
Audi woke up when he felt something touch his forehead. He opened his eyes and found Ibra smiling on it. The man looked at the Audi in the shade. Audi guessed that guy must have just kissed her.
"How are you today, dear? I'm sorry, I couldn't get you to the hospital. How are you doing? Any other complaints?"
Instead of answering, Audi pushed Ibra away. Ibra was a little surprised to the point that her reflexes rewinded her back. Audi looked nervous as he tried to get up, he was even a little reluctant when Ibra helped him.
Ibra realized that, again. This is how many times Audi has behaved like this, as if he did not want to get close to Ibra.
"Cla? You why? How, like, do you keep avoiding Mas?" Because I could not bear the end Ibra asked.
Audi seemed silent, stammering hugging his own arm. "E-no, not that. I just ... just ..."
Ibra patiently waited.
"I just don't feel good about both of us in the room. Not to mention this fasting month, Mas Ibra should not be arbitrary," said Audi gave an excuse.
But for Ibra it makes absolutely no sense. As long as they are together, even though the fasting month never has any awkwardness. They didn't do anything weird, Ibra just kissed the forehead, nothing more. Ibra also knows the limits.
Not wanting to argue, Ibra also chose silence to end the discussion. He moved his seat closer. When he saw Audi's movements that seemed uncomfortable and wanted to stay away, Ibra immediately held the girl's arm to stay still in place.
Audi slightly jumped to look at Ibra. His body stiffened to find Ibra's gaze pointing right into his eyes.
"Obviously you avoided Mas" murmured Ibra. He rubbed Audi's hand in a soft grip. "Can you explain your discomfort, Cla? Let Mas also know how to behave with you."
Silent. The two looked at each other closely before finally Audi who first diverted attention.
"A-I .. do not avoid Mas, kok," said Audi, impressed confused.
Ibra's silence indicates the man does not believe. This made Audi move more agitated because Ibra just looked at him, as if waiting for Audi to tell the truth.
"I'm .. I'm ashamed" said Audi honestly.
Ibra patiently rubbed Audi's hand. "Then why?"
Audi refused to answer. He remained silent as he continued to flee his eyes from Ibra. Every now and then his hand touched the head that was not covered by anything. All of this was not out of Ibra's attention.
"Are you ashamed of your appearance?" guess Ibra is right. The sentence was right on target because soon after Audi stuttered confused.
"Mas had already realized this from the very beginning. Since where you become uncomfortable near the same Mas. You look so uncomfortable if you are the same. But I miss you so much."
Audi knitted fingers together. He dared not look at Ibra with his face now. He used to be confident to feel himself the most beautiful, but now it is no longer the case.
Audi was embarrassed, he was afraid Ibra was disgusted by the condition and condition of his face that could not be said to be good.
The audi was in a rang when suddenly Ibra leaned in and kissed her scar-filled cheek. I turned to look at the man who even smiled as sweet as honey.
"There's nothing instant, Cla. The face can still improve, your hair can also grow over time. The most important thing now take care of your health, do not let you have a lot of thoughts, let alone negative things."
"Mas will not run away even if you are this way, because Mas knows this is only temporary. Once you've fully recovered, you'll be beautiful again, more than ever. Calm down, as a prospective husband, of course, Mas will try everything that is best for you. We can go abroad that has guaranteed plastic surgery quality. Of course this is for medicinal purposes, not to change God's gifts because your face will not change. We're just going to repair the damaged skin tissue. Because Mas himself is not willing if your face turns into someone else." Ibra laughed a little. "Claudia's signature face is a favorite for Mas."
Audi doesn't know what to react to. Ibra was too kind to him to the point that Audi was overwhelmed by the man's attention. Audi should be grateful to have a man like Ibra, who can accept Audi under any circumstances. But, somehow Audi actually feel sorry for himself, and also for Ibra who must be affected by the accident Audi.
"Mass?" call Audi slowly.
"Yes, Honey?"
Audi gulped at the sound of Ibra being as soft as velvet. How perfect he was as a man, in contrast to Audi who had just lost everything. He was inundated in a mud pit, while Ibra shone in public.
A very far comparison for them. It used to be possible that Audi could easily catch up to Ibra, but now it's hard to just hope.
What do people say when they see themselves and Ibra. Surely they will analogize him as handsome and ugly. Audi is not ready to accept teasing and blasphemy. He really didn't want that to happen.
"Why, Honey?" ask Ibra again.
"Let's break up."
The atmosphere was suddenly quiet after Audi said the two sentences above. Ibra froze in place with her eyes fixed on Audi. His calm attitude is so hard Audi guessed. Audi could not see the contents of Ibra's mind behind her rippling look.
Audi opened his mouth again to speak. But Ibra rebutted quickly.
"Okay," said the man casually.
Ibra reached into something behind her pants. Audi watched the man in silence. Suddenly his heart was empty. Did he regret asking for a break up from Ibra?
"You're breaking up, right?" Ibra asked while raising an eyebrow.
Audi was silent.
"Okay, we broke up."
Nyess. It felt like something was piercing Audi's heart. His lips trembled as he nodded. Audi is trying hard. He himself decided to break up, it means Audi must dare to bear the pain.
But then Ibra continued. "We broke up as a girlfriend, it means you're ready to marry Mas. Didn't we?"
Audi glares slowly. He looked up slowly at the face of Ibra who was looking straight at him. Audi's eyes dropped on something the man was holding. Audi's heart seemed to be out of place when it found a diamond ring with a beautiful and elegant design.
"M-mas Ibra?"
"We break up, it means our relationship goes up to the next level. It should be, right?"
Audi doesn't understand anymore, why the guy always does something like this all of a sudden. Ibra can quickly turn back the situation that initially pressured him, that's what Audi understands. The mistake is too underestimating Ibra who is in fact a warrior full of strategy.
"A-I .. No, I mean we're not breaking up, but ..."
"But what?" Ibra's face looked serious. It seems the man was upset by Audi's request.
"Nrou ..."
"Originally you know, Cla. You can do something crazy, even if you ask for things about our relationship."
"It was my intention to relax, not to force you. But, you are like this even make Mas change his mind. Why don't we get married so quickly? That way Mas can be free to take care of you and take care of you later."
"Where do you agree?"
Audi froze in place. No, he no longer wants to find a case with Ibra, because the result must always be lost like this.
"Mas Ibraaa .." great-grandson of Audi, squeezing fingers uneasily.
Ibra smiled slightly. He slowly pulled the lover's arm to get closer to him. Unmitigated Ibra puts Audi sitting on the lap. If the money's seen, maybe Ibra's been kicked out of this house.
"Please love you, Cla. Never underestimate the feelings of Mas, or Mas can do reckless."
Audi did not answer. He is still busy regulating his heartbeat because their sitting position is very intimate. For God's sake this is the month of fasting. Ibra can do this.
Ibra raised her hand rubbing the surface of Audi's broken face. "Don't psymise just because of this. This wound only temporarily blocks your pretty look. After surgery, your face will improve. Therefore, you must prepare yourself to have a body that is fit for us to travel."
"Minders make you think short. You need to calm down, Cla. Relaxed. I'm not going anywhere but next to you. Mas belongs to you, and you have the right to be selfish by keeping Mas by your side."
"It's your love from orok, you know. You want to throw it away like that?"
"Mas is even ..." Ibra hung her words.
"What's it?" ask Audi to be curious.
Ibra was silent for a long time, she smiled and continued. "Mas promised to spend time with you. So don't be so excited to ask to break up."
"How long is it going to be on leave to accompany me until now? Was there no warning from the boss? I think the end - end of this Mas Ibra the dry holidays?"
What should Ibra say to Audi, how should he be honest that Ibra is actually submitting a letter of resignation from military service?
Ibra does not want Audi to consider itself as an obstacle to Ibra in a career. Although the effect is so, but Ibra does it purely on his own consciousness.
"Mas wants to stop, Cla."
"What?"
"Mas wants to stop being a soldier." In the end, Ibra decided to be honest. Wouldn't a couple feel more valued if we shared important things?
Ibra wants Audi to realize that he is very important for Ibra.