Desire to Love a Husband
Rika is back at work

Finished feeding Dira, I drove her to the bathroom near the kitchen. Because he said Dira wanted to pee.

I waited for him for a while, but Dira didn't come out. I became anxious. I decided to knock on the bathroom door.

"Dir..., why so long? You're okay, right?" I knocked on the door many times.

That door is open. I was surprised to see Dira hissing.

"What's wrong, Dir, you're so pale?"

"Such a pain, Ris." Dira again hissed after saying so.

I immediately wiped it and took it to the room again. "Well, then I'll just call the doctor here to check on you. You're pale and limp. I don't want you to be okay, Dira." said I Dira nodding in agreement.

I'll call Dr. Irma right away. She's Mama Lydia's doctor.

Not long after Dr. Irma came. I'll let him in and check on Dira.

"How's my best friend doing, Doc?" I asked worriedly.

"Miss Dira drank too much alcohol, so her body went limp. I recommend not to consume the drink regularly."

I approve of Doctor Irma's words. It's all because of Candra. That guy who made Dira like this. Just be careful if he's not responsible later!

"This is the recipe, don't let Miss Dira consume alcohol again yes, Miss."

I'm nodding. I looked at Doctor Irma with admiration. This woman is so beautiful with her hijab. Just looking at him makes the heart so cool. Someday, I'd love to look like Dr. Irma. A closed appearance that makes people think 2 times for neko-neko things.

Not like me and Dira. Sometimes I'd love to be like Doctor Irma by her looks. Hopefully someday.

After delivering Dr. Irma to the front, I returned to the room. But I heard Dira's cry. To make me speed up my steps to quickly get to the room.

"Dira, what's wrong with you?" I walked quickly to Dira.

"Why do I have to go through all this, Ris? Why is Candra so willing to do that to me."

I frowned at me. Didn't Candra say yesterday that Dira gave herself up when she was drunk?

I approached Dira. Swiping his back so he calmed down a little. I tried to listen to the true story of Dira.

Dira then told me about everything he had and did with Candra yesterday.

"What?! So Candra's forcing you?" I was surprised to hear the truth. Dira said that if Candra had forced him to drink.

From here I know if it turns out that the words of Candra at that time were just lies. You fucking jerk!

I spread my arms to embrace Dira. He's in a state of turmoil right now. So I refrained from venting my emotions at that jerk.

I let Dira vent her sadness at this moment. Until he looks so relieved.

After Dira stopped crying, we remembered Rika who was going back to work today. So he invited me to go home to Rika.

Actually I've forbidden him to leave because his condition is still neat. But Dira was so keen to meet Rika.

About twenty minutes we arrived. We saw a taxi in front of Rika's house. Then we shuffled into the house looking for where Rika is now.

I was just waiting for him in the middle room. I'm sure, it looks like Rika is doing her ritual with the Husband. Remember if Rika will go long.

I glanced at Dira who was knocking on her sister's bedroom door. For some reason, it seems that Dira is so unwilling to see Rika having fun with her husband.

The door of the room was open. And featuring Rika and also Reza who are a little messy. I'm sure they must be doing their hot activities.

"What are you shouting like that, Dira? Ma'am is getting ready," Rika who is now walking with Dira. They walked to where I am today.

While Reza looks cute. He followed Rika from behind.

"I just want to spend time with Ms. Rika before leaving for work. Ma'am, he (Reza) is the one in the business." Dira seemed to puckered his lips.

Rika just chuckled at hearing it. "You said you wanted to spend some time with Ma'am, but you went to the beach instead and didn't come back all night."

"Me and Rissa were staying at our house" replied Dira.

"Your dong? Yaseudah if it's between your mother forward. Oh yes Rissa, later Ma'am tipped the same house as Alfin ya," said Rika staring at me. I just smile nodding. Then we drove Rika all the way to the front, to where the taxi stopped. While Reza was carrying Rika's suitcase.

"Bak cepet really behind it. We're living alone again." Dira said with a slight frown.

"It's been a job lawsuit, Dir. You're fine with Rissa. Don't forget to take care of your health, too."

"Yes Ma'am. Besides, I also want to move to a pretty tight-knit workplace here."

I was surprised to hear Dira wanting to move out of her workplace. Could it be because of Candra? Yeah, it must be Candra. In Bali, Dira works at a Candra restaurant.

"Then you accompany Rissa at Ma'am's house. There will be a friend rame," Rika bargained.

But it seems that Dira does not like living in Rika's house. It is clearly visible from the look on his face. Dira looked at Reza for a moment with a look of hate.

"Ogah.., I'd better stay in our house first mbak," Dira thunts.

"Well, then let Rissa be at Ma'am's house. Later after the divorce from Alfin, I want Reza to marry Rissa."

Dira looked so surprised to hear the narration from Rika. Dira then looked at me in question. While I'm just whining. I'm afraid Dira won't approve. Then Dira seemed silent. Until Rika got into the taxi and the taxi left, Dira was still silent. I became restless looking at my best friend.

After Rika's taxi was out of sight, Reza started to approach me. His face looks so flat.

"I'm going to work first. This is the key to the house" he said and immediately went to pick up the bike.

I just stared at the motorbike until it disappeared.

"Dira, let's go in," I asked. But Dira looked at me sharply making me sigh. I know Dira will definitely protest with Rika's words earlier.

"So it's true what Rika said earlier, Ris? Why did you become a fool Ris took Rika's request for granted. It's enough Rika's brother to be stupid to marry a man like Reza who doesn't know her origins like that!" Dira seems so disappointed in me.

"But we never know someone's fate, Dir," I said.

"Once the poor remain poor. Anyway I don't like it if you follow a fool like Sister Rica." Dira immediately left.

While I just let out a long breath. Looks like I have to make Dira understand slowly in order to accept all of this.