Brother, May I Love You?

Brother, May I Love You?
Chapter 52


"Dhik .. wait, Dhik .. slow .. slow down"


Dhika turns around and sees Ryan's distress running after her.


"Aren't you a sport?"


"Yes, but not the way up the hill like this"


"Your weak body" Dhika sneered did not give any chance for Ryan to slow down.


"Why should we hurry? we have a week here"


"I have to go home as soon as possible" Dhika said, then checked the state of the flow of water in her new plantation.


"Why? Wait... What is this about Desi?"


Dhika considered everything she saw on this plantation quite good. Only lack of care because the previous owner was in debt. He looked at Ryan and nodded.


"Yes"


But that's not the reason why I want to go home soon. He wanted to see the woman who made him unable to sleep for these two days. Since learning how she feels about Zanna, Dhika continues to imagine her sister's face and body. Not a single minute passes without Zanna's shadow. It was very painful but it also made him happy. A feeling she had never felt before. So ... make it .. live.


"Is it because Desi now agrees to the doctor?"


Dhika's spirit stopped for a moment from hearing the news she had never heard.


"To doctor? Does Desi agree to a doctor now?" she asked Ryan who was closer to her now than he was.


"You don't know?"


"I ... no"


"Don't Desi send a message to your phone?"


Honestly, Dhika had never checked the message from Desi again since knowing her true feelings. He began to read one by one the messages sent by Desi and felt guilty. How could he not care about the woman he had liked for so long? And again now Desi has the desire to seek treatment. Something he had always expected for a long time.


"Good"


"Why do you look unhappy?" ask Ryan.


"Of course happy. Eventually Desi could at least talk about the matter to others. Reduced the burden on his heart"


"And soon you'll be free of him"


"What's? Been free?"


"Yes. You'll finally be able to live your own life, without Desi"


Suddenly Dhika felt angry at Ryan's words. All this time he could never imagine life without Desi. No matter what the circumstances, Desi was still the woman he promised to live with.


"I'll stay with him. If you don't agree, just go far away" he said, descending from the hill north of his new estate. Leaving Ryan who was still trudging along with fatigue.


Then Zanna's shadow passed in front of her. Make Dhika stop stepping. How would he feel about Zanna if she promised to live with Desi?


"Why stop?" ryan asked who caught up with him.


"No. I just ... "


Dhika. He rejected his sister. Not accepting his sister's feelings on the grounds that he already has a future wife.Then why is he excited to go home and see Zanna? All of this seems unnecessary. Because he's decided to stay with Desi no matter what. Suddenly Dhika's spirit drops drastically. He was not so excited anymore to complete the examination of the estate quickly.


"Zanna"


Pronouncing the name with her own mouth, revived Dhika's spirit. He teased his sister whom he met by accident. As if fate had brought them together. Dhika starts teasing her sister. Wishing to see and feel the same passion as back then.


The sudden arrival of Desi forced him to stay away from Zanna. Pretending not to know the sister he likes. Dhika still wants to see her sister's face. I don't want to give up that precious opportunity.


"The new boy is helping you" he told Desi who hugged his arm as Kiran took the medicine.


"What?"


"The new kid is trying to prevent you from hitting yourself. To injure his own body. I heard from Revelation and it turns out that the new boy is here for treatment"


Desi looked confused by what he said. But Dhika wasted no chance. He suggested to take Zanna to dinner. As a way to apologize and also thank. And Desi agreed.


Dhika looked towards Zanna in front of her. Seemed so uncomfortable with the current situation, but had no other choice.


"What do you choose to eat?" ask Desi to Zanna. Dhika notices Zanna reading the menu and orders the same spaghetti they ordered at the cafe.


When the food came, Desi chose to go to the toilet. It might also be uncomfortable with the situation being too quiet between the three of them. Dhika feels happy because she is finally alone with her sister. But Zanna ate spaghetti like a greedy man. I want to leave quickly after finishing my meal.


"Slowly. No one will take your food"


"Whispering" replied his sister with a mouth full.


"Your stomach hasn't healed properly. Brother doesn't want you to get a stomachache again later"


"Belvin. No business with Dhika either"


Because her sister did not listen to her advice, Dhika stood up and stopped Zanna's hand that kept spooning food into her mouth.


"Zanna, stop!"


"What the hell? There's Missi tuh"


Dhika took off her grip, looked back and did not see Desi at all. Zanna played him.


"It's funny" he said annoyed


"Ha ha ha ha" Zanna's laughter sounded so annoying. .


He almost walked up to his sister when Desi came back from the toilet. Dhika was forced to hold her back until the time they separated. Zanna left without turning around again, as if waiting for time to get away from her. That made him very angry. I forgot about the Desi next to me.


"You why? Did the new kid talk weird when I went to the toilet?" desi asked him.


"No. I'll take you home now"


Dhika takes Desi home and immediately gasps to a place that will make her able to vent her anger.


Decorating a cynical smile on her face, Dhika opens the front door of Zanna's house.She does not find her sister in the living room and kitchen. Then he went into Zanna's room and found her lying on the bed.


"Are you asleep?" tanyanya did not get an answer. Dhika approached the bed and saw the peaceful face of her sister.


"Kaaak" Zanna's delirium. And the fiery anger that Dhika felt just disappeared without a trace. He was happy to be in Zanna's dream. As if to make sure that Zanna still has those feelings for her.


"You're sweet and pretty. Do you know that?"


Dhika stroked Zanna's hair and inhaled the fragrance of the shampoo she missed.Without thinking for a long time, she took off her shoes and got into bed. She held Zanna in her arms and felt great comfort. As her heart rate began to rhythm with her sister, Dhika fell asleep.