BROK3N

BROK3N
Chapter 81 The Return of Hanan


"unda.angun…!"


"mr..anguunn…!"


I heard Misela's voice shaking my body. But my head is still a little dizzy. My eyes still feel heavy to open. But I forced myself to open my eyes.


I slowly opened my eyes and still glare with the bright sunlight coming in from the window of my room. I rubbed my eyes and opened them slowly.


I was a little surprised to see the ceiling in front of me. This ceiling is so familiar to me. I looked towards Misela. I was lying on my bed.


"How can I be here? Am I not at the funeral?"


I try to remember what happened. I remember so much that I was hugging my mother's tombstone when the rain so heavily flushed my body. I remember very much that I didn't take shelter at Mom's funeral.


"And again the man who kissed at the funeral wasn't it...But the man who kissed my lips back then I was sure it was Hanan! Yes, it's Hanan, I'm sure I didn't dream. I felt really warm Hanan's lips when I kissed me." I'm aghast.


I got straight out of my bed. I walked into the living room. There's no one there. I walked into the kitchen and there was no one. I opened the bathroom door. There was nobody there either.


"Then why am I only with Misela in this house? Not likely. Is all this really just a dream?"


"Mother...Where's Mom?" I screamed for mom. But there was no one but Misela.


I went back to my room and tried to talk to my daughter.


"Dear Misela, who brought you home, son?"


Misela just shook her head. How can a child who is not even three years old understand what I am saying.


"Misela where's Oma? Misela knows?"


Misela shook her head again.


"If Papi Hanan does Misela also not know where Papi Hanan is now?"


"Fire Nan au ndong."


(Papi Hanan wants to carry.)


I took a long breath. It's free for me to ask such a small child. I won't find the answer I'm looking for.


I also sat on the lip of my bed. I try to remember what I've been through. But I'm pretty sure it's all real. Everything feels so much. It's impossible this is a dream for me.


"Mustahiiiill.....! aackckk.....!


"Are you going to the market? Or to the shop?Or to the house of Miss Romlah? But I'm sure I left Misela to Miss Romlah that night but why is there only me and Misela in this house? Or is there someone who brought me home from TPU? why can't my shirt change pajamas like this?."


I'm confused now. I am dreaming or not God...!


I fold my legs and I hold them tightly with both hands. I bowed my head and stuck to my feet. I look back. But again I still can't believe it's a dream or a reality.


I can't cry anymore. I'm just confused as to why I could be in this room. That's it while I'm sure everything I've been through is real.


Two hands hugged me from behind. He hugged both feet into his arms. I was shocked and tried to forcibly remove the hand and then stand up. And walk away from her.


There's a man without me right now. He smiled and spread his hands wide. Hinted to hug her.


I can't believe he's real or not. But I just couldn't cry suddenly a trickle of clear water flowed down my cheek. I walk slowly. Step by step approached the man and grabbed him. My body is starting to get energized again. The hug I missed I got again. This warm body I miss so much.


"What are you really Hanan? I'm not dreaming, am I? Don't wake me up from my dream if it's all just a dream. I miss you so much. Why did you sleep so long Hanan?"


"Of course it's real, baby. It's me Hanan. Your hanan that you miss. I came to wipe your tears, baby. There are too many tears you have shed. I'm not gonna make it back out, baby. I'm sorry if I'm late."


Hanan felt like he didn't want to let go of me. Hanan also misses me a lot.


Asep and Yumna who see me can smile also feel happy to feel it. Finally they came out of the room with Misela. I didn't realize they were watching this scene of intimacy.


I don't care about anyone around me. I just want Hanan right now.


Slowly Hanan let go of his embrace. We sat on the lip of the bed. Hanan looked at me and held both of my shoulders.


"I'm sorry Del. I promise I'll never leave you again, baby. I promise I'll always be with you and Misela our daughter"


I just nodded at Hanan's words. Hanan approached my lips. Kiss me softly. Then look back at me and smile. I held Hanan's nape and was about to return her kiss. We also enjoyed the warmth of our kiss.


After a deep longing we let go I started a conversation with Hanan. I have so many questions I want to ask him.


"When did you wake up Nan?" I rubbed Hanan's cheek. I want to make sure he's real.


"I woke up when Mom's funeral was over. My mother told me that your mother died and just left by ambulance. But I couldn't leave at that time. I have to go through some doctor checks. After the examination is over I ask for permission to immediately follow you to the TPU. But I was not immediately allowed to leave because it was raining heavily. I'm so worried about your situation. I tried calling Asep but he came home and he said you didn't want to come home from your mother's funeral."


"So your current condition has fully recovered?"


"The doctor said everything's fine, baby."


Hanan rubbed both of my cheeks. Then come back to kiss me.


"You really don't feel the slightest pain?"


"Look at me so healthy, right? I'm ready to take care of you for 24 hours. I'm also ready to marry you baby I promise I won't let you shed another tear."


"Right. Why are you joking." I hugged Hanan. I still don't believe in any of this.


"It's all over. I was calm with Dad there. You have to be sincere with all this reality, baby?. Now I will accompany you. I will marry you as promised. Are you ready to be my wife?"


"really? Are you really going to marry me?"


"of course. How can I look after you for twenty-four hours if I don't marry you soon, dear? How about in grebek citizens?"


"Why are you kidding me again?"


"This is no joke. This is all I can do to make you happy, baby. You should be happy. What word should I say now if not a joke and a joke?"


"Thank you Hanan. With you here I've been very part. You woke up from your long sleep for me. With a very precise time Nan. Thank you so much Hanan has hugged me back."


"Why do you keep thanking me?"


"Thank you for coming back into my life. I almost gave up Nan's despair. I almost died Misela an orphan. But you let go of that desperation. Thank you Hanan. Now I really don't have to go back and forth to the hospital anymore, do I?"


"You can joke too, baby? I love you Adelia. Don't say thank you very much. I'll feel like someone else to you if you keep saying thank you."


"I love you too much Hanan."


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