DESTINY LOVE MAYANG
#DESTINY LOVE MAYANG# PART 46
... *Toll Malang-Surabaya*...
Exactly at eight more than thirty minutes we arrived at the toll entrance located in Malang City.
Our destination to the city of heroes, Surabaya and ended in the city of Sidoarjo, my mother's house.
When I left the hospital I forgot to wear my sweater.
As a result, the air of Malang City which is still early in the morning in addition to the coldness of the car AC makes me shiver a little.
I leaned my head against the chair, clutched my hands tightly while looking out the car window, trying to calm my restless heart.
I knew that after arriving at my mother's house, tomorrow the proposal would be implemented soon.
After that, there will be a marriage procession.
'Yes, God does all this have to happen this fast? Can I accept everything that happened?
It wasn't long before Radhit left, and now I have to accept Radhif in my life.
Opening a new sheet with a male figure similar to the late Kak Radhit.
If I could choose, I would rather go with Radhit.
Let our love remain eternal, only Brother Radhit is mine and I belong only to Brother Radhit.
Although I am aware, Radhif and his family have sincere intentions towards me and the fetus that I bear, but I am not ready to accept Radhif.
This heart is still too fragile to receive the attention and affection of a man.
Moreover, the man is Radhif Kak's older brother and twin brother of the late Kak Radhit.
Destiny played tricks on me, and tore my feelings apart.
Only sweet memories are left covered in pain.
Who now cares about my feelings and my deep love for Brother Radhit?
Do they only care about the child I contain without knowing the turmoil of heart and feelings that I feel.
Yes, Allah, I rely on You only and to You I surrender.
Lead me, strengthen me through all my twists and turns of life.
Give your servant a chance to feel happiness.
Your servant only wants to feel the love of a Radhit.
But now he has left me alone.
Without thinking of me helplessly without her, now you are sending another love for me, but the same figure makes me even more sick and drown in my old wounds.
A moment's silence was only heard by Gleen Fredly's melow song, titled 'white love.'
Making my thoughts and my mind fly away from my body, only drops of dew flowed down the corners of my eyes.
"May, are you okay?" ask Radhif while pulling over the car.
"Say what you feel? Does all this have anything to do with the plans I and my family have made?" added again.
This time he took off his jeans jacket and closed it to my body which had curled up cold.
I just shut up, closed my eyes and kept locking my mouth and heart.
With a distinctive voice Kak Radhif began to try to make me understand, "Alright, if that is the reason. I'm gonna cancel all these plans. Tomorrow I will return with Gilang to our place of duty."
"Think carefully about every word I say and my family, I don't want to force you. This is not only a matter of the future of the fetus in your womb, but this is all also for your future" he said in a slightly high tone.
"Don't I tell you from the beginning, we're getting married but this marriage happened so that you and the fetus have a clear status" he added.
Turning the car engine back on, Radhif said, "When I get married I won't touch you, not even a single hair. If the time comes, when the fetus has been born, I will digalakmu and will divorce you."
The car drove back, through the rain that morning.
'Why is the sky suddenly cloudy and raining? Do the angels know that my heart is sad? My heart is broken losing the person I love for the second time.
First my papa's departure, and now the man I love my son's future father, ' my heart screams so bitterly.
The rest of our journey was spent in silence.
Radhif has a focus on driving in heavy rain.
Until the toll road that is located in the area of Sidoarjo City, I was still silent.
No longer do I hear jokes and jokes from Kak Radhif as when I was in the hospital at that time.
My eyes are swollen, still visible traces of a clear river flowing.
I got out of the car straight to my cousin's sister's room, which had been empty for a long time because the owner was continuing his education outside Surabaya.
I locked the room and let go of all the sorrow and grief in my heart.
Crying to the fullest, spilling the pent-up taste with tears.
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Hospital
Setyo also stepped his legs with Doctor Rian towards the cafeteria which was not far from where he was standing earlier.
Then Rian ordered coffee and breakfast for Setyo.
Setyo initially refuses, but his brother forces him.
"Eat, if you're sick I won't take care of you" Rian said.
Setyo just looked and smiled.
His mind was not calm, just thinking about Mayang.
"Is it true that you're looking for my patient named Mayang, Yo?" rian asked unsure.
Sipping the coffee, he replied, "I'm sure he you mean my may, Mayang Trihapsari the woman I love so much."
Then Setyo began to tell the figure of Mayang who he knew, a beautiful and sweet woman, with a sharp nose with a height of 167 centimeters, an ideal weight of 50 kilograms, has a hobby of climbing and playing basketball.
His unique character is an attraction that makes Setyo so admiring.
And Setyo fell in love, when he saw Mayang playing guitar and singing during the closing ceremony of his college freshman OSEK.
A little flashback he told Rian made Setyo's face even more sad, disappointed that he did not manage to find Mayang in time.
With a hoarse voice Setyo said his heart, "If only I knew he was being treated in that room. I must have met him while delivering the file, the day I met you, Ian."
"I don't think you'll make it this time, even have it back, Yo," said Rian.
"Why?"
"Is Mayang seriously ill and about to die?" said Setyo with a high tone and full of worry.
"Forget him!"
"Let her get away from your life and your mind, Setyo!" doctor Rian said as he stood up and patted his brother's shoulder.
"Why?"
"What's your reason for saying that to me, Rian?" setyo said in an angry tone.
"I said forget it!"
"Never go and try to find him or you'll get hurt more!" rian's voice was rising.
"But Rian, I-I" said Setyo stopped because Rian had run away.
'What does Rian mean? What made him say that to me?
Do I have to obey Rian?' ask Setyo in your heart.
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*Is it true that Radhif will go with Gilang back to his place of duty at a time like this?
*Is it true that marriage proposals and planned will be threatened with failure?
*And did Setyo follow Rian's words to stop looking for Mayang's whereabouts for fear that Setyo would be hurt to accept Mayang's current state?
Look forward to the next story only in "TAKDIR CINTA MAYANG" Part 47. Thank you to all friends who always faithfully read the story by Cikgu Maya 🙏😍🤗