Brother, May I Love You?

Brother, May I Love You?
Chapter 56


He's just using you


Desi won't answer your proposal because she just needs your money


Later if he doesn't need any more money, and find a richer person. He'll throw you out


You better find another woman who's more perfect than Desi


All this time Dhika survives by hearing all the slurs from Ryan about Desi. He never believed everything because he believed in the woman who needed it, but what did he get now? Desi let him go? Dhika feels that everything she experienced was unfair. Especially when he decided to choose Desi over Zanna just because of a great sense of responsibility towards the woman's life.


Dhika turns on the car through the rain and goes to the house of the woman who just threw it away. He knocked on the door and heard footsteps approaching. Desi who seemed to have just taken a bath was surprised to see him.


"Dhika you ... "


This woman was wearing an open shirt. Showing all the scars on his hands. Dhika who wants to vent her anger becomes unbearable.


"I ... "


"This is me Dhika. Women who have scars. This wound will always remind me and you of the incident. That's why I'm taking you off now. Before I made you waste the opportunity to have another more decent woman" Desi made Dhika's heart sad.


"But I don't want anything from you. I just ... "


"I knew. You are very kind and have never forced me to accept you. But ... I also think that it weighs a lot on me. Like I'm just bringing this incomplete me to be with you that is so perfect"


Dhika had never heard of this before. It turned out that ..everything he did during these seven years weighed on Desi.


"Do I have to do something so you don't feel that way?" he still wants to fix everything.


'No. No. gabe. You ... are the best man for me. You want to accept me like this and even seek the healing of my soul. Without asking anything from me. That's pretty enough. But don't continue anymore. I'd be a non-grateful person to receive more than this"


"But my love ... "


"We both know that love is fading now"


Astounded. Dhika looked up at the eyes of Desi who was like diving into his brain.


"How can you?"


"I knew. I may have known for a long time that you didn't love me. But ... I'm selfish, can't let you go into the hands of another woman"


"My desi min ... "


Before Dhika finished her words Desi put her index finger in front of her lips. It was as if telling Dhika not to continue with her words.


"Never apologize to me again. I'm the one who should be sorry for taking your time for seven years."


The rain finally subsided as the two of them sat quietly and talked about everything.


"I will return the house and also the car you gave me" Desi said, sparking Dhika's emotions again.


"Save it. I don't need it"


"But this Dhika is too big and too much for me. The bag, even all the bikes you gave me were sold. All that money I'm gonna give you back"


"I don't want it. Wear it to live in Surabaya later"


It was almost midnight and Dhika felt it was time to go home. He held onto Desi's hand and stroked all the wounds there. Then Dhika kissed the back of Desi's hand with a lumbut and looked into the woman's eyes.


"I'll keep an eye on your treatment"


"I'm going to really get treated now. I'm not gonna worry you anymore"


Dhika breathes deeply and lets go of her first love. A love that for seven years is guarded but does not end in happiness.


"You will definitely find someone who loves you sincerely" he said before leaving.


"You'll find a good woman, too"


"desi. Goodbye" he said, then closed the photo of Desi he had taken secretly while they were freshmen.


then, what will he do now? Chase Zanna? How could she have so blatantly rejected her sister's feelings? It seems that Zanna has also managed to forget it. Dhika thinks maybe it's time for her to focus on work alone.


Kiran came to the official office and saw that Miss Desi had also just arrived. He wanted to say hello but did not dare. Fear of the events on the plantation yesterday made his former superior misunderstand. Then ...


"Good morning Kiran" said Ms. Desi first.


Kiran did not expect to receive a greeting from Miss Desi.


"Mommy's Toe"


"Don't be dumb in the middle of the road"


"Oh, yes, ma'am"


Kiran pulled over, making the hallway towards the room bigger. But still looking towards his former superiors who seemed unperturbed by the events of the plantation yesterday, it must be so, because there is no way Bu Desi was disturbed. Because the love between Bu Desi and brother Dhika has been tested for years.


Today the work did not torture Kiran so much. Maybe because Pak Wahyu went to Surabaya meeting this afternoon, the result was that he could return home with enthusiasm. But the one who greeted him in front of the house made Kiran's spirit suddenly run out just like that.


"You're ASN turned out?"


Kiran did not like the person in front of her. But he didn't want to show it too much in front of a lot of people.


"What's Pakdhe here for?" tanyanya tried to be polite.


"You better get out of this house as soon as possible"


"What's? Why?"


"It's a deal with Dhika. If this house is going to be sold and the results are shared for the family"


"What??"


"Yes. This house is the family heir. So those of you who have no connection with the Pranaja family are better off getting out of here"


It's nice that this guy thinks that this house belongs to the Pranaja family. Kiran could no longer hold back her manners towards Burhan's father's brother who was constantly hurting her heart.


"Enak. Since when did this house belong to the Pranaja family? This house belongs to my mother's family"


"You don't know anything. Burhan's been spending a lot of money on this house so this house includes inheritance rights"


"What's? How could I think of that? This house belongs to Bibi Tia and me after my mother died. It has nothing to do with Burhan's father at all"


"You're young and you've been fighting the old man"


"But I really do"


"Basic girls are not real"


"What?? That's not real"


Kiran was already emotional and ready to defend the honor of his family and was suddenly blocked by a large tall man standing in front of him.


"Pakdhe, what the hell is this?"


"Oh, you're finally coming Dhika. Cepet told this boy to leave. A young child has to fight with the old man"


"The old man is wrong so it must be cleared" cried Kiran then get a sharp gaze from Dhika's feet.


"Zanna. Quiet down!"


Whahuh? He was told to shut up? Where can? It used to be possible that he just kept quiet to hear his mother continue to be insulted by Burhan's father's family. But not anymore.


"No, just go and take this guy away. It's good to make a scene in front of people's houses" he said then entered the house by slamming the door hard.