Dear A
Don't We Need Each Other's Medicine?

...A season like yours won't come again,...

...I'm getting greedy...

...I want to live and age with you, hold your wrinkled hands and tell you how warm my life is...

..._Dear A's...

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Zoya curled herself up, hugged her knees and drowned her face in the middle of her arms. At 00:05, Yumi and In-na had already fallen asleep two hours ago.

Zoya raised her very heavy head, eyelids that were faint and tired of bearing her alone. He grabbed his cell phone on the nightstand, and he left the cabin that night.

In his mind it was like hearing thousands of people talking to him, unable to calm down let alone concentrate on yourself.

That night, only himself alone no one else. Everyone was asleep in the cabin.

"Hah. end of his I can calm down, " complained nyan staring at the star that is still faithfully shining.

"This is my place, my space and my solitude. No matter how many people I see, they are like shadows I can't touch and talk to. If I wasn't born, I probably wouldn't have met Tessa's aunt, Mom, Dad, Yumi and the others., "Zoya took a breath and exhaled. He returned to his feet, his current destination was the lake he had seen on his way to that place.

But because it is quiet and there is no one, his ears can hear footsteps that also go along with his steps. Zoya was a little speechless and immediately twisted her body without thinking long.

"Why is your father here? "

"You.why ask me, try asking my feet why bring me to this place in the middle of the night, "his babble, Zoya frowned what her boss meant.

"Father idiot, "

"Like it's none of your business, and why are you at midnight like this coming out of the cottage after you made a mess, "asked her songong while folding her hands on her chest.

"Like this is not your business either, I'm sorry dear Mr. Yee-jun I did not expect the father to help me, "his ketus walk passed away Yee-jun without saying the last sentence.

"When can I talk long? " ask her to herself, while she sees Zoya already disappearing in her dark swallow the night. Yee-jun thinks not to care and continues his sleep that was cut off because he suddenly woke up without cause.

Just walking two yards Yee-jun stops his footsteps and looks riled up, "Haisssh.." Yee-jun is forced to turn around and overtake Zoya who has gone somewhere missing.

After walking far enough, Yee-jun finds Zoya sitting on a large new moonlight by the lake.

"Are you not afraid to sit alone at night? "

"No, "answer her without taking her eyes off.

"Thank God you're not a spoiled woman, "

"This is my place, alone in the dark for what fear the two of them would be of my lonely friend, "Yee-jun sat himself down not far from Zoya.

"Part of why you caught up with me, didn't you decide to go back to the cottage, "

"You don't remember me ever promising you, if I disavow her just as much as I hurt my woman Alexa, "Zoya grunts amusedly.

"It turns out the same, yes, no one loves anything else loves me as sincerely. Especially my father and my friends, you look after me just because my face is similar to your woman. Ciiich... " Yee-jun froze a little, he slightly turned his face and saw Zoya from the side smiling bitterly with tears.

"Are you hurt? "

"Very well. If your intention is to keep me only because of a resemblance, it is better not to sir. Just look at the photos, I don't want to have a mind to others, don't bother taking care of it sir, I'm used to myself and taking care of myself without anyone protecting, " there was a glimmer of guilt in his heart, what way was his and his friends wrong?

"Maybe if the accident didn't happen I wouldn't have facial surgery and it turns out that my face looks a lot like the woman you have, "Yee-jun frowned, he really did not understand the direction of the woman who was beside him. Zoya looks back at Yee-jun seriously.

"And it happened a year ago,"

"When.it happened? " ask Yee-jun nervously.

"18 April 2017.Five days after Miss Alex died, "Yee-jun is getting helpless, what is this? true what Hye-joon said means there was an incident that ever happened to Zoya.

"You really mean that you're Alexa? "

"I don't know sir, I'm also confused as to why my new face looks so much like Miss Alexa's, "

"Why did it get into an accident? "was wondering Yee-jun had started asking a lot, Zoya looked back at her after a while she had most of it.

" His rich dad doesn't need to know why I got into an accident, "Yee-jun registered his face, it turns out Zoya's real cuey and doesn't want to talk much if his mood is like that. The man she was with was the man she loved in silence.

" In my religion, "Zoya opened the conversation again.

" why? "Zoya stares intensely at Yee-jun.

" Crying someone who has died is not good, every living creature will feel death. Believe that the woman your father and your beloved friend have calmed down with your Lord. If you remember him continuously, believe me the wound is getting wider and will never heal. The person who truly loves it there are two options, have her or let her go, "Yee-jun is speechless, but his heart is quite hard and restless on his decision.

" But your advice is useless to me, "

"No matter how hard and strong your heart will sustain the wound, one day it will be destroyed, nothing is impossible in this world. And there will be times when you will be exhausted, "

"Sir, I also have the person I love the most. She was my first love, but I had long since parted with her. God called him first, my father. We were both separated for a dozen years and it was the result of the selfishness of my parents, "

"I do not know how deep the wounds of the father and his friends experienced, but believe in the sky there is still the sky. There is still more pain than the wounds that you experienced, "Yee-jun fell down, permeating word for word Zoya said to her.

" Why do you believe that so much? "

"Because I believe in the teachings of my religion, and I believe in the Qur'an in which there are my words and my Lord, " Zoya smiles warmly at Yee-jun who shows her signs of sadness.

"I can't do that, I've tried repeatedly, "

"The sincerity is from the deepest heart, love and compassion are also in it. If the father cannot have her, the best way to love her is to let her go without any sense of heaviness, "

"You can let go of your father, because you never met, " cried Yee-jun very stubbornly. And it hurt her a little, but Zoya could endure the pain.

"My father's sentence just hurt me, but it's okay I'm used to getting hurt. All I remember the first time I felt a sense of loss, it was just these words..

'If you are pleased with the provisions that Allah wills, then what you want you will have', "Zoya smiled brightly but soon his tears flowed one by one.

"Why do you like to cry? "

"Because I have a deep wound, "Suddenly Yee-jun remembered Alexa who used to cry in the slightest thing, only then did he realize Alexa was crying not because she wanted to be spoiled. Even though his memory was missing his past wounds it would still leave a mark until at any time. And it turned out that his cry was a form of how he expressed his sore wounds.

Zoya wiped her tears and behaved as usual, "Imagine, from where you sit trying to walk through the lake, the hilly valley and at the end there is the city of ilsan that you find. That's what father is now. If you stop in the middle of the lake, you will drown and die eating crocodiles, but if you try to pedal the canoe as hard as you can. There is still hope for happiness, "

"Isn't that supposed to be for you? "

"Well, I am struggling to heal what is lodged in me, do not fill the memories in your life just to grieve, he said, the world is vast there are many women and there is a lot of happiness out there waiting. Assalamu'alaikum, "the exclaims go away, Yee-jun is confused because he lives alone.

But what Zoya says is true, too, yee-jun's age is still quite young, there is no way he just fills the emptiness of his life just to grieve for Alexa who is relentless when nature has distinguished them both.

"Didn't he feel hurt too? why give me the spirit? " remember why Zoya gives her spirit when Zoya needs it more.

Yee-jun looked at the moon with a sad look, "Are you really calm in your nature? have my cries been bothering you all this time?If I manage to heal the emptiness of losing you, I hope you don't grieve. And I hope you're happy Alexa, my sister, too, "

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