BROK3N
Chapter 48 Call Hanan Papi

This morning as usual I went to work with Hanan. But this time before leaving Hanan took the time to hold baby Misela. Though since baby Misela was born Hanan shows no signs of wanting to carry her.

"Here I want to learn Misela's car. From this brave baby I've been shaking like I can carry him." Hanan reached out her hand to hold baby Misela.

"Kin Nan?" I still don't trust him because his body is so stiff.

"It's also called learning. Hence here. Yuk dear Papi ya Papi evil really yes have never carried you son?" Hanan said while holding baby Misela.

Mom and I looked at each other because of Hanan's words.

"Huh? Papi?" I repeat Hanan's call to my son.

"Yes from now on call Papi ya Misela gemoy. Oh my goodness, you're really funny. Iihhh. Do you like Papi Anan? But a handsome papi, right? Del continued to smile. Papi will come here every day so you are not lonely. Papi promised Misela." Hanan continued to talk to himself while rubbing his cheek with his index finger.

Mom and I looked at each other and smiled at Hanan.

"Udah let's go to work later we're late lo." Take me to Hanan.

"Duh still want to carry lo Papi mu this but Papi same Mother must work first yes to buy pempes later. Hehe Misela the same Oma first yes do not fuss can not be naughty should recite Oma ya later Papi here again to play with Misela. Okay emuah…! Bye son of Papi..." Hanan waved at my son and called him his son. Between happy and sad but his words were so warmly heard.

This time he said so. Before her she just rubbed Misela's cheeks because every time I asked her to carry she said she did not dare because her body was still tiny.

But this time it was different. It seems Hanan prepared himself for my son. Do I have to accept the offer that originally invited me to get married.

I started a conversation with him while walking towards our workplace.

"Miss?"

"Eff…"

"Why Papi?"

"No papa, right?"

"But people will think he's your son Nan?"

"Let him be my son."

"Miss?"

"I don't mind at all. I told you I loved her since you got pregnant."

That's absolutely true.

"But Nan I don't want you to be the gossip of neighbors and complex mothers later."

"Let Del toh who sins also because they talk to people."

"And you seriously want to be called Papi by Misela?"

"Gue never messed with what I said Del. And I'll wait to receive my love. Loe's the only woman I love Del."

"Nan I'm dirty. I don't pantes for you. And I'm sure your parents won't accept my status of having one child."

"If they agree, do you want to be my wife? I'll ask them to come to Loe as soon as possible. Don't tell me you're dirty. Dirty can you take a shower?"

"And I'm serious!"

"Gue is also serious Del. Didn't you say that you did it with Zaki on an unconscious basis?"

I stopped my steps too. Hanan said it right. I used to feel weird stuff after drinking that avocado juice. And after I got out of Zaki's house I was like a man who lost his way.

I'm speechless. Don't say repeatedly that Hanan wants to marry me and will take care of me and my son. But I thought it was just a word to comfort me. So I never took it seriously. Just the more I came here I did feel Hanan being more sincere to me as well as to my son. It's just that I'm not ready for any of that.

I'm not ready to start. I wasn't ready to meet his parents. I was afraid that there would be a rejection that would make me even more devastated later.

"Where?" Hanan repeated his question. "Did you not like me?" Hanan emphasized this part of the question.

"No, it's not Nan!"

"Certain why? Loe still likes Zaki who brengs*k it?" An annoyed Hanan said he should mention Zaki's name.

"Miss?"

"Honest."

"Because I met Zaki there!" I pointed to a chair where Zaki and I were both sitting.

"What's? Loe still wants to meet the brengs*k's Del? Del realized he had ruined Del's life!" Hanan held onto both of my shoulders and looked at me full of anger.

"She said she was threatened by Papah. If he finds me his Papa will do me harm Nan."

I bowed my head.

Hanan took her hand off my shoulder and ruffled her hair.

"Haaacchh si*l." Hanan kicked the wind several times. "Why the hell did he have to come back here?" Hanan vented her anger at hearing Zaki's name from my mouth. He seemed to be dying to hit Zaki. "Keep believing what he's saying?"

"Eitherway. He said his papa's in a coma now."

"Loe knows where he is now? Let me abisin the guy!" Hanan kicked the wind again.

I'm silent. I'm still sculpting. I haven't even answered Hanan's proposal yet, but because of Zaki Hanan's name, I'm angry with him.

"I'm sorry if I'm angry it's unclear. I admit I am jealous. I don't want to lose Loe Del, I don't want to. Never meet someone who has made you suffer like this Del. If you see him again, you should tell me. I'll teach him a lesson. Okay?"

Hanan's embrace is different. I feel like a really sincere body is holding me. Instead of letting go of Hanan's embrace I closed my eyes and slipped into her hands because I felt very calm in her arms.

" Loe, don't you know now?"

I just nod. It didn't feel willing to let go of Hanan's embrace.

"Let's hug again now let's go to work before it's too late." Hanan even teased me.

I blushed in shame and my cheeks flushed. I also pinched Hanan's arm.

"Aaww's sick. Iihh cheek loe kayak already boiled tuh." Hanan just kept teasing me.

"Bodo is very." I turned and sped up my steps because I was so embarrassed.

"Wait for Del to slowly dong the path is already pursued by demons anyway." Hanan tried to chase after me but I accelerated my pace even more.

"Yes, you are the devil." Answer me.

"Where is a demon as handsome as I Del hahaha.." Hanan instead laughed after success made me ashamed of him.

"It's a demon." Umpat me.

"Awas loe yes if my nails remes-remes so tenuous."

"What the hell are you who don't make a pedal. Come on, let's pick it up."

"Slow down my dong ngosan nih."

"Letoy is a man."

"Hahaha the basic loe del."

We kept chasing each other like little kids playing games. Even when we arrived at the store we laughed at each other because of the incident. And when we entered the shop there was Yumna watching us.

This morning I was one sif with Yumna because the others had a morning event so they could not exchange sif with Yumna.

"Hi Yumna." My greeting to Yumna but she threw away her face and went into the production room. I followed him from behind.

"For Ka Hanan." Yumna greeted Hanan with a smile and hugged Hanan's hand. I was surprised to see Yumna's attitude towards Hanan. So all this time Yumna liked Hanan and she was jealous of me.

I ignored Yumna and opened the shop gate and went back in.

Clinging….

The doorbell of the store rang that meant that there were customers coming.

Deg

That's Zaki.

"Why do I have to come here again?" Gunam.

I glanced at Hanan and Yumna who were still chatting. Finally I closed the door to the production room so that Hanan would not see Zaki here.

I also approached Zaki.

"What are you looking for, Zak?"

"Gue find black sticky rice balls just like banana balls there isn't?"

"There was. How many?"

"Gue take two pans each."

I took Zaki's order and put it in our shop's plastic bag.

"The total is Rp.180,000. What's the debit?" Ask Zaki while handing him the plastic bag.

"This is money for the ball." Zaki gave the money hundreds of two pieces. Then give me the brown envelope that I know is also money. "This is for my son please accept. I don't want my son to lack that."

"I'm sorry I don't know who the kid you mean. Here's change. And get out of here." I was also down. I don't want to look him in the face. I fear my heart will be broken by it.

"Gue knows you're mad at me but this is for my son. Make his need. Please don't refuse." Zaki grabbed my one hand and held the brown envelope in my hand and left.

I promised myself I wouldn't limit the relationship between my son and his father. But this time I doubted because of Hanan's attitude towards me.

Yumna saw Zaki give me the brown envelope. Yumna ended me. He stared at something I was holding. I put it in the bag immediately.

Clinging….

A customer enters the store. I also avoided Yumna which was full of question marks on me.

"Welcome to our shop. Find out what Mr. Ma'am let me help."

I tried as if nothing had happened. But Yumna still looked at me cynically and suspiciously. I don't know what he's thinking right now.

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