DESTINY LOVE MAYANG
#DESTINY LOVE MAYANG# Part 52

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...The Pratama family home...

Until the night of Radhif, I still ignored him.

My heart and mind feel different.

My heart refused to accept it, but my logic asked me to approach it.

It was as if my logic asked me to open my heart so that the light bias of love Kak Radhif could enter in the dark, cold and frozen corner of my heart space.

Only through Bi Inah, I learned the news about Kak Radhif who had already left home to the airport.

Both of his masters had gone to accompany him.

Still had time Mom and Mas Gilang came to say goodbye to me.

The sobs I could not stand, even though my condition was very weak, I had to accept the fact that my mother and sister had to return.

Actually the mother of Kak Radhif really wanted me to go with Radhif back to his place of duty. Taking care of the official marriage that we should have done first.

But due to my poor condition, the decision was overturned.

And I am grateful for that decision.

I still can't accept this fact, especially after last night.

I don't want our relationship to get any more complicated and more distant.

My mind was only focused on the initial agreement we both had when we were getting married.

That after giving birth to my fetus, Radhit and I will be divorced.

Then after that I will live together with my son.

Therefore, I prefer Kak Radhif not to take care of the office marriage file, because it will make his position more difficult.

"Why Brother Radhif should be this determined, instead of us getting married only for the next eight months. Why did he complete my file and take it away, ' I said in my heart.

Although I have not been able to accept Radhif's love, but there was a sense of worry when he last said goodbye to me this afternoon.

I was afraid of losing again.

The trauma still looms over me.

In my heart I pray that their departure will be launched and arrive safely at the intended area.

The wall clock is 02:00 in the morning. And still no news about the three.

My heart thought about it.

Bi Inah who had been accompanying me was also worried.

But finally Bi Inah was tired and fell asleep beside me, using the sofabed that I used to sleep last night.

'Tok no word yet from Mas Gilang, mother and Kak Radhif, are they okay?' I thought full of anxiety.

Kuraih my phone, dialed the number Mas Gilang listed on my phone screen.

"Tuuuut..tuuuut...tuuuutttt," the sound of the dial on my phone.

No sound, no message sent.

My heart is getting anxious.

Then I sent Mas Gilang a message asking for their current position.

And after a few minutes a message came in, I felt a shiver on my phone.

['Wa'alaikumsalam, Radhif, my mother and I just arrived at Ambon airport. Another few hours will leave for Sorong-Papua, ' replied Mas Gilang.]

How could I dare to contact Radhif, I have upset him for my attitude.

All this time I was cold and indifferent to him.

It was as if Radhif had a myriad of faults over me.

I should have realized who I am.

Which man sincerely accepts me who is two-bodied.

Even bear the disgrace that should not be his responsibility.

Even though it was the son of his own sibling.

If Radhif wants to he could just hands off what happened to me.

But Radhif sincerely accepted me, took care of me, tried to comfort me, although sometimes my rude attitude hurt him.

Only gentle men can behave like him.

I should have realized that and tried to open my heart to his love and sincerity, ' I murmured in my heart, regretting what had happened.

['Udah first yes, Deck. In 15 minutes we will 'boarding', take care of yourself and your health. If anything quickly contact Radhif or me, ' fill in the last message from Mas Gilang.]

It has been a few hours since their plane landed in Papua where the final destination of the plane which belongs to one of the airlines in Indonesia.

'Mas Gilang and Mother have arrived at their destination. But why hasn't Radhif contacted me?

Not even a message for me exists.

Bi Inah who knows the unrest of my heart, tries to comfort me and encourage my heart.

"Non Mayang!" call him.

"Sleep was Non, maybe Den Radhif tired jdi did not have time to tell if it had arrived. Surely the next day after resting, Den Radhif will contact Non Mayang or the house person," he said trying to comfort me.

This

I also took medicine that I forgot to drink because I was waiting for news from Kak Radhif.

Finally, after some time, the effects of the drug began to feel.

My eyes started to get heavy, and I fell asleep.

And my phone forgot my charger, tired and tired waiting for news I put under the pillow.

"Tok..but.tok...tok....!" I heard the sound of my bedroom door being knocked.

"May....Mayang, you're still sleeping, son?" ask that voice.

His mother Radhif appeared from behind the door.

Walk towards me.

I who had just closed my eyes was now awake.

"Radhif has arrived at his place of duty.

Now he's resting.

He called earlier but said your phone was off.

Radhif called Mama's phone.

Mama wanted to tell you her phone, but Radhif said she was tired, wanted to rest first," said Bu Dian while stroking the head of Mayang daughter-in-law.

"Okay Ma, Mayang also just wanted to sleep after taking the medicine given by Doctor Rian at that time. Since last night Mayang has not slept waiting for news from Kak Radhif," I said as I took the phone from under the pillow next to me.

"Bi Inah, sleep first too. Let it not hurt. Kasian tomorrow morning a lot of work to be done," said Bu Dian again.

"Nggeh Madam," replied Bi Inah.

"You're sleeping too, son. Mom is worried you're sick. It is not good for pregnant women to stay up, especially your physical condition is not good anymore.

Later Mama's granddaughter why, Mama became sad," while tidying up my blanket, Mama passed away leaving me and Bi Inah.

The next day I just woke up, I slept really well.

I have not forgotten my duty as a Muslim.

I fell asleep until I did not pray at dawn.

When I was about to wake up, I felt my body go limp and my head get a little dizzy.

I finally decided to lie down on the bed.

Surely Mama and Papa from Kak Radhif have left, because today there is an invitation from their families who are in Magelang.

Last night before leaving, Kak Radhif's mother told me, actually they are reluctant to go because of my condition is not healthy. But I assured them that I would be fine with Mr. Ujang and Bi Inah.

Reach it when I saw the phone that I put on the table not far from my bed I also realized that, after Bu Dian came out of my room I had time to mengharger my phone because it ran out of power.

'Until I forgot to turn it on, surely Brother Radhif wondered why my phone was off. If this is my premonition, hopefully his anger has subsided, and he will contact me, ' I murmured inwardly.

I pressed the power button to turn on my phone.

Before long the phone screen has been active and a photo of a very cute baby picture appears on my phone screen.

I'll wait a few minutes. There was no message coming in.

Neither from Mas Gilang nor Sister Radhif.

My heart is a little disappointed, but why?

Wouldn't I prefer it if Radhif ignored me?

Wouldn't I rather be immersed in my memories without caring about her feelings?

Should I expect more attention from him, even though I often hurt him with my cold attitude and behavior?

Finally I fell in regret, after the departure of Kak Radhif I began to feel the loneliness again, and also the emptiness in my days, as when Kak Radhit's departure.

'Yes, God whether this is a punishment for me or a gift for me, this feeling reappears when he is no longer with me.

May his passing be just a moment, I want to learn to open this heart and accept his love.

I want to feel happy, even if only for a moment, ' my thoughts are in my heart, regretting all that has happened between me and Radhif.

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*What will happen next between Mayang and Radhif?

*How can Mayang take Radhif's heart to regain the attention and sympathy of the handsome Danki?

Look forward to the next story only in "Destiny Cinta Mayang" part 53. Thanks 🙏🤗😍