DESTINY LOVE MAYANG
#DESTINY LOVE MAYANG# PART 14
**Cost, 20:00 Wib**
A moment I fell asleep while waiting for the Adhan Isya, momentarily forgotten by me the incident this afternoon.
Rubbing my eyes with both hands, I grabbed the HP that was beside my pillow.
If not for the HP alarm, I would have fallen asleep and neglected my duties as a Muslim.
After bathing and praying maghrib earlier, because of fatigue that gnaws my body and mind makes me fall asleep, fortunately before going to bed I had time to install an alarm on my HP.
With slightly shaky footsteps, I walked towards the bathroom, in front of the bathroom there is a water faucet for ablution.
After I finished taking ablution, I also went into the room and performed Isya prayer which was delayed.
In my bow I pray and surrender.
Begging Khalik's lead in stepping.
In my prayer I said in my heart, if Radhit is my soul mate then bring me closer, but if my soul mate is not him then keep it away, and I pray that my friendship with Setyo is fine.
There was a bit of guilt towards Setyo.
I hope this mess ends soon.
Hope it's back to how it used to be.
After performing the prayer, I laid my body down again.
Curse my HP, I opened the contact icon on my HP, looking for the name of the Gilang mas in it.
If I decide to become a member of HIMALAPA there is no way I signed up without the knowledge of Mr. Gilang, because my elder brother Gilang was the one in charge of my family, who replaced Alm. Daddyh.
There's no way I'm making a decision without his prior permission.
Let the Gilang mas who helped me tell Mother, if indeed the Gilang mas agree to my desire to join the HIMAPALA.
Then I typed the message I addressed to the Gilang mas, whose message read, ("Assalamu'alaikum, mas Gilang sorry to interrupt. What is it that Gilang is doing? Is Gilang busy? I have something to say.")
That's the message I sent to Gilang.
After a while, there was a ringing text that came in, it turned out that Gilang was having evening apple activities, and he sent me a short message that after his activities were over he would call me.
There is a little fear and anxiety if mas Gilang will ask my reason to register as a member of HIMAPALA.
What should I say, I was afraid that someday Gilang would know that I decided to become a member of HIMAPALA because of Radhit's sister.
For a moment I felt trapped in this snare of love, as if immersed in the game of the goddess of love.
I should have been able to let go of this trap, but I've already entered it, and I couldn't have let go without hurting anyone.
Yep...God what should I do.
Should I run away from all this reality.
If I had followed Gilang's advice to take the KOWAD test in our area, I would not have met Radhit's brother and also Setyo.
And I will never feel this dilemma, the love dilemma that has plagued my days since setting my feet on this campus.
As I was walking towards my room, the door of my room was shifted by someone outside.
Smiling Ika grabbed the pillow beside me and said, "i'm sorry, May, I and Restu met with Radhit's sister when going to the toilet after the end of the lecture.
Radhit's brother told me what happened between you and him.
Misunderstanding that is happening between you.
We deliberately left you because Radhit's brother planned to see you after the end of college.
But it turns out Setyo is waiting for you too.
When we were about to return, Restu and I saw Setyo trying to get close to you, I thought maybe it would help you forget the incident between you and Radhit's sister by accepting Setyo.
Setyo has long been heartbroken with you.
But you never knew it was May."
At that instant I realized, Ika's words felt like a sharp dagger that was raining down on my heart.
There was a sad tinge that I saw on Ika's face when my best friend told her about it.
And I feel more guilty for Setyo.
I never knew she liked me.
All this time I only considered him as my friend, just like other boy friends who are the same age as us.
Although sometimes Setyo's attitude towards me I feel different when compared to his attitude towards other peer women in our class.
It turned out that all this time I was less sensitive to the way he treated me.
And tonight from Ika I know, it turns out that the figure of my secret admirer who often put brown decorated with pink ribbons is none other than Setyo, he often put my favorite chocolate under my desk drawer by using the abbreviation 'SDA' which means the abbreviation of the name of Setyo Dwi Ardianysah.
And bodohny me, I thought it was from Radhit's brother.
I think Radit's brother wrote the abbreviation 'SDA' because my house is in the Sidoarjo area which is short 'SDA'.
My stupidity, ignoring the people who love me.
But the rice has become porridge, let God decide everything.
The more I think the more confused and agitated my heart.
Should I accept Radhit's brother or turn to Setyo?
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*What will Mayang's decision be?
*Will Mayang accept Radhit and become a member of HIMAPALA?
* Or will Mayang accept Setyo who was eventually caught storing love for Mayang?
*And did the Gilang mas approve Mayang's wish to register to become a member of HIMAPALA?
Wait for the next story in part 15, Trimaksih 🙏😊