Desire to Love a Husband
Undecided

"Why do you want to marry a married man, Rissa. Forget about Reza and marry me. I promise I'll make you the only woman. If you still don't believe me. We can make a written agreement if until I can't keep my promise, then all my possessions will be yours and I won't get anything."

Candra's words made me so bad. Who wouldn't want to be his only wife. Actually I also do not want to be tormented if I have to share a husband. But, this feeling has really been attached to Reza mas. It's so hard for me to get away from it.

But, Candra's earnest words were also so tempting to me. There is a time when a person will retire from his naughty (kayak paksu othor 🤣) after marriage. Especially if you already have a child and become a good father.

"How, Rissa? If you agree to marry me. I'll talk about the introductions and relationships we had. I'm sure if we talk slowly they'll understand."

I'm still silent. My heart and mind are at war with each other. Why is Candra just saying it now? Why not before I knew Reza.

"Rissa," call the man because I'm not flinching.

"Sorry, Candra. But I can't accept an offer from you. It's okay I'm a second wife."

"Don't think stupid, Rissa. Don't make him a second wife. For now, you may still be able to accept it. But what about later? What if you and Reza's first wife are both pregnant, having a child. Would you be willing if your child's affection would also be divided? You have to think things through, Rissa!"

I can only cry. Feeling so impressed with Candra. I see Reza not just from his physique. I also saw from Reza's personality that so made me drift away from the love I felt, that I wanted to be his second wife.

But Candra's words are also true. Will my wedding with Mas Reza be okay for the future. Will Reza be able to be fair to me and Rika?

"I won't force you, Rissa. I won't tell them either. But please think again about your decision to become a second wife. You don't deserve to be second, Rissa." Candra just keeps provoking me.

As much as possible I try not to cry. I don't want Candra to know if I'm worried right now. As much as possible I acted as if I had not thought of his words when in my heart I weighed them.

"If you're done talking, I'll go back to my room, Ndra." I decided to go back to my room, and wanted to see Mas Reza for a long time, when he had whispered to tell me to stay here.

Candra seemed to nod her head. I just stepped straight into my room. Candra looked at me who was walking away from her.

Huft... I breathed a sigh of relief to be able to walk away from the presence of Candra. On my way to the room, I reflected back on Candra's words.

But my mind was broken when I slipped I heard the voice of someone who was talking. I want to know who it is. Is that Rika and Reza? I hastened my steps.

This step stopped when I saw the door to the room mas Reza and Mbak Rika who opened a little wide. Because of my curiosity I intend to take a little peek in that room.

And what Dira did really made me shut my own mouth. I didn't expect Dira to do that.

I saw Dira who was naked not wearing a thread was dancing erotically in front of Reza. This is really crazy.

I saw Mas Reza staring at Dira as he stood up. The man did not budge from his place, staring at the beauty and beauty of Dira's body that danced like a night dancer. It's disgusting that I saw Dira do such a thing.

That means my guess is right. Dira likes Reza. And now he's doing crazy things to tease Reza. In my heart I am not willing. I'm scared, really scared.

Afraid that Reza mas will be tempted with Dira's body. Given Reza who was previously a bad boy who will channel his satisfaction to the women j.a.lang. I closed my eyes. Resisting all the rumbling that was in my heart.

I saw Dira leading Reza and pushing him until Reza sat on the sofa in the room. And bravely, Dira sat in the lap of Reza. Still with his body. His face drew closer to Reza's. Looks like they're gonna kiss. I turned my face away. Will it happen again? Will Reza be tempted? I feel so frustrated.

But all of a sudden I heard Dira's shrieking voice. I turned my eyes back to them. I was surprised to see Dira's body sitting on the floor. Looks like he fell. I don't know because I turned my face away.

I saw the face of Reza who looked so angry he looked at Dira. I still don't understand, what the hell is going on.

"What are you doing huh! Why do you do this. You are my sister-in-law. You don't deserve to be like this with me!"

"Inflaw's sister? Then what about Rissa who is also your sister-in-law? You're even gonna marry her!" Dira looks challenging.

"That's none of your business. Besides, my wife told me to support me in marrying Rissa. So don't interfere!"

I felt relieved to hear and see Mas Reza who rejected Dira. But it's not over yet. Now I see Dira running and hugging Reza's burly body by force. Now Dira is really cheap. I didn't suspect it.

"What a lack with me, mas. Rissa and I are both beautiful, and look at how my body looks. You can touch me. I'd be willing to be your third wife." Dira whining. I got my head spinning seeing Dira's current behavior. I don't even recognize my best friend.

I'm starting to understand the current situation. I'm sure this was planned. Candra must have been in it. I can no longer trust that man.

I decided to stop Dira. I walked over and opened the door of the room wide so that Reza forcefully pushed Dira's body back to the floor.

"What's this?" I said pretend I don't know.