DESTINY LOVE MAYANG
DESTINY LOVE MAYANG PART 94

Return of memories of the past (Third part)

-- M-Hospital, downtown Malang----

Mayang POVs

In his pretence when closing his eyes, Mayang heard the voice of the doctor who examined him. The voice seemed familiar to her eardrum. The melodious voice that had not been heard in years, even he was not sure if someday he could hear it again. Carefully and carefully Mayang listened to the voice. But his eyes remained closed. He did not dare to open his eyes, although in his heart he was so eager to look at the face of the owner of the voice.

Mayang tried to recall the figure of the man whose voice was exactly the same as the voice he heard earlier. The figure of a well-built man with a million charms. Men who always pay attention and also make Mayang feel comfortable when near him. Until now he never knew what exactly the man named Bimantara felt towards him. Love or just a little attention. Feelings of affection for the little brother of his sidekick named Gilang.

Since Bima's sudden and selfless departure, Mayang is still trying to find her. However, he never found the bright spot of the existence of Bima. Even his brother Gilang who is Bima's best friend is very difficult to track the whereabouts of the sidekick.

Gilang once found the contact and address of Bima from his other best friend. However, all in vain. The result is nil because when looking for the address and find it, Bima and her mother no longer occupy the house listed in the address. Gilang himself never knew why Bima left his old house and went far away with his mother. They continued to move around, making it difficult for him to find the existence of Bima. The two friends are really 'lost contac' with each other.

The voice really disturbed the silence in my heart, was it really the owner of the voice. Should I reopen an old story that's been buried for years? Is destiny trying to play with my feelings again? Yes, God what should I do. Can this heart still feel happiness when it finds my true love?

Mayang kept his eyes closed, not wanting to wake up from his imaginary world. The reality of life is very painful for him. For now immersing himself in the false shadows and the imaginary world for him provided a sense of comfort to his soul.

The masculine aroma of Radhif's body was smelled by Mayang. The deeper he breathed, the scent seemed to fill the entire cavity of his sense of smell and also his lungs. Mayang who had regained consciousness for an hour ago reflexively covered his nose and mouth.

"Shhhuttt...!" suddenly Mayang's mouth and nose were closed using his right hand.

Both of his eyes opened slowly. It turns out true Mayang's guess, only five inches away from the face of a handsome man who is still her husband's status is right above her face.

"What would Radhif want?" mayang asked in shock and panic while staring at the black bead that was now staring back at him.

"Make sure you are not lulled in the dreamland. I have to wake you up immediately" Radhif said vexedly.

'This man should be the one who is angry and upset. Because of it I lost my baby. But why can't I do it. But I also can not feel the feeling that used to be almost knitted when with him, ' Mayang inner. The shock of his heart now made him unable to say anything to Radhif. Mayang could only be silent.

"Why don't you give me a hint that you've regained consciousness from the postoperative anesthetic effect? Do I mean nothing to you anymore?" ask Radhif again. This time the tone was slightly elevated.

Mayang was unable to say and looked Radhif in the eye. He closed his eyes again, silently trying to drown again in the turmoil that now dominates his mind and mind.

'Don't force me, brother. I don't want us both to get hurt. Let me drift in this uneasiness alone. I don't want you to be dragged along by the current and drown in the dark belly of the past. I think I should let you go. You deserve a better woman than me. Don't make yourself burdened by me. Because now the burden has begun to come off little by little. You are free to decide your life now, brother. I'm sincere, ' Mayang said in his mind.

"Awh....!!!" mayang's voice restrained pain.

"Darling you're okay? radhif panicked. His hand then touched Mayang's fingers and grasped them.

"I'm fine, brother. Just have to get used to the pain that I have never felt," he said, taking off Radhif's hand. His eyes slowly opened. Highlight the eyes that glare then sweep every corner of the room space.

'I just want to be alone, brother. Let me be like this. I just want to feel peace by remembering those I love. I have made a mistake in taking the lives of my beloved fruit with Brother Radhit. I feel so sinful for not keeping well the trust that God has entrusted to me, ' Mayang murmured in his heart.

The atmosphere of the VVIP room where Mayang was treated turned silent. Radhif had lost his way to open his eyes and listen to Radhif. Mayang rejected all the attention Radhif had given him. Only the sound of Radhif breathing began to be upset to see Mayang's attitude which now began to change.

'I was wrong but at least think about your body. You should have said harsh words or hit me. But don't shut myself up like this. I almost felt crazy seeing your attitude change towards me. What should I do for you to open your heart to me again, Mayang. I miss the figure of Mayang who began to open his heart to me. Missing the smile and also the sound of your manjamu, Radhif's inner scream when he looked back at Mayang's face.

Unknowingly Radhif was dripping a clear circle at the corner of his eye. Heart's sliced. The guilt of making Mayang lose her fetus again filled the corner of her heart space which is now increasingly crowded by pain due to Mayang's change in attitude towards her.

a - sebait Radhif prayer for Mayang---

If the night no longer cools the tired heart waiting for you,

If the morning dew no longer blot out my thirst for love and your affection,

Destiny should have taken me away...

Go far away, you,

Until you realize what I mean

in life.

Radhif wrote the poem in Radhit's diary that Mayang had read and kept. The diary was deliberately taken by Radhif secretly so that Mayang no longer read it. In Radhif's mind if Mayang keeps and reads Radhit's diary, Radhit's figure will continue to shadow Mayang's life for life so that he will find it difficult to open the door of Mayang's heart to receive his love.

...-----Connected----...

*How is the end of Radhif and Mayang's love story and marriage?

*So much the same feeling Bima had towards Mayang, especially after knowing the story of Mayang's life full of problems and pain?

*Will Setyo still try to fight for Mayang's love when Mayang and Radhif's relationship stretches?

Look forward to the next story in "TAKDIR CINTA MAYANG" part 95. Thank you very much Author say to the loyal readers "TCM". Hopefully the contents of the pen stroke this time do not disappoint loyal readers of the story of Mayang 🙏😊

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