Desire to Love a Husband
Chapter 2

Reza dropped me off right in front of the house. He also thanked me. But I turned my face away. Reza looked me right in my eyes. What an amazing thing I think. The man who so urinated like a market thug said thank you. It turned out that he still had an adab by saying thank you.

As soon as Reza headed for his house, I hurriedly entered the house with a hunting breath. Reza's scent and posture continued to overshadow me. I can't wait to take it out on my husband.

I stepped into the room looking for my husband. The gurgling sound of water made me sure my husband was taking a bath. But I was surprised because my husband rarely took a morning shower while on vacation working. Because he's definitely gonna take a little bath.

I started sitting in front of the dressing table to clean the makeup. I re-imagined Reza's body, which kept making me nervous. I've decided that I'll ask my husband for a ration. If he doesn't want to, I'll tease him until he wants to.

However, a moment later I smelled a woman's perfume. The smell of perfume is not mine. Could it? Ah, I don't want to think things that will only make my husband angry later.

I heard the bathroom door open. I am ready to welcome my husband. But he didn't even look at me. He walked while drying his hair with his towel. Maybe he didn't see me.

I approached her and hugged her from behind. She gasped in surprise, I smelled soap from my husband's body.

"Mas, I miss the same thing. We do now yuk?" take me in a seductive voice.

Slowly she let go of my arms. He walked and sat on the bed, staring at me. I followed him and sat down beside him.

"I'm tired. We better do it tomorrow. You know that I'm tired, out of work from out of town," said Alfin Cuek.

But I don't want to stay silent. It's been almost a month I haven't gotten any warmth from my husband. Anyway I should be able to seduce my husband to give me rations.

"Mas, we haven't done it for almost a month. I miss Alfin's mas," said I spoiled. My hands have done his thing. And my husband seemed tempted by my treatment.

Yes, I'll finally get what I've been waiting for for almost a month.

But again everything did not match the expectations I imagined. It was only five minutes that my husband immediately fell down after getting the peak. While I still haven't got it. Disappointed, definitely.

I saw my husband who was asleep. I felt so annoyed with him that I never understood myself. I don't feel tasteful anymore. I immediately put my clothes back on and walked out towards the kitchen. I want to drink cold water to cool myself down.

My dining table chair sat down while drinking the cold water I had just taken from the refrigerator. Think of me drifting thinking of my marriage to Alfin mas. He never thought of me as his wife. To be honest I also know that Alfin mas also often play women out there.

Too often I find Alfin mas shirts that smell the smell of women's perfume and also lipstick stains.

I realized that I was just a lucky woman who could marry my master's son. Yeah, I was just a maid in Mama Mas Alfin's house.

My mother-in-law was very kind to me. He often told me about Alfin mas who often played with a lot of women. He was also often drunk. Then my mother-in-law arranged for us. I had a chance to reject it, but because Alfin agreed, so I resigned.

My mother-in-law asked me to help her change her son to be better. And I agreed to it because I was so distasteful to her. He is my master.

After my first night and Alfin's mas suit married. Alfin rarely touched me. Yeah, I realized he must be disappointed that he wasn't the first man to take my virginity. That's why he used to scold me for no reason. He always talked about it over and over again.

My heart was so troubled by the insults he made when Alfin was angry with me. I admit I was wrong. I can't keep my chastity, but when I was Alfin's wife, even though I never cheated on him. I always serve and prepare all her needs. Is it my fault to expect love from my husband?

Without tears wetting my cheeks. And right at this moment a soft voice shocked me. I quickly wiped my tears and turned to the sound.

"Mama? When did it come, why didn't Mama tell me to come?" ask me to try to put on my best smile in front of my mother-in-law.

My smiling mother walked up to me.

"Mama just stopped by, honey . Mama knew Alfin had come home this morning. Where is he? Mama wants to meet him." Mama said while looking for my husband's whereabouts.

"Mas Alfin is still tired Mam, so he's sleeping right now" I said.

My mother-in-law squinted her eyes.

Mama's words struck my heart. We should have been like that, but your son who doesn't seem to want to do it with your daughter-in-law is Mam. I can only answer it in my heart.

"Then Mama will wake him up. Wait here, he can't always be with you." Mama's already starting to step foot into Alfin's bath. But I stopped him.

"Ma, please, let Alfin's mas rest. I don't want her to get upset if her sleep is disturbed." I said trying to hold Mama.

Mama sighed. I could see from her gaze that she was looking at me with a slick look. Mama found out about her son who might as well have not changed. Mama held my hand warm and took me back to sit.

"Rissa. Forgive Mama for making you bear the wounds of your marriage to your son. But Mama is begging you to stick with your son no matter what. You want one, son?" Mama said as she gently rubbed my hair.

I was stunned for a moment to digest my mother-in-law's request. She was so nice to me. He loved me more than Alfin. I can feel a mother's love from her.

I couldn't bear to see Mama look so sad. Unknowingly, I nodded my head in agreement.

"Thank you, Rissa. You are a very nice girl" said Mama and I smiled back.

"Then Mama goes home first. There's something you have to do at the boutique." said Mama. I also nodded. Mama rubbed my long hair gently back. Still with her wry gaze, Mama suddenly hugged me making me surprised.

"Thank you for sticking with your son" said Mama. Then he let go of his embrace and actually left.

***

One week passed

Mas Alfin rarely returned home after returning from outside the city at that time. He told me that he was on another business trip to Bogor. But Bogor's distance was so close, but he said he would stay at the hotel.

I was disappointed that Alfin would rather stay at the hotel than stay at home with me. Alfin was moving away from me.

I like to think maybe Alfin's mas is with other women? My heart was piquing thinking about all that. I decided to go to work instead of having my bad thoughts continue to torment me.

As usual, this morning I saw Reza who was washing his big motorbike using only a bokser and bare chest. What a sight that so seduces me. But I sped up my steps so as not to see it.

Suddenly I was struck by the sexy voice of Reza's baritone. Made my body crumble for a moment when I heard him call my name. I stopped my steps and turned my body to look at my sister-in-law. It was so seductive of me, his muscular burly body made it hard for me to swallow my own saliva. But I try to be ordinary.

"Yes, what's wrong?" flat say.

He looked at me with a meaningful look. "I want to talk to you. It's about the thing you saw a while ago" he said with a serious look.

I misbehaved him. A few days ago I accidentally discovered that he had been having sex with a woman, and it wasn't my brother.

"What do you want to say, just say it before I complain to Rika's sister" I threatened her. But the man smiled in a slant.

"If you dare to tell my wife, I will not hesitate to make your husband hurt. Maybe give him a little blow" Reza said with a satisfied smile.

I glanced at his words that would hurt Alfin's mas. He's a crazy guy, that thug who threatened me apparently. I don't want him to do that to my husband. With a heavy heart I took a long breath.

"Then what do you want?" ask me.

"Hide what you see. I love my wife and I don't want to lose her. He'll be home soon, so don't say anything" Reza said.

There was a sense of disappointment when Reza said that he loved his wife so much. I cursed my mind. It should be if Reza loves his wife. "Well, I won't tell it to Rika" I said.

"Good girl" said Reza, smiling with satisfaction. His eyeballs looked at me fixedly, making me so misbehaved. Not wanting to be tempted, I immediately went from there and left Reza who was still staring at me.