Dear A
Look at Me Who's Wounded
...If your life story is taken to make a film, what title would you like to give it?...
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That day the company LA Compan'y and their showroom was crowded with colleagues and business partners from various countries to inaugurate the latest car output, with super advanced advantages.
Hye-joon and his six best friends are busy greeting the many guests who come to the inauguration. Nothing special, everything looks the same. Da-eun sees the brother busy in the crowd, Da-eun is forced to follow because he is under his current supervision after the incident.
Although famous for often quarreling, but Ryung-jae is not an easy figure to grudge especially to his younger sister after the absence of Alexa.
Tired of the crowded atmosphere, Da-eun chose to leave the place where she stood and decided to go back.
On the way Da-eun meets Yumi who is busy carrying dirty glasses with Sun-jae.
"Excuse me, " said Da-eun awkwardly, Yumi and Sun-jae saw spontaneously and they immediately ducked down.
"What's wrong, miss? "Da-eun looked wry as if looking for someone.
" I want to ask, which woman covers her head with which cloth? I forgot his name, you know where he is? "they both throw one another's eyes because they don't understand what Da-eun means.
" Oohh, "Sun-jae pats Yumi's arm, "What does Miss mean Zoya? "continue, Yumi immediately understood. Da-eun hesitates.
" eo.. Zoya today did not go to work, "
"Why? it's not like the office is having a big event, "they're throwing eyes at each other again.
" Zoya is sick again Miss, therefore he does not go to work, "the look on Da-eun's face suddenly complains of not being excited.
" I wanted to see her, but why I couldn't meet her, "her mutter was without spirit, Yumi sighed.
" Maybe Zoya's back in tomorrow, miss. Zoya just needs a break, "
"I'm sorry Miss, we have a lot of work to do, "said Sun-jae saying that Da-eun died with Yumi.
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On the other hand, Zoya just silently pensively staring at the window of her room. His mood could not yet be read what he was thinking at this moment. Her facial sharpener had no passion and spirit.
*God, I'm so tired. Why should I bear this burden of God?
Can I go home to your lap sooner? my shoulder and skeletal bones almost broke because my heart could not accept them. O God, God the owner of the heart of a man. The omnipotent heart and feelings of man, if all is written in the scenario of the journey of the servant. So, strengthen the footsteps of the servant towards your path even though with a step stumbling even repeatedly stumbling stone, strong right me and give fortitude to my heart...
O Allah. tired servant*..
Zoya's tears flowed one by one after the heart he said right with pain and tired thirst that he felt.One by one the point of rain also fell, too, it was as if the owner and creator of nature felt what Zoya felt. Long his seconds of walking, Zoya's tears getting heavier, it curled up bending her knees and hugging her body single-handedly which was so very fragile and full of pressure.
Zoya stared at the black cloud from behind her window, where she was staring at the wind where she stood performing the prayer service, the qibla.
With tears streaming down Zoya said, "Yes Allah... " Zoya nodded deeply.
"Oh Allah." his second word was to call upon the Creator with great sadness.
"Yes Allah!!! " call him for the third time, trying to think could God be staring at him ?
"Look at me. hyks, "his words to quiver withstanding the pain and pain that he had suffered so far.
"I'm tired.I'm tired, my wounds don't heal, my pressure increases. I will be all right.hiks.hix, O Allah, look at me. Look at me who is full of wounds.. "
"If all wills have been set, please never leave me. I only have you one, if you also go what is the use of his servant alive!!! " Tessa immediately hugged Zoya from behind, apparently from earlier she noticed Zoya from the doorway behind Zoya's body.
"Zoya ise.. Zoya can rest no papa son. not papa as long as you do not despair. Auntie also will not leave you anyway.hiks.a dear aunt Zoya, and you are never alone son.hiks, " Tessa hugged Zoya who was whimpering in pain even her muffled crying voice was not heard but her tears were rushing like a waterfall.
"Zoya wants to go home bi, Zoya is not strong.Zoya has been here for a long time, during that time Zoya also hopes that I find Zoya. But the truth is, isn't Zoya any more useful?" Tessa shook her head violently in the blur of tears that came pouring in.
"No way, maybe Mom was busy, "zoya hit Tessa's hand from her cradling body.
"Zoya is already big bi, Zoya is not a child who can be tricked. Zoya knows everything, even when Zoya was little. Zoya has been forced into adulthood, Zoya's heart is torn violently. Zoya is forcefully forced with a bi state... Auntie knows not how Zoya feels that she never needed in our extended family.. Zoya is always in the pimp, because Zoya was born from the womb of a prostitute. Zoya's mother is also in the ugliness of our neighbor, Zoya's heart about the horrors of ugly sentences about Mother. Zoya tries to protect Mom, but I don't want to see Zoya struggle. Mother is more vain in Zoya than dear to Zoya. ZOYA IS WRONG WHAT BIIII!!! " Zoya raised his voice in a state of chaos, between anger and sorrow. Tessa wept bitterly at Zoya's complaints and all the wounds that were still difficult to heal.
"Zoya is wrong what bi, Zoya wants to be in the hug of the mother instead of being hit. Zoya wants to be kissed by mom, not on a slap. Zoya wants in dear mom not in telantarin. Zoya is sick bi, Zoya is depressed... Zoya thirsts bi, Zoya wants to have a father but father leaves Zoya and goes for her during. Zoya does not know the love of her father and the affection of her mother. Zoya doesn't have it. Hiks, hyks, Zoya's dozen years survive. Zoya tired, "
"Zoya.., "call Tessa gently, caressing Zoya's cheeks with warmth. Remove those tears of suffering with his thumb.
"Hiks. hyks.. Zoya used to need help, but nothing came of it. Zoya lonely bi, Zoya scared, "
"Zoya is a strong woman, Zoya is a chosen woman from God. God chose Zoya because only Zoya was able and survived through shock after shock. Aunty believes all your pain and suffering will pay off, son. Trusting your aunt, God will not disappoint you, "Tessa pulls Zoya into her arms and channels warmth to her.
"Hiks. hyks.. Zoya tired bi, "
"Let's rest, there are times when your energy will run out and you are not forced to continue to survive without rest. If everything goes back to normal, walk again. Patience, a little more. A little more you will find what you have been looking for, "
"In Shayah Allah bi, "
"Aamiin, "
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