
Ibra had just returned from the lobby after taking a flower order that a while ago was delivered by courier. He wanted Audi to feel fresh with natural elements such as roses and gardenia.
Ibra hopes this can make Audi's mind more fresh, and if it can provoke the spirit of Audi so that the girl immediately rise from depression.
However, just when Ibra pushed the door of the Audi room, he had found Audi's condition far from good. The girl was lying down with the back of the bed slightly raised. But that is not the problem for Ibra, none other than and not because Audi is crying, hysterical without sound. Ibra was worried that it could trigger pain in Audi's face.
"Cla? You why?" Ibra ran over, keeping the flower bucket just like that. He sat on the edge of the bed, trying to wipe away Audi's tears with a touch as soft as possible.
He then turned to look at the two sisters there who looked down and squeezed each other's fingers. The nervous expression of the two made Ibra's forehead wrinkle. Ibra turned to Audi who was still crying without a sound. Seeing him made Ibra's heart ache extraordinarily.
"Darling? Hey?" Ibra called while putting her face in front of Audi. They looked at each other for a moment. Audi looked at Ibra full of hurt feelings.
"What's going on?" Ibra asked the nurse there.
One of them answered nervously. "I-it .. earlier we turned on the television with the intention that Mba Audi not bored. But ..."
"But what?"
"That's .. news ..."
It seemed Ibra understood, Audi had just seen the news of the accident himself and his partner, which was why the girl was sobbing like now.
Audi knew that two of his comrades were killed in the incident.
Ibra was angry of course. He never forgot to remind anyone who wanted to visit Audi to avoid turning on the TV. Even Ibra himself struggled to avoid Audi's questions last night. They may be ...
Ibra took a deep breath and took it out slowly. He tried to be patient and not ignited emotions that burned him for a moment. They just don't know, or they may forget.
"What do you need to come here for?" ask Ibra at the end.
"We're just doing a routine check, sir." They answered almost simultaneously.
Ibra. "It's over, right?"
"Already, sir."
"Then you can get out."
As the two sisters exchanged glances, they seemed hesitant to leave Audi in such a state. I wanted Ibra to cluck impatiently.
"out. For now let me take care of it, "press Ibra.
As there was no choice and the aura of Ibra seemed to be heavy, the two sisters rushed out, leaving Ibra and Audi who were now dissolved in silence.
Ibra is approaching further eroding the distance. He slowly wiped away Audi's tears as if he did not want to stop seeping out. He looked at the girl warmly, full of gentleness that emanated.
"Darling?"
Audi still cries without a sound. Ibra also grasped the hand of Audi that was not attached to the infusion, rubbing it slowly and carefully.
"Calm down first, huh? The doctor said you should not stress. Let's just breathe."
Audi who began to gasp because it continued to sob can only stare according to Ibra.
Audi did it again.
"Blow it out slowly." Ibra continued to give Audi instructions that thankfully she could do well.
"Sleep comfortably, his head should not be lifted often first, later dizzy." It allowed the Audi's neck to be slightly strained.
After feeling Audi lying comfortably, Ibra also smiled thinly, looking at the lover deeply.
Ibra rested one hand on the side of Audi's body, while the other rubbed the base of the girl's nose free of cuts.
"Mami and Uwa had come home first, want to bring a change of clothes to sleep later tonight, as well as between Oma so that they would rest at home. So it's only Mas who's waiting for you here."
Ibra pulls her hand from the base of Audi's nose, she turns to grab the lover's fingers and then anchors the kiss there. Some bandages wrap around the smooth surface of Audi's skin. Ibra touches one of them carefully. "illness?" he half whispered.
Audi who is unable to shake his head just gave a long blink of a sign that he was comfortable with Ibra. For the time being only Ibra could calm him down.
Ibra smiled, she put Audi's hand on her cheek as she continued to stare at the girl deeply. "You're not alone."
"Many people love you, especially you. Mas your love. You will forever remain my darling."
Audi fell silent, his eyes re-glazed at Ibra's statement. Audi was still shocked by the reality it received, and he was scared. His heart seemed to be suffocated by an overwhelming feeling of sadness.
Audi still does not believe in the disaster. He still thought it was a nightmare that stopped by for a moment. But in fact, after he woke up this bad situation still continues, and hit hard Audi consciousness which slowly began to lose its rhythm.
Audi could only cry in the face of the fact that two of his friends were dead. The manager that Audi loves the most, the editor that Audi relies on the most, why is God so willing to take them from him.
Audi felt a touch of Ibra's fingers under his eyes, stemming the rate of water returning to flow from the Audi's fertilizer.
"Mas understands your feelings. You must feel very lost after knowing everything. Losing the closest person is indeed the saddest scourge in our lives. But you have to understand, no matter how much we complain about blaming God, fate will go on."
"Tian and Mardon's journey has already been set. Want to regret and wonder, everything that has happened will not be able to return. Humans have their own life, they have their own time in the world. The proof is that you and Matthias survived even though you were also victims in the accident. That's a sign you guys haven't reached the time. God has not asked you to go."
"So did Tian and Mardon, they left because God had indeed called both of them to leave the world."
Ibra continues to wipe away Audi's tears. He patiently rubbed into Audi's hands to calm the girl's chaotic feelings.
"Whatever happens, it's God's best plan."
"You don't worry about living alone, don't be afraid of losing friends. If they leave you in distress, it is a sign that they do not sincerely love you. If they leave you, then Mas will stay with you."
"You have Mas, Mas can be a friend and partner for you. You can be your best friend if you want. Everything can be done for you."
"Sad it properly, be sincere. Because if you are not sincere, it will also burden Tian and Mardon in nature there."
Cup.
Ibra nodded at Audi. "From now on, I will be with you all your life. That's Mas' promise."
"Don't be sad anymore, honey. Smile, another sun is waiting for you out there."