DESTINY LOVE MAYANG
#DESTINY LOVE MAYANG# PART 8
The clock showed at 03:00 Wib in the morning, since the incident last night, my heart was restless. My eyes were closed but my mind was staring far away somewhere, my heart felt like it was not in its place, as if to go with brother Radhit.
Is this what is called love? Is this how you feel when you admire someone? Oh Allah, I do not want to feel it if one day I will feel pain. I don't think I'm ready to fall in love when someone I love leaves me. It still grieves me to lose the one I love. Not long ago, Papa left me. As if just yesterday Papa left us all. A deep sense of sadness, of being devastated and of losing a figure I admire.
This taste of pain will not fade easily.
Alfatiha to you my hero, my dear papa, may you be solemn.
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The early morning drizzle added to my heart, as if to accompany my sadness and anxiety. Kuraih laptobku, laptob given by my beloved father as a gift for my 17th birthday. I hold tightly to Papa's gift, I promise I will always keep it, even if it can not be used again, I will always keep it as my favorite object.
This time I got flashdisck given brother Radhit, I wonder what the contents of the flashdisc.
I pressed the power button on my keyboard laptob, shortly after loading, I continued by putting the flashdisc in place and trying to see the contents in it.
Shortly after connect, I open the file in it, there are only a few materials, tasks and HIMAPALA activity reports.
Every file and folder I open one by one.
In my heart there is guilt for opening Radhit's file without permission. Even though it has been given to me, I should not have opened it without orders and permission first. But curiosity is what makes me do it. I'm sorry brother, I hope you don't mind what I'm doing, my mind.
My gaze stopped when I saw the folder that read" Ghost Jungle December 31, 1999 ". That means the turn of 1999 to 2000. My curiosity is getting hotter.
I also clicked open on my laptob button. There I found photos of Radhit's brother with HIMAPALA friends, photos of when they climbed the mountain at the turn of the year.
It was very memorable and interesting to see, making me want to try the sensation of climbing. Plastered photo of brother Radhit holding a flag when feeling on the top of a semeru mountain, the peak of Mahameru is very beautiful.
Seen photo brother Radhit holding a board with the inscription Mount Lawu. It is charming and fascinating natural scenery from the top of the mountain. I want to explore with people I admire.
I've been tweaking every file and folder in that flashdisc. So many photos of Kak Radhit activities in the wild with friends HIMAPALA.
It's interesting to explore.
I stumbled across a file hidden in a folder called "For you that I admire". Wow...Who is the figure who admired Brother Radhit? What's in that folder??? My curiosity this time was greater than when I opened the flashdisc belonging to brother Radhit.
Both my palms began to get wet with sweat.
There was a strange murmur in my heart, and a sense of mules I felt was reaching my stomach. That's a sign I'm nervous. Is this a secret file??? Can I open it without Radhit's knowledge??? Would I be guilty if I read the contents of the file??? All sorts of questions swirled in my mind and mind.
What am I supposed to do? Should I read it, or should I undo my intentions because it was wrong? Oh God, I think I'm going to do something this time. Forgive me God, forgive me brother Radhit. I hope this is not the beginning of another disaster in my life, after the events of OSEK.
I was afraid to make another mistake.
But my curiosity and curiosity overcame my fear. I slowly opened the folder, until when I saw the contents of the folder I was really surprised....
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🍂 Who is the figure that Radhit admires?
🍂 What is the contents of that folder???
The answer is in part 9 yes friends,🙏😊
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