BROK3N
Chapter 39 Disappointment of Mother

"Adel love your mother's child don't papa son?"

My mother suddenly came in while I was crying. I don't know what to tell Mom. I can disappoint my mother like this.

"Huuu..huuu I'm sorryin Adel Bu Adel useless son huu.. sorryin Adel Bu!" My tears broke in my mother's arms. Very tightly I hugged Mother and mother stroked my unraveled hair.

"You're talking about Del, Adel's a mother and father we're proud of." Mother's words made my cry even more. I'm sure Mom said that because she didn't know I was pregnant. "You have calmed your mind first. You rest first I was shocked on the phone Ms. Dania said you fainted. I'll eat first for you. Hanan please help me take care of Adel." Hanan nodded and Mother left just like that.

"Hanan...huuu Mother definitely does not know if I am pregnant?" I held Hanan's hand tightly and looked at her deeply. "What if you know how Nan..... Huuuu....." I screamed as loud as possible and fainted.

"Doctor... Doctor please Adelia Doc." Hanan was very frantic looking for the Doctor and happened to be the Doctor who examined me earlier near my ward.

"Calm down, son. Wait outside first, we'll check on the patient."

Hanan just paced back and forth. Sometimes I look at me from the window. The doctor finished examining me and came out.

"Patients are just in shock, try not to put a lot of pressure because the content is still very weak."

"Okay Doc thanks."

"I'll excuse you."

The mother who saw the Doctor coming out of my room panicked and asked Hanan.

"So why did the doctor come out of Adel's room?"

"Adel fainted again Mom."

"What's? Does Adel really hurt, son?"

"Let's let Adel be clear to Mom yes but after coming home."

"Why did you say that? What are you hiding?"

"Mom, the most important thing now is that Adel healed first, ma'am."

I understand Hanan's intentions. Mom and Hanan took care of me for two days at the clinic. During that time I didn't know what was going on and I was sick.

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My situation has improved. I'm trying to accept what happened. I try to describe what I am going through. I just wish Zaki could be contacted to let him know he's a dad.

It was late in the afternoon and I was allowed to go home by the doctor. Fortunately, the doctor only advised me to rest without discussing my pregnancy with Mom. I didn't know if I could or didn't tell him any of this at home.

"This is the recipe, please make it at the pharmacy." Hanan accepted the recipe and Mom helped me walk.

Hanan had ordered a taxi for us to go home. No talk while I'm home. I also did not dare to ask.

I have not thanked Ms. Dania for helping me with my treatment. Even Hanan also inflated the money for me. While the man who has made me like this is out of nowhere.

When she got home, she took me to my room and helped me sit on my bed. Asep and the Princess are also waiting for my arrival. They accompanied me in my room. I sat down with the Princess while Asep and Hanan sat in the window seat and Mother prepared a snack for us.

"Del you're okay now, right? I was really surprised when I called Hanan." I didn't answer. I just looked at the Princess with a heart that was heartbreaking.

"Ka Adel must heal. I'll watch Ka Adel 24 hours." Asep said but Asep's head was pushed aside by Hanan.

"If you say you want to keep it 24 hours while you are a molour" said Hanan. Looks like they'll be fighting again.

"I love you the same as Adel. Isn't it Ka?" Asep said with a slightly parched face pushing his chair closer to me. Asep didn't even know I was pregnant what if he knew there was no way he could say that.

"This snack comes just boiled sweet potato same sweet tea. Like yeah. I hope you can be Adel's encouragement."

"Don't be a good-looking fool." Hanan Protests.

"Princess is also ready to be next to Adel every Adel needs Ma'am."

"Thank you guys so good. I'm glad Adel has friends like you."

I can't stand all this. Would they still be by my side if they knew what was really going on. What about my own mother.

I took a deep breath. I try to strengthen my tongue to tell them the truth.

"Lady..." I began my words.

"Dad you need anything?"

"That Miss Adel just wanted to say something to mother, daughter and Asep."

"Are you seriously Del?" The Princess asked and I nodded my head as I shed my tears.

"Mrs Adelia's pregnant."

"What?" My mother was in great shock and approached me and a slap of plaque landed on my cheek. I really deserve it. Asep and the Princess stood up in shock.

"So while in the clinic you were treated for pregnancy? Who are you doing that with, Del, who are you answering with?" Mom shook my body hard. I have not dared to answer him I can only look down with a tear flowing profusely. "Adelia's mother's answer." Plaque... Mom slapped me back. I'm really like a useless piece of trash. For the first time, I was so angry with you.

I got out of my bed and fell at my mother's feet.

"Adel apologized, Madam Adel accidentally asked for forgiveness, Ms. Huuu....."

"Who's got you pregnant? Answer?"

"Zaki Bu and now he has no news huuu....." I still hug my mother's feet.

"Remove your filthy body from Mom's feet."

jamb... My heart hurts even more than before.

"Mothers... Adel apologized Adel Bu huuu."

Mom took my hand and walked out of my room.

"Del let's get up and sit here." The princess helped me and led me to sit back to my bed. "Del you have to be patient. You must be strong."

"Put..huuuu" I hugged my best friend Princess who was still supporting me.

"It's Del later let me help you find out Zaki. You must take care of your health. And take care of the child you bear, Del." The princess stroked my hair, giving me spirit whereas Hanan and Asep just stared at me wordlessly.

"Makasi ya Put you still support me."

"I'm sure Mom was just angry for a moment. Wait a minute, let me talk to Mom later. You sleep."

"How can I sleep Put with my situation like this?"

"Please your mind, we're out first." The princess nodded her head at Hanan and Asep, they understood and walked out of my room.

I'm so desperate. There's nothing I can do now. My mother is very angry. I know I let mom down and it'll even be a neighbor's gossip later. Maybe you will not be able to work anymore or study with other mothers.

I'm not gonna be a burden that's too far. I'll catch up with Dad.

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