Dear A
Give me back my smile
...And finally I understand, as strong and hard as I can to forget you, at the end of his heart that answers. I miss you, though,...
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Yee-jun hits his steering wheel firmly, at a time when everything is back to normal. Why Alexa's shadow comes as someone else's, the harder it is for her to relinquish.
Yee-jun sobs alone in his car, this is what he wants, Yee-jun wants to show his identity when he is alone without anyone seeing.
"I try to close everything that's on you, but I have to go back at the same time, " his murmuring with his roar and tightness of his chest squeezed out thousands of tears to vie for the dropping of his crystals onto the earth.
Yee-jun presses on his gas pedal, and adds speed. His heart was still pumping so heavily, what was that just now? the fantasy? where possible, Yee-jun thinks it's really Alexa that he's been missing all along.
"Geezoooooo!!!! "
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" Where are you guys from? where's Hyung Yee-jun?"myung-jee asks wryly in search of Yee-jun's form. While Ryung-jae and Hyun-il bow in lethargy.
"Young, "
"Why? "
"I don't think we need to bother Hyung Yee," Myung-jee frowned.
"Why is that? "
Hyun-il looks teary-eyed, which leaves Myung-jee astonished.
"You why? "
"Is Hyung Hye busy? " hyun-il asked, Myung-jee shook his head slowly.
They immediately walked towards Hye-joon's study. "Young.. Hyung. hyungg, "call Ryung-jae in a hurry.
"You why? " ask Yeon-jin who accidentally sees them very hastily calling Hye-joon. Dae-ho who is behind Yeon-jin is also amazed by her sister's behavior.
"Hyungg, "Ryung-jae opens the door of Hye-joon's room firmly. Hye-joon who is still working at her desk is surprised by the arrival of Ryung-jae and Hyun-il. And the others who wonder what's wrong with them both also follow Hye-joon's room.
" Hyung, "the lyrics they both call Hye-joon very poignant.
" What's up? "
"Alexa really is dead or not? " ask Hyun-il in the middle of her sobs. Those who heard him were frozen.
"Why did you suddenly ask that? " asked Dae-ho to take his face very seriously.
"Hyung..we saw Alexa, Hyung Yee also saw her very clearly.. hiks... hiks, how can you? " they were stunned by what Ryung-jae said, what is it?
"Alexa's dead and we're trying to let her go, why are you hallucinating? " a Yeon-jin replies not understanding with the two of them.
"Sir Hyung.me, Hyun-il and Hyung Yee saw her from a distance of one meter. He comes back, but he's like he's not Alexa, "obviously Hyun-il convinced all his brothers. Myung-jee grunts a smile.
"You are hallucinating, "
"No hyungg!!! "
"He's Alexa, his nose, his eyes, his height, his lips and also his tone of voice like Alexa. But he was another form, Alexa whom we saw a Muslim, "they were all upset to hear the words of Ryung-jae and Hyun-il who were very sure they had seen Alexa.
Brakkk
Hye-joon loses his balance and nudges a falling paper from his desk. Hye-joon holds onto her head which is very painful. His entire body was filled with sweat that poured.
"Joon, you don't papa? "
"Gue here, "Yee-jun suddenly comes to open the door of Hye-joon's room with a downcast look.
"Hyung, " said Ryung-jae and Hyun-il together, they all saw Yee-jun's condition was quite messy. Her work shirt and Jaz looked shabby and untidy, traces of tears still clearly visible on her cheeks. Hair that is messy and not neatly arranged as before.
"Hyung, are you okay? " asked Dae-ho trying to hold the clear in his eye patch.
"Should I ask, are you okay? " Yee-jun looks at Dae-ho with a meaningful look.
"No, I'm fine, "
"When you fell in love with him first, why could you? I think your heart must be torn again because love does not get a reply and then Alexa back again in the form of someone else, do you want to start again? " said Yee-jun with a word that hit Dae-ho's defense.
"No, even if you say Alexa's back. But he's not Alexa, he's someone else who looks like Alexa. Maybe I'll stay here, "his reply was full of conviction.
"Where did you meet her? " ask Yeon-jin as she begins to believe what they are saying.
"The Han River, "
Yeon-jin rubs her face with a huff. While Hye-joon cupped her face with both palms.Myung-jee bit her lower lip and raised her head staring at the ceiling holding back her tears from falling.
"I have to what? "
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"Are you pranking daddy? "
"Can't be, he's back when daddy and brother who closed your coffin and drove you to the grave, "Hye-joon stared at the pictures of Alexa. It's like a nightmare for her, really miss her not restrained but why come back as someone else?
"Can't you just come back? "defense collapses, Hye-joon clutches a photo of Alexa thousands of pain over the loss of Alexa that he so dear to take a long time to try to let go.
While Yee-jun rests her body on the wall of her room as an impingement that her shoulders are weak, she needs a comfortable backrest to keep her quiet.
" Sister used to make you angry, make you cry. You are often angry, never make you happy, "
"Now inversely proportional, you now make a cry all the time, making your brother helpless every time you nginget. Brother misses, but brother wants to apologize because during your life brother never made you happy, "
"Alexa, you've lost the smile of brother and daddy. Can you ask for something? give us all a smile back, why losing you is like losing the universe, "
Yee-jun cries in silence, until when it should be like this. Alexa is too meaningful for those left behind. Yee-jun picks up the girl's book which he puts on the nightstand.
"Shanzoya Almeera, " muttered Yee-jun read the name of the owner of the book that read the letter.
"Like this scripture of his, "Yee-jun closed the book again and put it on the nightstand. Maybe tomorrow he will return the book to the owner.
While others, can only be pensive staring at the window of his room. Not knowing what they were thinking, the atmosphere of the night was again quiet and not alive. Just like the mood of those who do not know how to, sad or happy?
The next morning, Hye-joon asks Yee-jun to drive them to meet a girl who looks like Alexa.
"Don't try to hug her" Yee-jun reminded them not to overdo it.
"He's a Muslim, we shouldn't carelessly hug him" Hyun-il continued.
They arrived at the Han River. The first thing they can be in the spotlight of people who see them like a prince. From a distance it turned out that the girl was right to return to where she had come yesterday, the instant they stopped her steps. The girl was pensive on the edge of the Han river barrier. He stood away from the crowd and chose to isolate himself.
Their reddened eyeballs hold back tears from spilling.
"Truly like Alexa, "
Hye-joon and the others continue their steps approaching the girl slowly.
"Excuse me, "
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