
****19 August 2004****
Independence Day celebrations have passed, college holidays have ended.
Back to the original activity.
With the dense schedule of lectures, assignments and also extracurricular which become additional activities of the students.
It has not been nearly 4 days since the departure of Mr. Radhit with his family.
I don't know when he will return, and replace Mr. Dwiarno.
There is a bit of anxiety in my heart if only he was present before me.
There is a little shame mixed with a sense of kangen.
Yeah, I have to admit that I miss him so much.
Missing his distinctive and charismatic voice.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt this rumbling feeling in my heart like a mighty roll of waves, holding that feeling makes me as if carried away by the waves dragged drifting to drowning in the sea of love Radhit.
I don't know if love is a gift,
Or is this love the beginning of sorrow and pain.
All I give to You, O God.
Servants are only your creations that will always be less than the destiny line you have set for me.
Whatever happens, I will go through it, and I promise to be the best for him who always admired me.
To you everything, my secret admirer, Radhitya Putra Pratama.
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The smell of Ika perfume that so stung my nose made me wake up, my nose was itchy and made me sneeze incessantly.
I pissed him off on the bed where I was lying.
While trying to pick up the tissue I nagged my best friend, "Duh Ika his son Mr. Muchtar. Where are you the queen of perfection, don't you know what time it is ?" ask me while trying to hold back the sneeze.
"Ich.you were the one who slept late, already at 7:30. At 9 o'clock we have a management course for Mr. Dwiarno.
Er..wrong, I mean the handsome brother Radhit," he replied while tidying up the shirt and the location of the brooch on the shirt.
"Yes Allah Gusti."
"Brrruuukkk..," I hit the door of the closet that I accidentally opened to pick up a comb in the drawer of my wardrobe, while walking towards the bathroom.
"Auwh.sakit tau, about dong if you want to open, say-say dong first, just open aja sich, gini deh so be!" I said sniffling while grimacing in pain as my elbow hit the closet door earlier.
But the pain was not ignored, as fast as lightning I passed into the bathroom boarding.
Our bathroom was just one on each floor.
Except the first floor there are two bathrooms ato toilet but in use for users cafe.
After all, who wants to take a bath on the first floor when many cafe users visit.
Only the wall-faced ones can do it.
And that's usually done by the boarding boy on the second floor named bombs.
Bombs his nickname, because his large body like a two-door refrigerator makes him in the nickname Bombom just like the famous artist big body.
Long story short, like a flash of lightning that shot during a storm.
I was also lightning fast getting ready to go to campus.
This time I used a white shirt with a sleeveless black sewer exterior and cutbray-shaped jeans with a torn accent (just decoration), with a black sewer,
With a blend of white hijab and black interior.
Not to forget the big fry watch given by gilang.
And to the right of the rubber band with decoration or razor casen as a sweetener.
My favorite belt forgot to use.
Black rubber belt with my initials "M" I use.
Do not forget the white iron ring on the left and right index fingers.
With makeup, I rushed my feet towards the campus with my best friend Ika.
We headed to the park as usual waiting for Restu to be together to go to class.
When we reached the campus park, nervousness, fear and shame mixed into one.
If it's mixed ice it certainly tastes delicious when combined.
My hands began to get wet from the sweat from my nervousness.
My stomach felt mules, like there was something moving in it that made me uneasy.
In my mind, I wondered whether Radhit's brother had returned, or not.
What should I do and say if she asks me something sensitive about how I feel about her?
I have never been and this is the first time.
Even though when I was in High School there was a love monkey when I was in first grade.
But this was my first experience dealing directly with a man who blatantly expressed love for me (although Radhit's sister stated via text and vidio that she kept in falshdisck).
But it was real enough for me.
*****
After a few minutes Restu appeared, we stepped into the classroom.
When I entered the classroom, I realized that the teaching equipment had not been taken, and I as the PK(class leader) must immediately intervene.
In a hurry I set foot into the administration room to pick up the equipment and miss my class.
In a hurry, I did not see a man in front of me.
The man was right in front of me with a position facing the lecturer room in front of the administration room where I had taken equipment (infocus) and missed my class.
"Brrruuukkk," my absent hand accidentally nudged it.
Absent detached from my clutches and fell to the floor.
I tried to pick it up, when I was going down I felt my forehead coming into contact with the man's forehead.
"Puukkkk.
"Uuuuccchhhh..., the pain!" lirih.
While looking at the man, I was surprised, almost the infocus I was holding apart from my grip because I was nervous and shocked.
This heart beats like a horse racing in a horse race.
I felt cold sweat all over my body.
It felt as if I could not stand up.
I want to run, leave campus.
Run and don't come back.
*****
*Who was the man Mayang accidentally met?
*What Radhit was met by Mayang earlier?
*How about Mayang and Radhit's love story?
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