Dear A
Future

...Love is a chemical reaction, an effect that causes pheromones, endorphins, and serotonyms to disappear. Maybe for me not, if we communicate with each other, empathize and habituation. Because at its base love is the effect of affection....

~Hye-Joon

..._Dear A's...

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shanzoya pov

I want to, but I can't. I want to but it's hard. I like it but it's burdensome. I want to enjoy everything that has been created, whether it is air, energy, love and emotions. Can't I wonder? why can it be like this?

My bow is far away, I want to prostrate on your prayer sheet with white sheets covering my aura. Coughing for prayer, is this what destiny says?

What's it like now? should I be happy or should I ask for forgiveness? well that's true. It is not true that I communicate with each other, jokingly worthy of not remembering the heaps of sin that continue to accumulate.

Shanzoya, your self is your self. This is the beginning of everything I have to go through, this is not just a euphoric destiny that I just went through without any gratitude to you.

Forgive this sinful man's sinfulness Rabb. Launch my hijrah journey with all my heart I received all the tests that are very burdensome right. I plead your love for me. Shanzoya, he never forbade you to cry lamenting what I have been through and what I have lived for.For me this is my guidance and the test is my dish, like enjoying the delicious sea fish, delicious in view, fragrant smelled, delicious on the tongue. Without me knowing something has stuck in the molars, teeth, tongue and gums. Whatisit? the thorns that had to be finished for the sake of the fish and the happy ending the stomach filled with the sufficiency that I had sailed.

Then..

^^^فَبِاَىِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ^^^

Fabi ayyi aalaaa'i Rabbikumaa tukazzibaan

Which favor of your Lord do you deny?

Son of powerless to say a thousand thanks to you, I have got what I want. May the first day of my work run smoothly, I want you to always strengthen and facilitate everything I have to go through. For without you my life would mean nothing, my friend in every difficulty. I'm sure you're always there when I need your help.

Bismillah...

the end..

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"Young... Hyung!! " Ryung-jae calls Yee-jun in his room, but it's empty. He is lost if he does not come face to face with Yee-jun, but only twenty minutes ago they arrived at the office and then separated.

"Mochi did you see Jun hyung? " Dae-ho rotates his eyeballs, after hearing and seeing Ryung-jae's head already dosoling in the doorway.

"Son, "the answer is short and puffed up.

"Oh come on, "neck Ryung-jae stomps his feet.

"To the toilet, you take care of her, "the hue of Ryung-jae's face changes drastically.

"You ask for money, "it's exciting to close the door of Dae-ho's room hard.

"Damn it!!! "

Ryung-jae hums into the men's toilet, not knowing what has made his heart flowery. Maybe I'll meet Yee-jun.

"Hyung, "Ryung-jae widens both of her eyeballs after seeing Yee-jun come out of the toilet.

"What's? " answer her cuek.Ryung-jae closes his mouth which gaped wide, seeming his Yee-jun unaware of something.

"What the heck you are, " cried Yee-jun ketus while walking leaving Ryung-jae who is still glued behind.

"Hyung.. buwung his quail wants out!!! " until Yee-jun turned around to walk back and forth while raising the pants that have not been perfectly provoked.

Some female employees laughed amusedly at Yee-jun running down the rim holding his embarrassment while raising his pants zipper.

"Yeah!!! "Ryung-jae is shocked when she hears Yee-jun's scream from inside the toilet.

Ryung-jae quickly opens the toilet door, "Why Hyung? "

Yee-jun points down while enduring the pain on his face that is clearly visible. "This. contuuhhh, "

Ryung-jae shakes how to help her, "I'm holding Hyung, anyway,"

"Yes!!! "

"Or want to be cut, "until Yee-jun widens both eyes.

"Yahoo!!! " Yee-jun yells right in front of Ryung-jae's face.

"Future meyee, "her dramatic cry joni her.

"When the hell, the sound was all right in my room," Yeon-jin and the others came flocking to the toilet, while the employees could only peek outside.

"Hyung why are the cheeks so red? dtanya Hyun-il looks at Yee-jun's blushing cheeks. Ryung-jae laughs loosely in light of the incident he just went through.

" Ryung-jae, Jun Hyung why? "asked Hye-joon very curiously.

" Buwung quail her clamp, "replies Ryung-jae amidst her crisp laughter.

Myung-jee meloading instantly, " Buwung puwuh? "his murmur is still not 'ngeh'.

Hyun-il and Dae-ho raise their chins up with their mouths open. " Oohhhhhh, buwung puwuh, "beo they both.

" Ohhhh.h her future clamp, "soon Hye-joon and Yeon-jin giggle amusedly. Myung-jee finally understands with that random intent.

Ryung-jae to the point of letting out his tears laughing at the silliness of Yee-jun who is currently holding in shame, his pain is already nothing, his embarrassment is this for life.

" It was worse just now---

"Young-jae!!!!! " scream Yee-jun to get Ryung-jae to stop her sentence.

"What's Hyung what? " Hyun-il eagerly wants to listen to Ryung-jae's next sentence.

"Jun hyung, "

"Wwwwwwww!!! " they were all tempted by Yee-jun.

"What the hell are you on? " exasperated Yee-jun they laugh out loud at Yee-jun's absurd behavior.

"Damn it!! " yee-jun muttered to himself that was so negligent.

"Udah? " asked Ryung-jae innocently, Yee-jun threw his face in any direction.

"Shame meee!!! " Yee-jun is crying very dramatically.They are increasingly laughing at Yee-jun who is powerless to resist embarrassment.

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While in Hye-joon's room, they instead recall a memory of it while with Alexa

"Eh, I'm the keinget when Alm. Alexa at that time flooded Hyung Jun's future, "excited Hye-joon laughingly recalling those memories.

"Yes, when you said there were fireworks, right? " laughing at Yeon-jin, Hye-joon nodded.

"Haiiissshhh.

"Destination of Kali Hyung, " said Dae-ho.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of the knock distracts them, Hye-joon says, "Come in, "

"Zoya, "

Zoya lowered her head, she held a tray containing seven cups of hot coffee.

"Sorry to interrupt, I brought you coffee, "he urged you to put the cup on the table.

" How was your first day working? "ask Dae-ho to Zoya.

" Thank God, sir, "Zoya resigns.

" I'm sorry, sir, "

"Why are you in such a hurry? " tanya Yeon-jin stops Zoya.Zoya's steps of bowing her head awkwardly.

"I'm sorry, I don't think there's anything to talk about" they looked at each other, and looked astonished that Zoya was speaking so formally.

"Why are you talking formally? " ask Yee-jun so astonished.

Zoya is nervous to say her, "I and you are nobody, we are just fellow humans, sorry excuse me, "they are so disappointed with Zoya's words that are so ketus. But on the other hand they can only appreciate Zoya as a Muslim woman who fears.

"Huufffhhhh, "

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