Dangerous Woman Jesslyn's
Not Alone

A few days passed so quickly that the mental shock that occurred to Anna left the woman severely depressed and hospitalized for longer because she could sometimes injure herself, and other people hallucinating. It makes it impossible for Mario to watch himself at home for fear of things that are not desired.

Luckily though in the hospital, Mario is always by his side no matter what, although sometimes the man had to be injured when Anna began to hysterically unfounded and became the target of Anna's actions unconsciously.

 Not infrequently Jessi and the other men, came just to see the state of Anna and give her spirit. Even though Anna didn't say a word in response. Especially giving a response as it should. Although a kara, but he now has a large family of Light residence with him who are ready to love him like family.

It's just that, a person's recovery does come from yourself first. Want as expensive as any medicine, and as good as a doctor. If the patient has no desire to recover, this is what happens. Anna remains a quiet figure even though Mario and other medical teams have invited her to talk.

He only responds if someone is talking about mom. Anna would dare to look at that person, just as she did when Jessi came to bring her children this time. 

"Look, Anna. My son's funny, isn't he?" jessi asked while showing Jayden who had started to smile at the person who was holding her. 

Anna only smiled faintly at how cute Jayden was. Today Mario can not take care of it because there is an office business that can not be postponed with Maurer, so Anna is guarded by Jessi with her three children and also Maria. 

Having been in a difficult position, made Maria know what Anna felt. The woman approached and gently stroked Anna's hand. "Son, you're not alone in this world. There are still us who are always there for you. We are still waiting for you to come back with a cheerful smile that usually makes you more charming," said Maria who felt compassion with Anna while turning to gently rub the woman's cheeks.

Anna simply fell silent as she looked towards Maria. A middle-aged woman who was meek like her mother. If only he were still alive it would probably be the same as the woman before him. Jessi did let Maria stay in her residence, and sometimes also lived with Patricia who was more independent. However, they remain one family even though they have no blood flow or biological family ties. 

“That's gone, let's go, dear. Your mother must be worried up there too if you see you like this. Life goes on, there are times when we must sincerely accept the destiny of the Almighty. Man lives in this world, no man can ask when he will die or where he will be born. Our job as human beings is to accept all of this with a big heart. God always has more beautiful plans than us His people.” Mary's words succeeded in making Anna's empty heart full again. The warmth of the wise counsel that has just been heard like the words of the previous mother who always said that all this will be fine as long as man sincerely gives his life to the destiny of the Almighty.  

Forgiveness and forgiveness are all that humans can do to get back to reality. Although the father always did bad, but his mother always just defended and let him. It seemed to be a big question mark in Anna's heart all along. Why do they still survive if there is no love between them and why should there be violence in the household if indeed the two love each other. However, unfortunately Anna will never find an answer to the question that has been raging in her thinking all along. 

Jessi also stepped closer to Anna. “You deserve to be happy too. Don't you want to be married and have a child like me with the one you love.”

Hearing Jessi's words, Anna turned her head back and raised her hand as if she wanted to hold Jayden. Without hesitation Jessi also handed the baby in Anna's lap. There was a sense of haru that immediately burst in Anna saw Jayden's sweet smile when the clean eyes looked at her.

Her clear highlight reminded Anna of the time where she was small. Will he be in the hands of a good man like this. The answer may not be, because throughout memory there are only bad memories imprinted on his mind. 

Luckily Anna was no longer hysterical considering all that as usual. Maybe because Jayden's the innocent baby in his lap.

“Do you also want to be a mother?”  jessi asked who saw Anna finally smiling after a long time.

 “Mother,” Anna said for the first time even though her voice was stuck in the throat. 

“Yes, a good mother for your children. Also as the best wife for the husband you love,” Maria added advice.

The shadow of a good mother like her mother began to re-emerge in Anna's mind, but the shadow in which she had always been a wife who was always in torment also appeared alternately. “Suami can only torture wife.” Anna puts Jayden in her lap just like that and is immediately grabbed by Jessi. 

He held his head back with both hands because the hallucinations that came back hurt his head. 

Jessi put Jayden back with her two sisters in the stroller. He approached Anna and stopped the woman from hitting her head. “Listen to me, Anna! Every woman will be a queen if she is loved by the right man. But on the contrary, there is only hell for your future if that love you force and it turns out that man does not love you at all.”  

Warm circles began to gather in Anna's eyes to hear Jessi's words. The woman immediately embraced and gave warmth to the embrace of a family that Anna had never gotten before. “Conscious, you deserve to be happy! Look how Mario still makes you queen even though you always hurt him.”

Anna could only fall into silence digesting Jessi's every sentence. Maybe he doesn't remember how Mario was during this illness, but Anna obviously knows, repeatedly Mario let himself get hurt just because of Anna. 

Mario is like his mother, willing to be hurt for the sake of loved ones. However, if Anna will be the father who even hurt the people who love her. No, Anna doesn't want to. 

“What Mario loves me?” ask Anna who can start talking.

Jessi just nodded. “He loves you very much. So don't let another woman snatch it from you, and keep her until she can't run from you!”

Anna still can't fully digest Jessi's every sentence. Although his brain feels empty, but his heart still shakes violently when mentioning the name of Mario from his tiny lips. The woman nodded and Jessi smiled at Anna's change

They then called the doctor who handled Anna to be examined again. Treatment of depressed patients not only comes from drugs, support people around and restore confidence from the problems that make it hit is also very necessary.

Anna who can be invited to communicate is a good progress for the recovery process. Just stay to help the woman through what is a burden and say positive things every day so that she will be able to return to normal and live the day as usual.

This is where the important role of a family or relatives. If indeed a person cannot understand the wounds of others, do not judge until finally make the person increase the burden of his mind. If you cannot give good advice, at least listen to what he wants to complain about. Because sometimes a human being who is having problems just needs to be listened to. Not being judged as if you know everything.

Don't think they are weak just because they complain about a problem. For behind his weakness is the tenderness of the heart still left in him as a man.

Sometimes the challenges in human life can be said to be 'ordinary' when compared to the challenges experienced by others who continue to try harder in dealing with larger problems. All efforts made will not be in vain as long as they do not give up and are able to deal with it to the end. Do not stop trying because you think that the effort will only end in vain. Remember that there are still many people out there who may have more severe problems, but never give up on them, and rest assured that God will not test a people beyond his means.

To Be Continue's.