Desire to Love a Husband
The first night was ineffective

I slightly opened my eyes and looked at Reza who was now standing in front of the bathroom door. The man seemed to take off all his clothes until he saw his innocent body. It seemed so obvious something of hers was looming as if it was calling me.

But the scene did not last long because Reza who went into the bathroom and closed it.

I hissed stifled. Just looking at the scene made my passion so strong. But I'm prestige. My initial intention was to get angry with Reza. That man is insensitive to me.

I was getting more agitated when I heard the sound of water gurgling from the shower. I waited for Reza to fret. I don't know why I'm being awkward like this. I could have joined in there. Is it because this is our first night, so the situation is so different?

I sharpened my hearing. I think Reza didn't take a shower. It was like she was washing something. Think of my naughty back sticking out. Makes me think about whether that man washed his own to work on me again tonight?

It was evident when the water's gurgling sound came to a halt. And the bathroom door is open. Reza apparently did not shower because his body looked dry. Precisely what looks wet is his that still looms with his power.

My heart is beating faster. I closed my eyes tightly. I heard Reza's steps approaching. Closer, and closer. I was shocked when I felt a dull but hard thing hit my mouth.

"I know you're just pretending to be asleep. Come on, feel mine first, Rissa."

That thing without excuse darted into my mouth. Makes me instantly open my eyes wide. I saw Reza's cheeky smiling face up there. And somehow it adds passion to me.

Reza forced my lips to open a little more. Until the blunt object felt up in my esophagus. Reza's hand shrewdly pulled the rough clothes I was wearing until it was torn instantly. It just so happens that I wear thin clothes called lingerie.

His fingers forced their way into mine with his cunning. Ravage it so easily.

My body wriggled feeling how delicious this man's touch was. I've always imagined Reza beating me up violently. And I became many times more excited that Reza was playing rough. Let people think I'm weird. But can I be a normal woman in front of Reza who is so savage when making love?

But I was so excited I came out quickly. I felt Reza's property coming out of my mouth, which made me choke.

Reza immediately released hers. The man looked so worried. Soon Reza got me some water.

I drink it immediately.

"Are you okay, honey?" tanyanya panic.

I'm nodding. Reza immediately took a tissue to wipe my lips and mine down there.

"It looks like you're tired, honey. You better rest, huh? Sorry I was so excited."

Reza went straight to the bathroom and washed his mighty property. Then take her clothes and put them back on and end up laying her body beside me. Slowly I heard Reza snoring softly, a sign that the man had entered into his dreamland.

Suddenly I was upset again. I wept. I don't think this is the perfect first night.

When we got in touch in Reza's mind there was still Rika's sister. Her love is so great for Rika. Even when I was with me, Reza still mentioned Rika's mother's name. As if I was so set aside. Is it my destiny to be a second wife who only becomes a backup when the first one is not there?

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