Dear A
The Illusion in a Different Body

...The worst pain is when someone made you feel special yesterday and left you unwanted today....

~Shanzoya

..._Dear A's...

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Tessa stroked Zoya's sleeping head on her bed, and Tessa looked at Zoya with sadness. After Yumi drives Zoya home due to her trauma, Tessa immediately gives her a sedative.

"O Allah, Zoya is so heavy that you feel, "the murmur of Tessa put down a drop of her tears.

"Sorry Zoya, your aunt left you alone there, "her tears are pouring out.

"If aunt brought you from the beginning, surely you do not feel it to make you tormented, "

"Zoya. aunty please don't be like this, aunt is sad to see you so tormented.. The Most Compassionate and compassionate Zoya ku. hiks, "Tessa kissed Zoya's forehead with a glance, she again stroked Zoya's head which was still wrapped in hijab very gently. Anh can only see his wife crying from the doorstep of Zoya's room, he also feels sorry for Zoya who is so tormented with her past so bad.

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Yumi sobs, Sun-jae can only rub her best friend's shoulder to calm Yumi down.

"Yumi, what exactly is Zoya? " ask the real Sun-jae not knowing what's going on with his co-workers why it can get out of control.

"Lu know what? I cry this way because I want to tell Aunt Tessa about Zoya's past. I can't imagine how lonely Zoya was at that time.hiks, "

"Zoya's past? "

"He was devastated, destroyed his whole being. If I say his cruel language is a living man but he's actually dead, Aunt Tessa once said. Zoya lives until now because her oxygen stock is still a lot, when it comes to heart rate, it's long dead, "Sun-jae frowned to not believe what Yumi said.

"You mean, Zoya survived for no reason? and he's just waiting for when he died? " Yumi nodded her head.

"He said that suicide is not sinful in his religion. Zoya Lakalin from the beginning even he did not want to be born in this world if he knew it would be in the ciptain, "

"Zoya can be destroyed how is it? "

"Aunt Tessa said, since little Zoya her family was destroyed. Her father and mother separated without thinking about her feelings as the first child who is still new to the world, Zoya is often entrusted to people because her mother is busy working,"

"That's the first thing that made her self destroyed, both Zoya was a calamity for her family, "Yumi looked at the old Sun-jae, Sun-jae snorted amusedly and had trouble understanding Yumi's speech.

"Yum-m

" Yes, Zoya never wanted to be in her mother's family, "

"Crazy you yaa, not in want to be present in his family that's a sick thing Yumi, if I'm in Zoya's position now I already want to kill myself. Why would I live if I didn't want to, the family that broke Zoya's heart slowly, "

"You know what hurts more than Zoya Rasain? " Sun-jae shook her head slowly.

"His mother says she wants to go to work for money, but three times Zoya sees her mother coming home always bringing a new husband, "Sun-jae shuts her mouth open wide.

"Gue who is not too long together Zoya can know how her feelings are destroyed. You know, it feels like being hugged while stabbing a knife. Still her mother, not yet her family, "

"Geez Zoya, "Sun-jae has trouble swallowing her saliva with difficulty.

From behind the locker room door, Myung-jee hears all their conversations. Her face is hard to read, Myung-jee pokes her lips tight.

His entire head was raging about irregularly which one he should think about. Myung-jee steps away from the place without anyone knowing.

He comes to Hye-joon's room where they are still gathered in the room.After returning from the basement, none of their violent acts only bully him and threaten the woman if she makes the same mistake.

"For so long you go to the toilet, " protest Yeon-jin staring at Myung-jee who just returned from the toilet.He unbuttoned his shirt to the chest, sweat sweat wet part of his white shirt.

"There was a careless business earlier, "his answer was brief with an unpleasant look on his face.

"Lu why? " ask Yee-jun who notices Myung-jee's gig.

They frowned, "Where are you going Hyung, where are you going first? today I want to take you all to the car showroom, "answered Hye-joon and the others staring intensely at Myung-jee, like there was something strange with Myung-jee.

" Why the hell, I was so nervous I saw, "asked Yee-jun again.

" I'm just not feeling well, all of a sudden my stomach is nauseous, "his chatter is lying.

" Hyung isn't papa? "question Hyun-il.

" No, I just need a break, "

"Hyung just go home if so, let us go to his showroom, "sahut Dae-ho they allow Myung-jee to come back first without any other suspicions.

" I first well, "his camels.

" Be careful on the road, "Myung-jee nods then leaves the room. After coming out of Hye-joon's study, Myung stepped foot so fast he stepped up half-run.

Her thoughts are raging after listening to Yumi's conversation with Sun-jae in the locker room. Instead of the car he drives bringing him home, Myung-jee turns his steering wheel in a swivel direction. His blood was pumping so profusely, his mind was not necessarily directional and branching off.

Myung-jee stops his car somewhere, myung-jee stepped up carefully to see a Flat land on top of which was already planted with flowers and grass creeping as decoration.

Myung-jee breathes in, his knees limp and has no energy to stand up straight. Myung-jee drops his body in a tomb, the tomb of a woman who until now he can not forget even his regrets against the woman has not paid off.

" He, he is just like you. hiks.. he is just like you who are very lonely, but the way you are different ,the pressure on his heart was so deep that his soul was so shaken, "Myung-jee told a long story in front of the nisa stone with tears flowing.

" So you don't know what to look like, you are confused whether you can pay that regret to her, Alexa? "

"Can you? "wind blows slowly over his body.

As if getting an illusory image of an eye, Alexa hugs Myung-jee from behind. His tears flowed so very fast that no sound came out of his mouth when he felt the air that he had longed for so long.

"This is what you miss, Alexa, "his cry sobbing.

The illusion of the shadow form of Alexa who wears a white dress with hair that is always in let down covering her shoulders. Alexa further tightened the embrace that calmed Myung-jee who was in a state of chaos, so that he could feel that comfort with a very peaceful.

"Alexa longs for her brother, "a whisper of wind in Myung-jee's ear can be heard, and she is silent waiting for the next sentence.

"Ade hopes we can meet in the same realm, "the wind is getting strong, blowing Myung-jee's hair in all directions.

"The woman is me, in a different soul, but our hearts and physiques are the same, "the wind blows again, Myung-jee listens to the whispers in his mind with a serenity in the soul tied to Alexa's soul.

"Do what you have to do, and you will be very happy in nature. Put my flowers on Daddy tell him 'remember without grieving, warm embrace for him', "the wind comes crashing down on the cemetery, Myung-jee gasps and stares at the slowly darkening clouds, the wind blowing like a vortex and soaring into space. Alexa's illusory form disappeared following the wind that brought her to her right place.

Myung-jee's tears fall again as his rainwater crystals fall from the clouds one by one.

"Alexaaa, "Myung-jee roared painfully, he was still comfortable in that position. But it can only be felt for a moment.

"Hiks. hiks. hiks, Al brother still misses, "his words with a very heavy voice, Myung-jee grasped the fists of Alexa's tomb ground so firmly.

"Alexaaaaaa!!!! " yung-jee yelled at the dark clouds along with thunderous lightning and the rain was falling more and more.

"Yahoooooo!!! " her screams once again, her whole body has been soaked with rainwater that accompanies her pain. Myung-jee rubs his face and plucks a red flower that bodies on top of Alexa's tomb.

Myung-jee kisses nisa long enough and leaves her final resting place. Many times his steps stopped and continued to stare at Alexa's grave, his steps were heavy to die his sister alone.

With complete confidence, Myung-jee stepped away from the tomb of Alexa who was wet with rainwater.

Excuse me..

Whistling her voice from a distance, brushed off the guilt since leaving them and pushed her in her endless grief..

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Sorry yes, the chapter I updated just to write this. For readers who ask up crazy sorry really, my anxiety again relapsed gk can make up a new chapter. Please understanding well, later I will Up again just calm down. Thank ye..