Desire to Love a Husband
Is it just my fantasy?

When I just set my breath. I feel mine back down there that Reza worked on. I'm looking down a little. Reza had already drowned his head there.

I almost screamed when I felt a suction going on down there. Mine's back twitching. Until I can no longer hold back my voice that comes out with sex.

My body is back shaking. Reza was so good at making my body weak.

Reza smiled at me who was still breathing. Then he laid his body beside me and took me into his arms.

"Enough for a warm-up today. Next time we will do the truth. Let's just say it's a simulation before we get married" Reza said.

I've barely heard Reza's babble anymore. I felt like my body was so sluggish and sleepy. Unknowingly, I began to close my eyes.

I faintly heard Reza's voice sounding like she was muttering.

"I'll never let you go, Rissa."

Whether it's true or not. Real or not. There is a sense of joy in hearing it. But these eyes cannot be compromised. The words managed to get me into my sleep.

***

Next morning.

I blinked my eyes feeling something shake my hand. And it turns out it was Rika. Last night with Reza immediately turned back. I woke up and sat down. I looked at my own body. Still with my work clothes yesterday that are still complete attached to my body.

I'm relieved, so I don't feel ashamed and unwell to Rika if her husband and I did something crazy last night that we'd never done.

But wait, is what happened last night real? Or is it just my wild imagination? I was caught up in my own thinking. If everything's real, why wasn't my bed as messy as last night? And my clothes are still intact, when last night my top clothes were lost somewhere due to Reza.

"LEEP...!" Rika came back calling me a little hard because I didn't answer her call since. I was swept away in my thoughts whether it was true or not.

"I-iya Ma'am, I'm sorry I still haven't fully realized from my sleep," I deny. Rika looks to believe.

The woman smiled gently rubbing my cheek.

"It's been a little afternoon. You keep showering for breakfast! Me and Mas Reza had breakfast. There is Dira also in front, it looks like we are going to Dira's girlfriend's villa this afternoon," said Mbak Rika. I just nodded.

"I-iya Ma'am, sorry for the bad luck. I didn't have time to help Rika make breakfast" I said lowered my head. I feel bad about it because of that.

"Alright, Rissa. Don't think about it. After all during the work, you have taken care of Mas Reza. So once you also need to rest," said Mbak Rika softly. I smiled at him.

"Yes, Mbak came out first, wanted to chat with Dira and her boyfriend first," he said. I just nodded.

In my shower I still think what happened last night was real or was it just my wild fantasy of wanting Reza. My Iddah time is over. But I don't want to beg just for Reza to marry. Where will my pride be?

I quickly accelerated my shower. Afterwards I put on some casual clothes and pout my hair.

I came out and just then I saw Mas Reza who was about to walk towards his room. Our views collide.

"For Rissa." The man greeted me then continued his steps into his room. Okay, I can confirm that last night was just my wild fantasy. Looking at Reza who seems ordinary.

I continued my steps and walked towards the dining room. My stomach feels like it's been screaming for contents. I immediately sat down in the chair I usually sat in.

I prefer breakfast with bread and jam. I didn't want to eat anything heavy this morning. I ate my breakfast voraciously, because I was hungry.

Until this stomach is full, I want to go to find where Mbak Rika and Dira are now. But I was surprised when I turned my body around and just then Candra's body was standing right behind me.

"Do you want to be here?!" said I'm ketus. I stared hard at the man. Still remembered clearly the man in front of me and Dira who fooled me. It makes me so sick.

"I want to take a drink" said Candra, looking at me and smiling mischievously. Totally disgusting. I was so lazy I looked at this man in front of me. I decided to leave the dining room immediately.

But I was unable to move when Candra suddenly squeezed my body until my back body hit the dining table.

"I miss you so much, Rissa. Do you know what? I can't even think of you. Even when I decided to marry Dira, it felt like I wasn't willing." Candra said with a look in my eyes.

There was no lie in his eyes. But I hate the man in front of me. Male crocodile connoisseur woman.

"Shut your mouth, Candra! Let go of me or I'll scream let everyone know!" I threatened. But Candra was squeezing me even more. Makes me turn my face away.

"Just scream. Dira and her brother are going to the minimarket. So no one's gonna bother us, honey."

Damnit damnit! Could Candra have calculated all this? I have to get away from this b.re.ngsek guy.

I'm still trying to let go of myself. Candra was getting closer to her face. He meant to kiss me.

"What are you doing!" The familiar baritone voice stopped Candra. I breathe a sigh of relief.

Candra immediately let go of me and looked back. It looks Reza who stands firm and stares at Candra.

***

Further tomorrow yes gengks 🙏🙏