DESTINY LOVE MAYANG
#DESTINY LOVE MAYANG# PART 32
🍃 Mount Semeru🍃
When this foot steps down every cliff and steep climb, only Kak Radhit's face is always imagined.
Recollecting old memories, when still together.
Memories of the first climb with him, climbing the steep climbing route, against the cold night air of Mount Semeru.
Will those memories repeat?
Is there a miracle that will happen?
This heart breaks when it remembers all that?
This hope is lost without any news from you.
Where did you go?
Without a message and a goodbye to me that always awaits your return,
o beloved of hearts.
After a few moments when reaching the climbs of love, my heart seemed to beat fast, sweat soaked the nape and all over my body.
The sandalwood that I was holding fell out of my hand.
I don't know why the prayer beads could fall, as if they were struck by something, making it slip out of my grip.
"Ah.., my head feels heavy and dizzy," lamented I tried to endure the pain.
Niar seemed to try to reach me, while my footsteps faltered, even stepping I was unable.
Radhif then helped Niar get me to walk again.
The smell of the castle filled my chest and olfactory cavity.
'Is that Radhit's sister?
Did you hear my voice?
Where are you Brother?
Come home with me, I miss you so much, ' I whispered softly in my heart.
A flash of light was seen around the abyss where I was standing just now, no one saw it.
Only me and Radhif's brother saw it.
"Did you see what I saw May?" ask Brother Radhif to me.
Looking back at her I looked at her brown eyes, which were full of warmth, just the eyes of Radhit.
I nodded weakly, trying to justify what I saw earlier.
As soon as possible, Kak Radhif asked the SAR team and volunteers and members to comb the route around the love ramp.
Hoping to find any signs of Radhit's brother.
Loved pucuk ulampun arrived, what we hope will be realized.
A SAR team and members of the TNI who were brought by Gilang and Kak Radhif found signs of someone, including, a little steep to require equipment such as a carmantel rope (a rope used to climb a cliff to be safe if it falls to the ground) to reach the cliff.
There was found a bag 'carrier' and a coat belonging to his friend who was missing.
But Radhit's bag and gear have not been found.
On the edge of the cliff there is a niche, because the rope used to go down is less, then a SAR team adds back the rope so that searchers can go down and reach the niche.
And finally with all the efforts until the two volunteers were dicuked.
What a divine power, our quest is finally over.
The SAR team found Kak Radhit's whereabouts but was lifeless.
It is sad that my heart.
Our engagement ring I held tight.
These tears I can't stand anymore.
Squeeze my body, watch my loved ones leave me.
My condition grew weaker, until my consciousness was gone.
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In my subconscious, I met Brother Radhit,
Her face was shining, her smile was so sweet.
"Go home May, come back home, live happily even without me by your side.
I'll be happy when you're happy.
Please let me go my dear, forgive me for not being able to fulfill my every promise" he said in a trembling voice.
I was silent in my tears, unable to speak.
Only the crying and the sadness and grief that I felt scratched so deeply in this heart.
"Go home May, don't give up, strengthen yourself. Don't let that sadness overwhelm you, and make you weak, wake up and say God's name, May!" said Brother Radhit while wiping my tears.
I heard Niar's cry beside me, and saw Kak Radhif and Mas Gilang with faces pale in panic.
"You're aware of Deck?" asked Mas Gilang while stroking my head.
"Thank God you are aware of May" said Radhif.
At once I came to my senses and rose from my sleep.
I remember them finding Kak Radhit's lifeless body from inside a cliffside niche.
"Where is Radhit's sister? I want to see it one last time" I asked Mas Gilang and Kak Radhif.
I pulled my hand from Mas Gilang's grip, forcefully opened the oxygen hose and also the infusion needle attached to my hand.
But Niar hugged me and held me, rebuked me and said, "Patience May, Brother Radhit is gone, please let him go. Don't be like this, just make him sad about your attitude."
"Why can't I see Radhit's sister? What wrong? I just want to see her one last time" I said with an unrelenting sobbing.
"May, Brother Radhit was buried, a week ago, since he was found," Niar said as he continued to hug me while crying.
I squeezed my body, as if it were lifeless.
I fell silent, lying back on the iron bed.
Mas Gilang and Kak Radhif could only look at me, without being able to say anything.
'Did you come to me to say goodbye?
Why don't you just take me with you, brother?
Why would I live when you leave me?
Can I go through my days without you again?
Is this heart strong through all this?' I whispered in this heart.
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* Can Mayang pass all the trials of life that hit him?
*Did Mayang's love story end here?
*And what did Radhif do for the fragile Mayang when he lost his twin brother Radhit?
Look forward to the next story only in "TAKDIR CINTA MAYANG" Part 33, thanks🙏🤗