Brother, May I Love You?
Chapter 47

It feels so happy to be able to bring out emotions in the new child, thought Desi who returned to her room.

"Salah alone is late" he said and sat in a chair. Although he was also often late, but not as bad as the new kid.

"Two hours. Stupid" he said again and laughed to himself. Imagining the grim face of Kiran that she scolded earlier. Desi leaned back and began to feel sleepy. Her boyfriend called me yesterday until midnight. Not letting him sleep. A minute after yawning, Desi fell asleep. But not long because after that he woke up with sweat filling his forehead.

"Don't! DON'TNN!!!" he opened his eyes and checked where he was.

Why does he often dream about this? Was it because he had seen the shadow of the man who had his soul and body destroyed a week ago at the club? The man had the same figure and the same voice. Suddenly Desi was goosebumps and felt her body was very dirty. He cleaned his hands and arms of invisible dirt. She also started to pull her own hair. As if he did not feel any pain, Desi continued to do so until someone entered his room.

Kiran sighed a few times on her desk. He was trying to eliminate all the resentment in his heart. Upset at not being able to control the alarm on his phone and making it two hours late. Then, Mr. Wahyu approached his desk, carrying a file of reports that Kiran submitted last week.

"Everything is right. You have to ask for Mrs Desi's signature and then hand it over to the financials for the disbursement of the money!"

Thank goodness, thought Kiran. At least something he did well today.

"Good Sir"

Forgetting his frustration, Kiran went to Miss Desi's room. He knocked three times but did not hear an answer. He tried to sharpen his ears and heard something. Like someone who sighed and cried at the same time. That faint cry turned into a shout and Kiran immediately opened the door of her former superior's room. How surprised he was to see Miss Desi pulling her own hair.

"Mom, why?"

Kiran approached and saw some strands of hair on the floor. He also noticed that Ms. Desi was bleeding from being scratched.

"Bu Why? Miss Desi??"

Kiran kept calling out the name of her former boss but Miss Desi didn't hear it. Ms. Desi just kept pulling her hair and crying.

Not knowing how to deal with this kind of person, Kiran immediately ran out. Go to Mr. Revelation's room.

"Sir. Ms. Desi" he said then ran back to Ms. Desi's room.

Now Kiran is trying to stop the senseless action of Miss Desi. But his former boss refused to be stopped and lashed out at him. His head and chest were hit hard by Bu Desi, but Kiran did not give up. He tried to stop Miss Desi who was back clawing her own arm.

Mr. Revelation is following Kiran, as if knowing what to do. Kiran looked at her current superior who immediately picked up the cloth and tied Ms. Desi's hand to the back. Then pull out the phone and call someone.

"Are you okay?" ask Mr. Revelation to him.

"It's okay sir. But Miss Desi ... "

"It's common. Don't be surprised. After this someone picked up Desi and you should shut up about this!"

"Good Sir"

After her hands were tied back, Ms. Desi became somewhat calm. Now Kiran can see the wound on the arm of his former superior. So bad and also there are some gaps in the head of Bu Desi that look once. It must be because of the hair that was pulled by force earlier. Waiting for about a few minutes in Bu Desi's room, Kiran heard footsteps approaching.

"Where?" ask someone whose voice is familiar to Kiran's ears.

Brother Dhika only saw it at a glance and then checked the situation of Bu Desi.

"Ryan!!" call brother Dhika make Kiran see someone who will enter the room of Miss Desi. It turns out that Dhika's sister came with Mr. Ryan. Brother Dhika raised Bu Desi's body out of the room and left her alone with Pak Wahyu. Kiran is really confused by this situation.Especially Mr. Revelation shut his mouth tight. Didn't say anything since Miss Desi was taken away by Mr. Dhika and Mr. Ryan until it was time to go home.

"Did you know that Dhika and Desi knew at the University?" ask Ryan.

"Yes"

"And you know that Dhika has liked Desi ever since?"

"Yes" he replied quietly as it reminded him of the pain that was inside his chest.

"Eight years ago when Dhika decided to leave college, there was an event that happened. It was so terrible that it was on the news. The victim was Desi. For nearly a month, Desi did not eat or drink and acted as she had after the incident. Mmebuatnya very thin and even his parents have resigned that Desi declared crazy"

Kiran bit her lower lip, thinking about what happened to Ms. Desi to make her former boss like that. Then Ryan continued his story.

Dhika finds out and goes to Surabaya. The second that Desi saw Dhika, her consciousness recovered. He spoke, also having a desire to eat and drink. But ... as a result of that terrible event came. The second day when Dhika saw Desi, the doctor went to take her to the operating room. Said there was bleeding on Desi. Apparently, there was an infection in the female part of Desi and made the doctor forced to remove her uterus"

Mr. Ryan looked towards Kiran. He who was still wondering about the reason Bu Desi did that, started to get a bright spot. But it's not the bright spot that makes him happy. Except to be shocked and horrified. So that event is ... .

"Although he was still twenty years old, the doctor had no other way to save Desi's life. Of course after realizing Desi again became like before. Raging until it returned made him bleed due to a recently performed surgical wound. Dhika felt so devastated to see the woman she liked become like that. And Dhika also regretted that the incident happened when she was not in Surabaya"

Kiran could not imagine how Missi felt back then. Also her brother who likes Missi with all his heart. It turned out that there was an event like this in his brother's life. And Kiran thought the man knew nothing of the bitterness of life.

"So how did Missi get well?" ask Kiran carefully.

"can't. Desi's situation got worse and then one day Dhika did something. He took hold of Desi and said in front of Desi's face, that she was the one at fault. He asked Desi to blame him. Suddenly, Desi calmed down. His consciousness is back and his health is as well. But ... It makes Desi very dependent on Dhika. To this day"

Broadly speaking, it seemed like Kiran was starting to understand what was happening. But something made him proud. Dhika who he knew turned out to have a very good heart.

"New kiran tau kako kak Dhika turned out to be .. good too"

"Do you think so?"

Kiran raised her eyebrows, catching the cynicism in Ryan's sir's question.

"meaning?"

"I think Dhika is stupid. Dhika should be able to end all this just like that. Butno. He chose to survive until now and utilized Desi who was clearly healed"

"But it was noon?"

"That's just a symptom that does appear when Desi remembers the bad event. Because Desi never went to the mental doctor as suggested"

"Dhika knows that?"

"Look. But Dhika is too blinded by love. Until I can't see everything clearly. It can't even be true to someone who should be his responsibility"

Kiran sighed, understanding the concern of Mr. Ryan, a friend of Dhika's sister. Then ... his chest hurts. It hurt so much that Kiran looked down deeply and groaned.

"Why? What's going on?"

"Don't know" he replied and then became unconscious.