Brother, May I Love You?
Chapter 55

Desi was still in her room even though the time to return home from the office had long since passed. He's been there since he came home from Dhika's plantation. Busy thinking. About the change in attitude that Dhika showed. For eight years he knew the man. Dhika has never said much to someone she just met. Especially for women who approach her. Dhika never commented anything to them. But it was on the plantation ... Why was Dhika like that to Kiran?

So ... eager blame also accuses Kiran of liking it. Something that never even crossed his mind. Because Desi, Dhika and the new boy only met a few times. And that too in a short time. Plus Desi was always in all those meetings. So how could Dhika accuse the new kid of liking her?

Then a thought that made his heart slowly ache appeared.

"Did Dhika like Kiran?" ask her in the empty space before her.

Kirans. A new kid who is very young. But it does not have a too striking appearance. Even according to Desi is too simple for women who come from the capital. Indeed Kiran showed a bad attitude to him, but his work is always in order. Either under his supervision or Wahyu's sir, Kiran's new superior. But ... Is it true that Dhika likes women like Kiran? What made him even more curious, did that mean that Dhika no longer liked him?

Desi was planning to leave the man. He has already filed for the mutation to return to Surabaya. His birthplace with his father and mother. She also wants to talk to Dhika tonight about it, but. Is this what he really wants? Can he see Dhika along with other women besides himself? Is he ready to see the man he loves and loves him all this time with other women? Or would she be ready if she found out Dhika chose a woman she never expected before? Like that new kid?

Dhika sits inside her kaamr, looking at the photo of Zanna hugging her first. Their relationship will be nothing more than a brother. Dhika realized that now. Although she likes Zanna, it does not mean that Dhika should have her sister as a man. He had already chosen Desi as his life companion. And he has to take responsibility for his choices. Not to confuse another woman for her words and deeds. What he did today on the plantation was indeed .. crazy. He should have held himself back as well as he usually does. The sound of the phone ringing interfered with his daydream, he saw Desi's name and immediately picked up the phone.

"What's wrong?"

"I .. want to cancel our dinner"

Dhika doesn't even remember that she has an appointment tonight with Desi. He began to feel guilty for acting uncharacteristically on the woman he loved for so long.

"Do you have another appointment?" tanyakanya.

"So. I. .. want a break"

"Is your body sick? Which part? Do we need to go to the doctor?"

"No. No need. I just want to go to bed early today"

"All right"

"What's? Do you agree with that?"

Just this time Dhika heard a loud tone of protest from Desi. He had time to confirm the name on the screen of his phone and then spoke again.

"Did something happen?"

Desi never once used a harsh tone on him. The woman always bothered with him. But why now?

"No. I ... just ... "

"I'm sorry" Dhika said suddenly.

"What's? Why are you apologizing"

"I may be wrong"

Despite not knowing his mistake, Dhika always apologizes to Desi. It was always done to keep Desi's soul good all this time.

"You ... why?"

The phone simply disconnected when Dhika heard Desi's disjointed voice. He thought there must be a problem with the woman until they had to cancel their dinner appointment.

He immediately took the key and drove the car as soon as possible to Desi's office. The woman was still sitting in her room. Just looking down at the phone. Without wasting any time, Dhika enters and surprises Desi.

"Is there a problem?"

"Dhika's? You here?"

Dhika is relieved that nothing happened to Desi. He had already imagined that something terrifying had happened to this woman.

Dhika picked up Desi's bag and looked towards the woman again. This time, Desi looked at him.

"Why?" ask again.

"That's okay" Desi replied and stood up and followed her steps away from the dark room.

On the way home, it suddenly rained. It was so swift that Dhika had to carefully look towards the road in front of her. He looked towards Desi and the woman looked different than usual. More quiet and not even looking at him.

"Kiran"

Suddenly Desi mentioned his sister's name, making Dhika rather uncomfortable.

"What?" he pretended not to listen.

"Do you like Kiran?" desi's shout broke the sound of rain hitting the car.

Now Dhika knows why Desi looks quieter than usual.  And that scared him a little. Given what Desi did to all the women who approached her before.

"No" he replied lying to protect Zanna.

"Like it's okay too"

Again Desi plays her cards, but Dhika will not be fooled. He did not want Zanna to be hurt for mistalking in front of Desi.

"I don't know him very well. I was just pissed off at the farm because the kid was talking too rudely to you"

"Kiran is like that but he's also a good boy"

Desi praising other women? Didn't Desi not like Zanna all this time? But why is this now?

"Is there a problem?" tanyanya begins to suspect the state of Desi. He started getting ready to pick up the cell phone to call the doctor Desi.

"I .. want to move to Surabaya. Same mom and dad"

"What's to your old house? Everything is ready to live. I can get one driver to take you back and forth Surabaya-Malang" explained Dhika and then turn towards Desi's house.

"I moved to Surabaya City"

"Since when? Good for that. Jobs in the City are not too much like in Dinas. You will be more relaxed there, the salary is also greater"

"Then you can stop now"

Dhika looked towards Desi. He was unsure of what he had just heard.

"Desi ... "

"Thank you for everything, but you can stop now"

Dhika stopped her car on the side of the road. Just a hundred meters from Desi's house.

"What?"

"Everything you do for me and my family is enough. All this time I never accepted your proposal for just one reason. I ... will never be able to love you complete happiness. That's why .. I'm leaving now"

After saying so, Desi got out of the car. Running through the rain leaves Dhika who is still pensive alone. He could not believe that he was experiencing something like this today. He was dumped by two women. One woman he's loved for so long. And another woman he just loved. Long Dhika is silent in her car, thinking about her miserable fate.