
****Cost, 04.30 Wib****
Hp alarm sounds, indicating near dawn prayer time.
As usual, the atmosphere this morning was still like the previous days, if any of us entered the morning lecture, then they would take a queue for the morning bath, because our bathroom was only one.
In order not to scramble, every boarding boy who goes to college in the morning will wake up early and take a queue to be able to shower first.
Because I had no school hours this morning, as a result this morning even though I woke up early, I didn't go out of my room and take a queue to take a shower.
Time is 04:35. It's too early, all night I've been picking up calls from Gilang.
It seems like mass Gilang forgot to call me, or maybe mas Gilang is busy with his activities, especially there will be a visit in his Battalion, he will certainly be busy taking care of everything with his members.
I grabbed my HP, tried to open the message icon on my phone.
Looking for the name of the Gilang mas, I will send my eldest brother a message, hopefully the Gilang mas is not busy and will call me.
But not yet round the message I wrote, suddenly a call came in, there appeared the name of the Gilang mas.
My heart is a little pounding, beware if when I apply for permission to him mas Gilang will try to find out what my reasons are to register and follow HIMAPALA.
As hard as I can try to think.
Looking for the right reason as my answer, so that the Gilang community agreed to my desire to join the Nature Lovers Student Association on campus.
I heard Gilang open his voice from across there" Assalamu'alaikum, Dek. Howareyou? Are you healthy there? Is there something very important you want to talk about? What do you want to talk about?" he asked the questions that Gilang asked me, so that I could not return his greetings.
"Sabar donk mas, Mayang has not yet returned the greetings that you said. Just one donk." I replied with a sigh that had felt heavy, thinking about what would happen later when I told my wish to Gilang.
"Owh.iya yes Dek, okay please talk. But don't be long.
After this mas Gilang want Apple morning, it was up to nemanim mas friend whose name is Radhif ngantarin his parents to the airport, today his parents want to return to Surabaya. Yesterday his sister came but already went home first, because there is work." back mas Gilang said from across there, as if in a hurry.
Before starting my conversation, for a moment I took my breath and exhaled, trying to set the word so that the Gilang mas is not suspicious," Alright mas, but mas Gilang promised to help Mayang to convey to Mother yes," I said expectantly.
Long story short, mas Gilang agreed to my desire to become a member of HIMAPALA, but on one condition.
I have to contact him if there are activities carried out, and must ask his permission first before deciding to follow any activities carried out by the HIMAPALA organization.
The goal is that, mas Gilang can monitor every activity in the HIMAPALA organization and decide the activity may or may not I do.
Previously the tightness squeezed my chest, but after I discussed it with the gold mas earlier, it felt like this chest was relieved, plong without a squeezing burden.
I have permission from mas Gilang, but there is still doubt in this heart.
This is the right decision in my life.
Not feeling the dawn of adhan reverberating, I also rushed to take ablution and prayer.
Still with a sense of doubt that is drifting in the recesses of my heart.
I again prostrated asking for guidance and ridho from the Gusti of God.
I hope this decision is the right one.
Shortly after the prayer I lay down again, playing my HP, playing music and refreshing it, trying to eliminate the excitement in my heart, imagining the beginning of my meeting with fellow students who are now my friends in studying in college. Also crossed the face of Radhit brother when OSPEK at that time.
I did not feel I overslept while listening to music from my phone.
I realized when Ika came to my room and woke me up.
With a panicked tone and a riled up facial expression.
Ika just keep saying," Mayang. You even feel good to sleep, do we not see the status in FB Setyo?" said Ika while holding her HP and showing it to me.
Seen in the photo Setyo wrote a short sentence, "GOODBYE TO YOU WHOM I LOVE".
I don't know who that status was for.
It seems that his friends and also his best friend flooded his comment column with various questions.
A moment later, Setyo posted a picture of himself at the airport.
In his status he wrote, "If we were a match, I'm sure one day we'd meet, and I'd show you that I'm worthy of you."
Ika and Ika looked at each other, guessing for whom Setyo's status was shown.
Does Setyo have a lover?
Or maybe there's someone close to her besides me.
Naturally, because Setyo has many admirers, there may be someone he really likes, but no one knows.
A really hard personality to guess.
His handsome face, athletic body because Setyo is a basketball athlete with a myriad of champions, making him a prima donna and dream guy for every woman.
But that's not the case for me, because since becoming MABA at this campus and being the PK for our class, Every time I see Setyo there is no feeling and no desire to grab attention is also sympathetic from him.
I'm even ignorant of his existence.
Even made her my lover.
Let him live his life, and I am still me, Mayang Trihapsari the tomboy girl who has a unique character in the eyes of my friend.
Although they say I have a million talents but it does not make me happy.
Sometimes I feel bad if I see a perfect woman like Nabila.
I really feel far when compared to those who decorate themselves like supermodels.
So beautiful and so.
I realized from my daydream when Ika patted my eel while saying, "Oalah Mayang...so from now on I was talking to dry my mouth, did you listen? I should ask you to be quiet, it turns out your mind is not here, only your body was with me."
"Sembrut.sick know, I do not daydream, just think of it from earlier I smell a wry aroma, lest you have not bathed from yesterday cha." reply diverted the conversation.
"Eh but cha, earlier while I was sleeping I had a dream, I was on top of that mountain peak. The scenery is very good but I am not with brother Radhit, I don't know who he uses a striped shirt complete with a backpack but his face is not visible. It looks vaguely Cha." I said with a laugh I got up from the bed to take a towel and left Ika who was still kepo with Setyo status in FB.
"Yuk bath miss perfect, ntar you can not look beautiful on campus if still kepo the status of people," I shouted from inside the bathroom.
***campus, 08.00 Wib***
As usual the trio gado-gado alias me, Ika, and Restu walked towards the campus.
This time more relaxed do not rush because the lecture will start at 8.30 am.
So we still have time to snack in the campus cafeteria or just hang out in the front corridor of our class, while waiting for the lecture time for our class to start.
I accidentally cross paths with Nabila, a restless girl who makes me hurt because of her rude speech.
With a sharp look he looked at me, but this time without saying a word.
Just a hateful cynical look.
I don't know what happened to him, I don't care.
The three of us walked to the cafeteria, because we did not have time for breakfast this morning, and decided to buy some fried food and drinks as breakfast this morning before entering class at school later.
But when I was walking towards the cafeteria I saw from afar the figure of Radhit's brother who was chatting with one of the students in the corner in front of the class opposite the canteen.
"Deg..hatiku feel pumped faster." All over my body suddenly felt cold, sweat pouring out behind my hijab. Wetting my temples.
Restu and Ika who were aware of it suddenly turned around, they had walked first in front of me, but after seeing Radhit's brother they turned around and came back to me.
"Ika...., you are the same Mayang to class, yes, let me just buy snacks," Pinta Restu seemed to know my anxiety and fear when I saw Brother Radhit.
Fortunately, Radhit did not look at the three of us.
So I think I'm still safe, if I turn around and come back.
Instead of me continuing to walk to the cafeteria, it would make things worse, I was still not ready to meet him.
I still can't make the decision she's looking forward to.
When he arrived at the class, it seemed that there was only Dion's friend Akran Setyo in the class all along.
"At last you came too, but there's a seat from Setyo for you May." For a moment Dion's voice broke the silence of the classroom, stepping over he thrust a bar of brown adorned with pink ribbons. On it is a paper that reads "SDA", which is the initials of Setyo Dwi Ardiansyah.
This time in the corner of the paper appears the picture 2 pieces of heart pictures side by side 💞
What does all this mean?
Setyo really makes me confused and worried.
To my surprise, Ika and Dion showed me Setyo's final status by uploading a photo of a purse holder that read "Avriel Lavigne" my favorite keychain depicted my idol singer "when you're gone" what I thought was missing, when I ran away leaving Radhit's brother on the basketball court.
Setyo uploaded the photo and wrote a short message" To you the owner of this keychain, one day I'll find you and make you mine".
My knees feel weak, my heart suddenly hurts, this chest tightness can't breathe.
There is guilt and regret that looms over me.
Makes me more anxious and anxious.
What should I do, should I choose Radhit's brother or should I wait for Setyo to return?
Duuuha....Gusti Allah, I am unable to face all this.
Give me strength and your guidance.
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*What really happened to Setyo?
*Where did Setyo go?
*Did Mayang decide to choose Radhit?
Look forward to the continuation of his story in the next part 🙏😍😘