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Today felt so empty for me, after what happened made me feel like my life was worthless.
Kak Radhit's departure makes my passion disappear, like a kite breaking from the rope. So did I, flying in no direction.
Like a ship without a captain, drifting in waves. Not necessarily where the destination is.
The food that entered my mouth felt bland, felt like a thorn I could not swallow.
My condition is getting weaker and more helpless.
Repeatedly Niar, Restu and Ika took turns to accompany me, giving me spirit but the result was in vain.
None of them can turn me into the cheerful tomboy Mayang.
Losing Brother Radhit makes me like an undead.
Just a visible body, my life seems to go with Kak Radhit.
"Darling, until when did you fall into your grief?" istighfar remembers that Allah will not give a test beyond the limits of his people's ability" Radhif told me.
I just fell silent, lamenting the departure of Kak Radhit while holding tightly to the figura containing a photo of Kak Radhit.
I was crying incessantly, until my eyes were swollen and reddened.
I will stop lamenting my fate only if the doctor or nurse gives me a sedative to fall asleep.
I hope in my sleep to meet the beloved who has now left me.
Only by meeting in the dream can I let go of my deep yearning.
Suddenly, my head felt so heavy and dizzy, my stomach felt so painful as it was stoned, I tried to hold it.
But the pain was unbearable, I tried to get up and reach for the medicine and the glass not far from my bed.
But my hands trembled weakly helplessly.
By accident the glass I was about to reach fell on the floor.
My body was shivering more and more, as the sky seemed to rotate, momentarily losing my consciousness.
Sayup in my ear was heard shouting Radhif brother who just came out of the toilet.
"May...! Mayang...!" yell Brother Radhif.
Mas Gilang and Ika who had just emerged from the door also scattered towards where I was standing earlier.
Lifting me to bed.
Deftly Mas Gilang called the nurse and the guard doctor to check my condition, lucky my condition can still be overcome.
The ringing of Mas Gilang's phone rang.
"I'm sorry I went out for a while, I have a call from Mom, I think I've reached the airport" he told Radhif and Ika.
5 Minutes later, Mas Gilang entered the room.
"Dhif, I have to go to the airport, Mom's here, I have to pick her up. Looks like I'm very worried about the state of Mayang," he said.
" I also want to go home, because tomorrow I have an exam. This I have brought a change of clothes and also porridge for Mayang," said Ika while putting her luggage on a white table not far from my bed.
While entering the phone and retrieving the motor key Mas Gilang said to Kak Radhif, "I nitip Mayang ya Dif, please take good care of him."
Then Mas Gilang and Ika passed away leaving the room.
Only me, Radhif and the doctors and nurses are left.
Still in a semi-conscious state.
Because of my poor condition, the doctor gave me an oxygen hose and an infusion tube back.
I hope that my situation will improve.
" Lack of food intake makes the patient's condition weaker," Rian's doctor who examined me to Kak Radhif.
There was a sad look on the faces of the three people in the room.
Kak Radhif's facial water is so clearly emanated a sense of disappointment and worry about the current condition of Mayang.
"We have to how Doc?" ask Radhif.
While continuing to examine and repair his medical equipment the doctor said, "For the time being let the patient rest, give a smooth meal and also more attention to the patient, in order to forget the events or events that shook his soul."
"And one more thing, give him juice or easily digestible food, because at this time the patient really needs it, weak conditions will make the baby in the womb lose nutritional intake. Because in the period of growth of the fetus in the womb that," added the doctor.
The last statement of the guard doctor made a shock to make a concussion who heard it.
Especially Radhif, what he heard earlier made him panic.
Hurry after the doctor who had walked out of the room.
"Doc...! Doctor wait!!" call Brother Radhif.
"Is Mayang really pregnant?" he asked as if he did not believe the diagnosis of the doctor earlier.
"Owh, the patient's name is Bu Mayang, sir?" the doctor asked back.
"Yes Doc" she replied briefly.
Staring at Kak Radhif who was confused the doctor said, "Yes, the patient is currently pregnant, approximately 28 weeks."
"Congratulations, sir, for the pregnancy of your wife" said the doctor again.
"Eh.., yes doc thanks for the information," replied Radhif half-stated.
The doctor and nurse walked into his room.
Stay Radhif Brother who is still fixated on hearing the horrendous news.
Still can't believe what he heard.
A moment later turned around and walked towards the room where the mayang was being treated.
For a moment Radhif took a deep breath before opening the door.
It is hard for him to accept the reality that befell Mayang.
There is sadness, disappointment and anger.
Saddened by the departure of the younger brother who was so fast, disappointed to have to see the state of Mayang like that made him a little bitter disappointment towards his late sister who decided to climb, even though Radhif had forbidden him to go.
And angry, because fate is so cruel to take away the happiness of Radhit and Mayang.
Radhif entered and sat next to Mayang, fixated on looking at the beautiful face of Mayang who was asleep in his sleep.
Thinking about the doctor's words.
...'Do I have to tell Gilang about Mayang's situation?...
...Should Mayang bear this severe test of life itself?...
...O Allah give your servant guidance, what shall I do?...
...Strengthen Mayang in the face of your test, it is quite heavy the event of losing Radhit, why do you add more tests for him, ' Radhif said in his heart....
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*What is the condition of Mayang next, will it improve?
*And did Gilang and the Mother know about Mayang's pregnancy?
*What is Radhif's attitude after knowing the pregnancy of Mayang who is the fiancee of his late sister?
Look forward to the next story only in "Destiny Cinta Mayang" part 34. Thanks 🙏🤗😍