
"Nake?" Ibra noticed that Audi was so greedy eating pickled kedondong.
He wanted to use boncabe to be spicy, but Ibra thought again that Audi was still breastfeeding Farzan. Pity his son that Audi is desperate to eat spicy. Ibra remembers the advice of parents who forbid Audi to eat certain types of food during the period of giving ASI, because it will have an impact on the child who breastfeeds.
Audi nodded. "Enak, even if he doesn't care," he frowned at the end.
Ibra looked at his wife. Audi can only eat the condong after a late night, because Farzan suddenly fussy and difficult to sleep. Ibra has alternately fondled Farzan with Audi, but the child remains fussy without knowing what the cause.
Only after nine o'clock more, Farzan would sleep after breastfeeding. But what makes Ibra pity of course Audi. The wife looked very tired, her face was frowning here and there can not be asked.
Ibra knows Audi is tired. Everyone must be tired of taking care of children, especially if the child is in an active period like Farzan. Ibra again thought to use the services of a nurse to help Audi accompany Farzan in his growth and development.
Ibra made a small stir, draping a few strands of Audi's hair out of the tie. The wife was still ravenously eating kedondong when Ibra started talking. "Cla?"
"Hm." Audi just muttered. Ibra saw Audi's fingers tremor slightly as he took the cut. That's a sign Audi is in a very tired state.
"Mas has recommendations for childcare services from friends," said Ibra began the conversation, with a tone of heart.
Audi stopped eating and turned to Ibra. Ibra was so wary of seeing Audi's current gaze.
"Mas want to send our son to the nurse, is that it? What's the point of me in the house?"
Ibra. "Not that, Cla. I mean let you not be too tired. Especially now that you are pregnant, of course your energy is more drained than usual."
"Wouldn't. Farzan remains the one who takes full care of me," cluck Audi.
"Yes you take care of him completely, honey, but with a little help from people, so you can also have time for yourself."
Audi's appetite is instantly gone. He stared at the bar table in front of him. The fresh cut of kedondong that was so evocative now looks no longer delicious in his eyes.
"Didn't Mas Ibra see the news out there? There are many cases of child abuse committed by baby sitters on the children of their clients. Not only that, which ended up cheating on her boss' husband also a lot," said Audi fiercely, while looking at Ibra with eyes.
Ibra was flabbergasted, he was a little unconvinced that Audi had such thoughts. So this is the reason Audi always rejects many workers who come to their homes, especially women? Indirectly Audi is being possessive towards Ibra, his instincts as a jealous woman unconsciously led him to think so.
"You don't believe me, Cla?"
"Don't not believe it, just be careful - keep it doesn't hurt, right?"
Ibra nodded in understanding. "Yes, Honey. There is nothing wrong with the way you think. But you should not immediately conclude there, you should first see how the prospective workers. Mas also certainly will not be arbitrarily - mena choose people. Of course their selection used to be in various things. After all ... The prospective nurse that Mas meant is not what you have in mind. They are old enough, not a kinyis-kinyis girl who tries to pit fate into a big city. They are educated and trained mothers. His training is not playing. They're mastering parenting, honey."
"You, huh?" ibra persuaded.
Silent audi. He returned to eating kedondong to distract all his attention from Ibra. He was still not ready if Farzan was taken care of by someone else. Audi wants the child to fully know Audi as a mother, without having to share affection with anyone.
"Darling?" call Ibra gently, while reaching for the back of Audi's hand to make it as slow as possible. "We're not looking for a mother, we're looking for a nanny. They don't fully babysit Farzan full time. They only help you in matters of care and care, it does not mean you can take off hands so easily on our children. You who have complete control over our children, you have the right to give them any rules. It's all for our comfort. You are comfortable because you are not too tired, and Mas is also comfortable because it can reduce worries a little."
"Different, Honey. Bibik will have their respective tasks, they are clean all day - clean house, take care of the kitchen all kinds, of course the focus is different again. They're not entirely there when you need a distraction from looking after Farzan. Right, right?"
Right, inner Audi. He is also actually tired late - late this, probably because of the effects of pregnancy to make Audi more easily tired than usual.
Audi again chewed the pieces with a look of thought. Ibra looked at the woman patiently as she continued to stroke the back of her hand. "Mas was just worried because you were pregnant, Cla. You often drop because of the soybean. This is still the first child, you know, what if his sister Farzan was born?"
"Better than that, we pay someone to help. You also do not want Mama and Mami all day long ngasuh Farzan, for fear of troublesome, right? They are old, of course we should not use them under the pretext of parenting grandchildren."
Audi looked down at the marble glint lining the bar table, as well as their hands clinging to it. He then turned to Ibra who looked at him shady as well as persuaded, in the spotlight tucked into a worry that made Audi want to not let go.
"But Mas Ibra promised, the nurse is not a young girl?"
Hearing Audi's jealous tone, Ibra again chuckled. "You're funny when you get jealous again, huh? Anxious, Mas really like, because that means you also love Mas as much as Mas loves you."
Audi scowled as Ibra pinched the tip of his nose. The man kissed her briefly before descending to anchor her kiss on the lips of the Audi ranum.
"Had said, the sister was old, almost the same age as Mami Safa, just a year below."
"Mami Safa despite being old is still beautiful and fresh, Mas."
"Ya Mami is a rare woman, dear. She looks youthful because her face is cute baby face."
"You still doubt? Here, I show you the photos, later you also read their CV, Mas serahin all the same you, let you choose directly the prospective sisters."
Audi saw one by one photos of prospective employees on the phone Ibra. They are all mothers and look old. No one has the characteristics of beauty like Mami Safa. They are more like the teachers in school.
"Where? You agree?" ask Ibra again.
Audi handed the phone to Ibra. He ate back the kedondong that still left a few pieces lazily. "Yes, but if in the future what happens - what, Mas Ibra must be responsible, maybe I will be sued for divorce Mas if the possibility - bad possibility it happened to our family," audi threatened to.
Ibra was quite stunned by the words of Audi who did not play. But he still tried to husnudzon and stick to the initial decision for the good of Audi, so that the wife is not too tired in living her day as a housewife.
"Yes, Cla. I promise everything will be okay. You and Farzan, so did Mas. Please calm down, will you, honey?" Ibra rubbed Audi's hair feelingly.
How much he loved the woman beside him, until he felt he could not bear to see Audi who played a full role as a housewife, who takes care of children alone, not to mention having to serve the husband. Then now plus their second child candidate who is still in the womb.
Inevitably this became one of the reasons why Ibra insisted on hiring sisters. Before being declared pregnant, Ibra had often caught Audi drooping with a look of stress. He does not want the condition to continue until it triggers unwanted negative things.
Not a few cases of a mother who chose to end her life because of stress and fatigue. Not only because of child problems, but many things that become triggers, including problems in the household.
Marriage is not as simple as it looks on the outside. Want it people with enough economy or lack, all have a portion of their respective problems.
The point is, Audi's physique is weak, he is not so strong to take care of everything alone.