
...Choose you. And I'll choose you over and over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat, I'll keep choosing you.....
...Until whenever I will choose you....
..._Dear A's...
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We are living in a very different rhyme, destiny and travel scenario. So love yourself, do not expect the love of another human being because it is a wound in your life..
As she says, Hye-joon closes his diary in a concise and meaningful verse.That afternoon, the atmosphere outside the cottage is crowded, many activities they do in empty time.
Men choose to play ball or who like to take pictures will photograph various places to be made aesthetic collections, some are waiting their turn to get a bathroom. Likewise with the women's team, some are still cleaning their belongings, waiting for a bathroom turn, taking a leisurely walk, or just scrolling their phones.
Black hoods and Orange gowns, look harmonious with twilight that will be goodbye to the beauty he left behind. From four in the afternoon, Zoya has been using the toilet first. While her roommate may be they are so exhausted that they wake up late.
Zoya walks alone, enjoying the wind. Some village herders bring their livestock to enter the cage.
A man walks after her, with his legs up, the man easily balances his steps with Zoya's tiny steps.
"Good Afternoon!! " welcome her with a shining smile.
"Astaghfirullah. Mr Myung-jee? " Zoya is surprised, it turns out that it's his superior who goes hand in hand with his.
"Why surprised, I do not eat humans really, "his mouth is full of enthusiasm and fresh again.
"Father can be here, a feeling.. " Zoya is confused
"What..what is hayo, "myung-jee's tease, Zoya is getting overwhelmed and finally they laugh together. Zoya continues her journey as well as Myung-jee.
"You're usually the same, who is it.. Yumi yeah? " Zoya grunts amusedly.
"Yumi, the hassles of waiting for the turn in the bathroom, her belongings are also scattered. So he's busy, "Myung-jee chuckles along.
"Certain you stay? "Zoya nodded happily again.
" His own father, his usual the same other. How is this a walk on its own ? "Myung-jee pretends to think and narrows her eyes.
" Emmm. later you if the road is just as much uncomfortable men, "he said, Zoya is getting worse, he scratched his back nape.
" It is precisely when the two are in a quiet place, the third person is a ghost, "Myung-jee laughs crisply.
" Yaudah, let's bring a goat, let's not both, "Zoya chuckled with a joke made by Myung-jee.
" The father of his shepherds was angry, "
"If I am angry, I buy it, "
"Haha, "
The two of them fell silent again, and enjoyed the twilight scenery that would disappear.
"You if I see the rich prefer to be alone, why? "
"Iiihhh sok tau, not even that time, "
"No sir, I don't like being alone.hehe, "he laughs forcefully.
"You lied, huh? " Zoya fell silent again as Myung-jee stared at his last-goal.
"Ha Ha Ha. can be this father, "he tried to cover his nervousness so as not to be suspected.
"I can see from the picture of your eyeballs, you are full of fear right? you feel a lot of loneliness, right? " Zoya again flinched and looked at Myung-jee in one eye contact.
"Why? I know you have a burden of trouble, don't shut it down. As smart as you keep the smelly carcass will be smelled as well, "the look of Zoya's eyes moan and her view looks foggy. Whatisit? her tears will overflow before that happens Zoya must hold her back.
"Father don't know anything about me, I hope you don't just conclude. I'm a normal woman anyway, "reply her with ketus, Myung-jee grunts her breath.
"You're a normal woman, but your mentality isn't normal anymore, you ruined her more. So, as hard as you survive, at times you will become fragile. Zoya, I once said that I have a sister who is just like you. I love him very much and take care of him very strictly, what he wants me to say. Origin of himself never stay away from me even if only one inch. I was also afraid to see her tears come out, I often scolded my sister or brother if they often do nosy and make her cry. No, I don't want to be like that..
" And you, I once promised to look after you even though we never looked at you but I was always around you. I know you need someone to make your house your back, remember Zoya being an adult is not very fun, she said, seventy percent of us will experience suffering and thirty percent of it is the topping of happiness when leisure time and when suffering is bored bothering you. Life is a choice, you're too young don't torture yourself. If you need , I can listen to you even if we are one to ten meters away, I will try to sharpen my ears to hear your screams, "his words were very earnest and made the corner of Zoya's heart touched.
Zoya squatted down while covering both of her faces with her palms, she sobbed very hard. The sentence that Myung-jee spoke managed to make Zoya's wound a little sore but it was a cure for her.
"Hiks. hiks..why is this sick anyway, I do not know what my mistakes are.I used to try to be a versatile woman so that I can be seen by others, but I failed. I was wounded by my own actions.hiks..hiks..I lost everything, I was intentionally in brackets in a dark and lonely place..hiks, Myung-jee stares in any direction, even he raises his head so that his tears do not fall.
"Aren't you valuable, why drop yourself like that? "Zoya raised his head, Myung-jee crouched down next to him. Though his face was very cheerful but only a few minutes I all changed, his face was filled with tears that flowed endlessly.
Myung-jee reaches into her pants pocket, and picks up a handkerchief. Myung-jee can feel how hurt her little girl is, her hands wily wiping her wet cheeks and the corners of her eyes.
" I told you, I can't see a sister---in
"But I'm not my father's sister, Miss Alexa is my real father's sister. How lucky he was after being injured, immediately got the figure of a man like the father and friends of the father. Give her a crown and end her like a queen, take care of her and cherish her like a mother, escort her and give her happiness like a father. Miss Alexa is very rich in material and rich in affection.I people do not have a pack, I am poor, "he said continuously, until Myung-jee was silent long enough, unable to reply to his words.
"Hey.don't tell yourself you're poor, you're not alone in this world.you're the greatest woman God has chosen specifically to make you happy in the future. Don't fill your youth with thousands of tears, but fill your youth with positive happiness, living only once. You can be sad, you can cry, you can scream about your wounds. It's okay to not be okay, but not for the whole day. I can make you a home, even you can make a certificate. Nooo!! don't let out your tears again, that woman is very noble in the eyes of men even without her human self will not continue her life...
Myung-jee stares intensely at Zoya, "You're Zoya's special woman, you deserve to be happy. And don't ever torture your thin body again because of depression, "Zoya's tears stop, he's still pensive staring and hearing his words.
" Beeekkkk!!! Ohhoo!!! kiuk kiuk kiuk, "the animals that are in the cage are mutually unpretentious, and it managed to make them laugh amusedly.
" Athaghfirullah. sorry sir I was carried away, "his mouth still chuckles while wiping his tears.
" Gak papa, not you my sisters are also often like that. You keep secrets well, Hye-joon also never cried like a baby. Especially Yee-jun, outside of his sangar and mafia boss, but you if you already know, cute just like a cat. Sweet and adorable, "Zoya just chuckles dry especially when he hears a man he loves secretly .
" Mister Yee-jun is still in love with Miss Alexa? "ask her carefully. Myung-jee smiles bitterly.
" Axa the light of happiness for all of us. Not only Yee-jun, me and the others are still in love with Alexa even we miss the shadows all about her self, "this time Zoya smiled bitterly, she said, there was no hope for him to get the space. Zoya must realize that loving different beliefs is impossible.
" Don't be sad, you will also be a light of happiness for your future partner. You are Alexa in a different soul, even I memorize what the look of her eyeballs, "unknowingly Zoya directly holds her one eye.
" You mean? "
"Nothing, let's go back to the lodge in a minute the sun's sinking perfectly. Do you not have to perform your worship? " Zoya immediately nodded and almost forgot his time.
I would love to be like you..
Alexa..
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