BROK3N
Chapter 55 Confession of Sinta

Ever since Aunt Dian and Zaki came home a few days ago, I've been confused by how I feel. I had trouble sleeping and almost lost my appetite. I don't even focus on working and taking care of baby Misela.

How not so, I was proposed by two men at once. A feeling I've never felt before. Which Zaki or Hanan can really take care of and make me happy with my daughter and mother.

I have to make a decision as soon as possible. I don't want one of them to expect more from me. I just hope no one feels burdened by my decision. Don't forget I pray to get the best out of my decision.

Tonight I came home late because of the crowded shop visitors. Lately Hanan and I have been overtime due to a lot of orders as well. Indeed our salary so increased but I so have a little time for baby Misela.

After the store closed me and Hanan came home on foot as usual. We talked and joked and then mocked each other. That's how it happens every day. Hanan always entertained me. There is something new that makes me laugh.

It's just that tonight our steps stopped suddenly because of a woman who blocked our journey.

That woman is no stranger. She wears black jeans and a yellow sweeter with hair on her ponytail. His hand he put in the sweeter pocket. He looked at us for a moment and walked over to us.

"Love? What do you want these nights here?" I focused my gaze among the slightly dim night lights. Maybe Sinta will curse me back because she knows Zaki often meets me. I'm just guessing.

"Gue wants to talk to you elo but without her." Sinta said as she pointed at Hanan with her chin.

"Nan, can you?" I asked Hanan who was staring at Sinta. I was actually lazy to talk to him, too. I still feel hurt for what he talked about the other day at the store.

"I'll wait over there, by the way. But you don't try to macem-macem with Adel." Hanan threatened Sinta with a slightly pressed tone.

"Yes I'm not going to macem. I just want to talk. You can see me. Relax, I'm going to be fine this time. I promise I won't say anything other than talking." Sinta reassured Hanan.

Hanan believed and walked away from us.

"Let's sit there." I walked with Sinta towards the wooden chair not far from where we were standing.

"There's something I need to tell you about Elo. I know you must be confused now with how you feel, right?" Sinta started her conversation. But this time Sinta looks different even from her speaking style. Though before Sinta insulted me without thinking long.

"Say if it's important."

"Gue and Ka Zaki have shared Del's body. We've done it so often."

Deg

Cardiac... My heart was about to fall from where I heard what Sinta said.

"During in Singapore I often go to his apartment, was only the intention to play but even the continuity. Ka Zaki often drunk Del. He also took drugs there. He hasn't really been in college for a year."

Again I heard the ugliness of Zaki. My chest feels tight to hear it. It seems that's the real Zaki.

"Every night Ka Zaki always goes to the discos and plays with the women there. He came home drunk and fucked me." Sinta just kept talking and I felt something wrong with my body.

Sinta gave me her phone and showed me a tape of Vidio Zaki kissing a woman in a disco. Second Vidio Zaki is enjoying Sinta's body.

I put down the phone that Sinta gave me. I can't stand Zaki's behavior anymore. I also could not hold back my tears.

"Gue please never make your daughter a tool for you to come back to. Let Zaki be with me Del. I love Zaki. Loe doesn't want your husband to act like that either. For example, you slept Ka Zaki by drinking you in the medicine campuri. I'm sure it is. I don't care if you ever slept with her."

I took a deep breath and calmed my messy mind.

"But at the amusement park it's not like you're Om Om? You guys aren't a couple? I saw you guys kissing about that."

"That's me just messing around. Om-om it's a client in my Papah office. I was told the same way Om that Papah I dapetin his project. I have to say that Om Om except body relations. I just want to take care of my husband."

I shut my mouth. I was so bad to think about Sinta at that time.

"Sorry I don't mean Lindir loe. I know you still love Zaki, but look at the man dear is much more loving than Zaki. " Sinta glanced at Hanan who was sitting staring at me and Sinta from a distance. What Sinta said is true.

"Gue knows Aunt Dian likes you and tells you to be her daughter-in-law. My heart hurts so much. I just found out yesterday at the hospital they were talking about loe. I diem-diem nguping. Though Aunt Dian is the most passionate when my matchmaking is the same Ka Zaki. Now suddenly Aunt Dian wants you to be her ex after seeing your daughter. Finally I broke up to meet you and tell you all about Ka Zaki while in Singapore. I'm sure Ka Zaki's parents don't know about this either."

"What's? You mean Zaki's there spending his time on bad things?"

"Yes, more or less so. But I don't know if Ka Zaki just nengokin his son but I won't let him have loe. That's all I want to talk about. The point is I ask you not to accept Zaki if he makes a marriage loe. It's just Zaki the guy I like."

"Thank you Sin for telling me all this. I will not disturb your relationship. I'm trying to love that guy too." I glanced at Hanan.

"If so I say goodbye first. You be careful going home."

Sinta nodded.

"Gue also makes the same meaning loe."

I stood up from my seat and hugged Sinta for a while and walked away from Sinta.

"Eh Ka Adel's." Ask to call me politely. "Thanks, I know how I feel." I agreed with Sinta's words and continued my steps to go home because it was late at night.

"You're talking about what the hell is so serious about it." Hanan asked about our conversation.

"Malah sneered. Seriously, I'm curious." Hanan urged me to say what Sinta and I were talking about.

"That's the secret of women haha don't be busy later haha's business." I ran to answer Hanan's question.

"Awas ya playing secrets with me?"

"Yes, you are a guy. That guy won't understand girls' feelings hahaha."

"Who would dare to say that?"

"I just said haha....!"

"Basik u...! Tickle it if it's a nail." Hanan was about to pinch my waist but I managed to avoid her.

"Nobody weekkkk...!"

I kept mocking Hanan until we got home.

"It's tired ya run around midnight gini hahaha." Hanan said who was busy regulating his breathing.

"You're the one who's more haha. I'm going in first yeah. Baby Misela must have slept well." I said while opening the door.

"We're going back home Papi so we can't carry it anyway." There was a bit of regret in Hanan's heart.

"The hunted go home."

"Kok I was kicked out the hell."

"Well, do you want to sleep here?"

"That's great...!"

"Do you want to be in Grebek the people of this village?"

"Hehe engga dong. There will be time. Yes, I went home. Till tomorrow again, my future wife's dream." Hanan pinched next to my cheek. "Daahhhh...!" Then Hanan left and waved his hand.

I looked at Hanan's back until it was completely invisible.

I just can't be confused with this feeling anymore. I will fight for Hanan's love as well. He has been with me all this time.

***

A beautiful morning for sunbathing with baby Misela. Entering the age of 3 months baby Misela is more active and has begun to respond because her eyes can see. I'm so happy to have such a smart daughter.

From a distance, a white car approached us.

"This one visited as if he didn't have a job. But I seem to know that car." Gunam.

After the car stopped the male figure with after the navy suit approached me who was sitting casually with baby Misela.

That man is Zaki. She looks dazzling with her suit after that.

"Good morning, Papa." His greeting.

"So early this morning? Is there anything important?" I asked him.

"I just want this love. Misela's Necessities. Mamah who boughtin and I was told this morning also nganterinnya."

Zaki gave me a big box of cardboard. I knew what it was but Zaki went straight into the house and placed the cardboard on the living room table.

Just last night I was talking to Sinta and this early she was in front of me.

"Say the same Aunt thanks for the gift."

"Yes I go straight away yes I want to go to Papah's office."

"She was careful on the road."

Zaki leaves in his Pajero car.

I was surprised every time I thought of Zaki he always just appeared in front of me. Or maybe this is a clue to me preferring him and leaving Hanan? Oh no I'm not gonna be lulled. I promised Sinta.

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