Desire to Love a Husband
Look at Me Mas...

I decided to go back home at that time. The thought of Reza making my body become uncontrollable heat. I don't want this to continue. Although lately I've always imagined Reza.

I don't know why my mind got so dirty when I saw Reza. The shadow when he was on top of me and raining down on mine just kept spinning in my brain.

I walked quickly to my car. I want to refresh my mind by soaking in the bathtub using aromatherapy later, to bring my thoughts to life.

But I was surprised when I arrived at the parking lot and suddenly there was a car that drove so fast in the direction of me.

My body's choked. Until the car gets closer quickly. I can just close my eyes. I've made sure I won't survive. Could this be the end of my life?

But suddenly I felt my body as if someone was pulling it so tight. Until I fell right on someone's body. I don't know who it is I don't know. For sure, right now I feel like I'm still in shock.

"Are you okay?" The familiar voice asked me. I looked up at the man who saved my life earlier. I was surprised it was Reza. I fell on his body.

I try to stand up. Mas Reza helped me.

Security is coming towards us. "You okay, madam?" ask security. I just nodded my head. Still in shock with the incident just now.

Then I heard Mas Reza's voice saying to the security. "Someone wants to harm Mrs Rissa, sir. I remember the license plate, you record it and report it to the police" said Mas Reza. Then he gave me the license plate number of the owner of the car that was about to hit me earlier.

"Alright sir, I'll report it to the police. Thank you for saving the owner of this company" said the security. Reza just nodded.

After the security left. Mas Reza looked frantically scrutinizing my body in case anyone got hurt.

"Are you okay, Rissa?" tanyanya panic.

I smiled at him who was so panicked worrying about me. I think his face looks so funny.

"I'm okay, Mom," I replied.

"Something seems to be trying to harm you. Do you have enemies?"

"It seems I've never had any enemies, Mas. But ...," I immediately remembered Alfin who had been terrorizing me for several days. But I didn't bully him. But could it be that he would do this to me? I hope the police can quickly track down the owner of the car.

"But what? Rissa."

"Mas Alfin these few days did indeed terrorize me often, Mas. But is it possible that he'll do something that close?"

"It's like your life isn't safe, Rissa. You better use a bodyguard to take care of you. For now let me drive you home, how about?" Mas Reza offered himself. Duh, it feels good not to be a bitch. They were both in the car with Mas Reza.

But I have to sell a little expensive. "If Mas Reza doesn't mind, it's fine."

"It's with pleasure" said Mas Reza in delight.

And sure enough, right now Mas Reza is really driving me home. The man looked so happy when he was in the car. Sometimes I glanced at him.

"How are Mas Reza and Mbak Rika?" ask pleasantries.

"I'm good, Rissa. If Rika... It's been almost 3 months I don't know how it's been. The phone is no longer active. I asked the branch of his office in Indonesia, they said if Rika had resigned. I don't know where to look." Mas Reza's voice sounded so sad. Even his face is the same.

I also forgot not to contact my brother that long ago. Ever since I left his house. Understandably, there's a lot of work I have to do.

But I wonder why Ms. Rika could disappear and not contact her husband. What exactly happened?

"Patience to you, Mom. Surely Madam Rika has a reason why she did this. I'll help you find him."

"Thank you, Rissa. I was really confused where to look. I've tried to change for her sake, I've until now no longer cheated on her. I'm trying to be a good husband to her."

I saw Mas Reza's eyes almost watery. It never crossed my mind that a thug like Mas Reza, the man who always bullies others, in fear, would cry just because of a woman.

So the man who really loves his partner is really there. And Mas Reza is the real proof.

Unfortunately, that never happened to me. I've always been dumped by men in my mass. Made into a toy by Candra, dumped by Alfin. Candra who said she wanted to change, I thought it was just bullshit. I know how the man is. Believing in it is foolishness.

I am so jealous of Rika. There was a man who loved himself so deeply. To the point of crying everything. If the position can be exchanged, just for a moment. I'd love to feel what it's like to be cried by Mas Reza. The man who stole my heart.

Even Mas Reza did not once pay attention to others. Including me who clearly wanted it and expected it. Wishing to be with him. Just me and him, forever. But this is really impossible.

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For Dea holiday first yes man friend & 3rd. Author is in a bad condition 🤧