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Chapter 45 Asep Loves Adelia

Adelia POV

The longer my stomach gets bigger and the clothes I wear have a lot that does not fit in my body because not only my stomach is enlarged but also my body.

I started to get confused about wearing clothes for work at Ms. Dania's shop. Fortunately, Ms. Dania is generous and still wants to accept me, even the cost at the clinic is not a dime of my salary cut.

I was also confused to cover my stomach from the Mothers of the complex in case I needed to go to the stall.

They always look at me cynically but I don't really care what matters is that me and Mom aren't kicked out of here.

But not everything is. Many are friendly and kind to us. Even my mother still works in the market. Although often get unpleasant talk Mother remains patient and let them later also tired themselves.

I am excited for a new life. Living with the status of a young mother. There will only be four months of crying at my house. I always look forward to it because this is the first grandchild for her.

I don't really care about Zaki anymore. I had forgotten a little and harbored this love. I hope he is also happy with Sinta in Singapore.

It's just that yesterday the police came to see me and Mom who said that the incident that happened to Dad was an element of intent so Dad died not because of an accident but because someone accidentally hit him and wanted to Dad died.

My mom and I were surprised because as far as we were, I never had any enemies, I always apologized if I was wrong and Dad was always friendly to everyone. We just passed on to the police. Although the police have explained if most likely the suspect has fled abroad but we remain positive thingking. I hope the one who killed me can apologize to him.

Today I happened to enter sif noon so I took the initiative to go to the market to buy some clothes for my needs. I also want to buy ice cendol that I always pass when going to work. Before I liked drinks like that.

I have not bought anything for the needs of my child later said Pamali's mother said later if it had entered the age of nine months so I just obey.

Not yet I stepped out of the house Asep was already at the door.

"Hi Ka Adel, hi Dede, you're in the stomach!" Asep waved his hand near my stomach.

"What the hell is like you're his father." I closed my door and locked it.

"I want to be his father if his mother wants to!"

Surprised dong me. Asep does often express his feelings about this want it but I assume it is just a fight because Asep is also still in school. But this time it is different because Asep's style of speech is like an adult and also very soft.

"Don't mess around focusing on learning okay." Asep nodded.

"But where is Adel going?" Asep asked in surprise because the door to my house was key.

"You go to the market to buy clothes." Answer me.

"Come Asep anterine."

I really don't want to trouble him anymore. But he was just like Hanan always pushy.

"All right."

We also went to the market with Asep's matic motorbike which used to take me to the clinic.

"You'll go home and I can go home by myself."

"Ka I'm anther, Kaka is also pregnant must be guarded." Again Asep forced me not to refuse what he said. I ended up going around the market with Asep.

"Jeez handsome Mom said she was always the same. You'll have to fuckin' nak." Bu Jamilah who happened to meet us managed to make a scene in the market and all eyes were on me.

"Mak don't be so bad at hearing people."

"Let people know that she's pregnant out of wedlock and an unlucky carrier."

"Mak enough."

"Well, let's not take care of that woman."

Asep was forced to come with his mother because his hand was forced. I paused for a moment and took a deep breath to calm my mind and went to look for what I needed.

I walked through the crowd of mothers who were busy muttering and glancing at each other but I didn't care. I deliberately didn't stop by Mom's place of work so that things didn't get worse.

Long I walked tired and the pegel in the leg began to come. Those physical changes happen every month my gestational age goes up. Even my appetite is different now. I would rather eat fruits or vegetables than meat. I also don't like fried rice or ampela because I think it smells bad. It will be harder to work if my stomach gets bigger.

After everything was bought I rushed home because I was afraid too tired could interfere with my baby's condition. I also took the taxi home.

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Time to go to work, I usually prefer to walk but this time I chose to ride the ojek because the weather was so hot and I also had to really take care of my body.

Today my sif ration with Ka Hesti. I don't know why since everyone knows that I'm pregnant Yumna never wanted one sif with me. It seems like she was so unwilling to meet me because every time I came Yumna would have gone home.

As usual Hanan always waited for me even though his working hours were finished. Hanan was so diligent in studying with his chief.

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Time passed my womb has entered the age of 9 months. My legs began to swell and it was difficult to walk even my favorite swalow sandals were not enough to wear my feet. The midwife advised me to walk often in the morning without sandals and step on large rocks. He said it can help the process of giving birth normally and smoothly.

Ms. Dania advised me to take a leave of absence and I was allowed to work again after the puerperium was over. How good is Ms. Dania. I don't know because the Princess's incitement is because Ms. Dania is sorry for me but I am grateful to have a Boss like her.

While Hanan is worthy of a father who often went back and forth to the house to ask my condition. She's ready 24 hours if I'm going to give birth.

I know Hanan must love this baby very much when Bude very forbid him to approach me because one village is busy talking about my ugliness. And I don't know how many times Hanan also insisted on marrying me so that I could escape the gossip and the child I bear has a father. But no matter how many times he asked, I said no. Not because I love Zaki but because I feel unworthy of him because I'm dirty because I can't keep my honor.

If Zaki ever met us I wouldn't forbid him from meeting.

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