
...How hard it is when you love someone that you yourself know will never be yours....
..._Dear A's...
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The mansion is deserted after the departure of Myung-jee and his friends, Zoya, Da-eun and Yee-jun are staying at the mansion. Just to rest their bodies after the accident.
"Da-eun, are your bandages to be replaced? "
"Eo. yes, my brother is ready to wait to change the bandage on the head i, I want to take a shower first, "
"Eo, well I'll walk out, "
"Eonnie, be careful, "
"Dad well I'll hear her, "her answer is a little off-guard because Da-eun is too worried about her but not with herself, so also with her feel the warmth because there is still someone who cares and pays attention to her.
Zoya closes Da-eun's room door and pedals her wheelchair towards the elevator, as the elevator door opens her gaze is distracted at the door that is not tightly closed. At first he just wanted to ignore it, but seeing all the rooms were tightly closed, he hesitated to ignore it.
"Am I closing up? " his murmur, his end after a brief argument Zoya decided to close the door that she herself did not know who the owner of the room was?
Because the door was in the corner, right at the turn made her wheelchair snagged and could not get close.
"Well, "he complained to see the wheel does not fit the direction of the second floor turn. Zoya holds the iron divider and a slight pull, she manages to stand up from her chair but with her one leg and her next leg can only drag on the floor.
" Try the road slowly maybe you can, "his intention is to feel the wall to hold on so as not to fall. The doorknob had been in his grasp, but his eyes were drawn to look at the contents of the room with curiosity.
" The contents of his photo and all of his are displayed on the wall, "Zoya leapt-a little homoat entered the room to see his more clearly.
His forehead shriveled, again he saw the woman's photo, "He again, perhaps until whenever the inhabitants of this house will not be able to forget this half-animal woman, "his murmur rubbed the dusty wall figures. The Toska dress, with a sprinkling of pearls and a crown and seven princes with her, adds a special impression to see. Not just one, on top of the figure he was wiping there was still a lot more and it was tightly arranged.
On the left side he saw a small frame figurine that contained the happy times they filled with a million memories, a joking portrait, and, laughter and cheerful crowds gathered on the specially made table to show the old photo.
The right-hand side looked at the difficult times of the seven princes, from small jobs to portraits of those who successfully pioneered small companies into big ones.
" There are so many memorable photos here, "his murmur, Zoya felt the wall and jumped a little closer to the half-body closet in dozens of small drawers.
Zoya intends to open one of the drawers, but her intention is halted with a voice that succeeds in surprising her.
Jdaaarrr
Zoya stands stiffly when the door closes so hard, is it possible that they get angry if a stranger touches their item?
" What are your needs here? "asked a cold, handsome man staring at Zoya's back very sharply.
With her heart pounding, Zoya turned her body slowly. She is Yee-jun, a man who blatantly hates Zoya's figure who according to her is a devious woman who wants to resemble her beloved woman.
" Ta. ta. earlier. ak. I just. want. nu----.
"Just shut the door? but you came in too? da? " Zoya has trouble swallowing his saliva, Yee-jun turns out to be more sinister than he imagined.
"Thank you sir, "
"Then what is this? you want to ruin a picture of my beloved woman because your love is unrequited? da? " Zoya tries to hold his breath as his eye contact collides with Yee-jun's eye.
"Astaghfirullah.engga sir for Allah, I have no ill intentions, "
Yee-jun approaches Zoya with a difficult look. Zoya trembles a little, and is afraid of what will Yee-jun do to her in this quiet place?
"Sir.. Why do you want to do? " his exclamation panicked, and fumbled against the wall to immediately move away from Yee-jun who was getting closer. His legs were dragged until he felt linu and pain.
Yee-jun stops his steps not far from where Zoya is standing, breathing out quickly. Yee-jun straightens her body and returns her lighter gaze.
"Zoya, "call him.
"Do you really love me? " the question then makes Zoya even more shaky especially with the gaze of Yee-jun who makes his faith almost collapse.
Zoya tries as hard as possible not to stop at the center of Yee-jun's eyeball which always makes her heart beat faster. What answers will he give, while he has trouble controlling his feelings.
"What do you know? " replying Zoya is calm, Yee-jun sighed and re-enforced her body. His eyebrows rose next door and he nodded his head.
"I don't think you need to love me, let alone in a very deep measure. Because, your position will not be replaced by the woman, "point her on a large enough picture frame that is behind Zoya's body. Well, Zoya knows who the woman is, her face is moaning and painful enough to feel, this is one-sided love and love of great distance, the dividing wall between the differences.
Yee-jun tilts the corner of her lips, then walks away from Zoya in the room. Bathin screamed from a piercing sentence she did not deserve to hear.
Well, I know. I don't deserve to take his place, our degrees are so different. As soon as I press right from now on, you will never reciprocate this feeling let alone imagine that I can have you, even the dreamland has trouble organizing it. Look at Zoya, you're not the woman of her dreams. Stop it here, Yee-jun will not take you to his heaven God, you must keep your heart away from his. Forget it. Forget this jerk feeling...
Zoya pats her lustful chest, just the tightness and tempestuous pain making her have trouble breathing.
"Eonnie! " Da-eun suddenly appears from behind the door, he sees Zoya having trouble balancing her body.
"Eot.. Da.. Da-eun, are you done? " he asked while smiling bitterly to improve the situation as before, even though his heart was holding something back.
"Eo.. maid just finished changing the bandage i, I see your wheelchair is there, so I was shocked you where without a wheelchair. It turns out you're here, "Da-eun walks up to Zoya and rubs her shoulders.
"His wheelchair got stuck, so I tried to walk on one leg, "
"You're still sick, you can't be forced in, "Da-eun asked Zoya to sit on the sofa in the room.
"You how did you get here? just a short distance from our room, "ask Da-eun guessing why Zoya can find out about this room.
"I accidentally saw this room that the door wasn't closed, so I intended to close it and walk over here. But I was presumptuous and entered this room without the permission of the owner first, "Da-eun stared at Zoya long enough.
"Son Yee-jun hurt you again? " zoya immediately looks at Da-eun as fast as lightning.
"Aaa.. ngga, he just said don't go in recklessly, you see? " Da-eun nodded her head.
"I saw Brother Yee-jun come out of this room when I looked for you, "his laughter was bland and full of lies. Da-eun looks around the room, partly filled with memories of her being the queen they all are.
" You must be uncomfortable seeing half this whole house full of photos of Alexa eonnie, "
"Huh? I'm not uncomfortable at all, I just don't believe myself seeing her beauty, "Da-eun smiled bitterly.
"You know what, why is my brother and his best friend difficult if you want to replace the position of Alexa eonnie? " Zoya lowered his head with his awkward smile.
"Because he's special, "
"Not only that, "Zoya looked at Da-eun with a look full of question marks.
"What's after her? " ask Zoya with curiosity.
"The aura, "
"aura? "
"In addition to being beautiful and worthy of her angel, Eonnie Alexa has a very positive aura, comfortable, warm, happy and loving, she can be other than that. And according to me she's the only woman who has that aura, so....
" That's the second reason why brother i with his best friend won't be able to take off Alexa's eonnie that fast. But I'm sure they'll choose their respective paths though in quite a long time, "Da-eun smiles gently at Zoya.
" From that story, you don't need to feel confident. You are you, your life belongs to you, so be yourself because everyone has different judgments. Even though Yee-jun doesn't like you, you don't need to feel lonely. All you see is Yee-jun who hates yo blatantly but out there you don't know that more people love you. The world is vast, not just as big as an eye, "Zoya looks at Da-eun full of days.
"My life is only in the ghost of fear, "
"Nooo!! there is nothing to be afraid of, the human who bullies you is trash and you are the scavenger. So then...
" clean..
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