nodded. "Come please Nan Anter I'm home."

"Gue also wants to go back to Pakde let's go over there there's a bus stop there."

I just followed Hanan. I'm really fucked up. There's no way I could have told Hanan. I just hope Zaki doesn't betray me.

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