Diamond Luster
109. Feeling slapped many times

The stars are full of regret. The doctor's explanation was like a mirror for him, if he was not a good husband for his wife. He's not a man worthy of a woman as good as a Diamond. All this time he always had a conversation about his deep love for her. In fact, Diamond was pregnant she didn't know. Even all this time he always insisted on rejecting the presence of children in his household without caring how diamonds so crave the presence of a baby figure complement the happiness they strand together. The star felt himself so depraved that he felt he was thinking only of his pleasure and insensitive to his wife's condition.

She should be there when Diamond needs spirit, attention also outpouring of affection through her pregnancy like what Diamond has been doing so far who always faithfully accompanied her when she was down because of the legal case. Diamonds are always there for him without caring about what people say about him. But what has he done to the diamond?. Did he ever sacrifice that much for the woman he loved so much?.

The sacrifice of the Diamond is not worth what he has done to make the Diamond happy. He himself almost killed his wife's beautiful dream without her knowing that Diamond was containing his flesh and blood. Diamonds would hate it so much if the fetus in the womb could not be saved. Added to the secret of his new mother's death. 

"Stupid..." The star suddenly hit the hospital wall hard. 

"Stupid... stupid..." repeated the Star many times without caring for his hand wound.

"Lian, why didn't you tell me from the beginning that you were pregnant with our child" she said regretfully. 

"what's wrong with you, son?" mama Farida who just came out of the nursery of her daughter-in-law was shocked.Mama Farida quickly approached her son and hugged him. The crying star broke out in the arms of her biological mother.Mama Farida kept quiet and let the star calm her raging soul. 

After calm, mama Farida invited her son to sit in a chair not far from the diamond nursery.

"why didn't you tell me Diamond was pregnant?. Mama must have known about the diamond pregnancy." she said straight away.  Mama Farida breathed a heavy sigh. 

"This is not the time to ask why?. You already know that your wife is pregnant. Mama wants to know how you feel after you know you're going to be a dad. Will you still maintain your selfishness and be ready to lose your wife and child-to-be?" 

"i have failed to keep the Moon well. I also failed to be a good sister . I don't want to repeat the mistake again. I don't want to lose diamonds to our son-in-law either.I may fail to be a good brother, but I don't want to fail to be a good father for my own flesh and blood" 

Mama Farida smiled when she heard her son's sincerity. 

"Meet your wife. Right now he needs real spirit from you. Diamonds need moral support, attention and understanding from you" 

The star nodded and stood up. 

"Ar, isn't that the Star and its mother?" satria pointed straight ahead. Arya circulated her gaze in the direction that the knight meant.

"why are they in this hospital?. So, where's your brother, how's he not seen?" 

"Don't Lian why else" worried Arya.

Arya sped up her way to the stars and her mother.Satria followed behind. 

"Arya, satria, are you here?" ask the astonished stars. 

"what do you need in this hospital?. So, which diamond?. He's fine, right?" ask arya bertilubi. 

The star glanced at her mother. He was confused about having to tell the truth or just be quiet. He doesn't want Arya to misunderstand and it can hurt himself. 

"Lian is fine. He's just a smitten " replied Farida's mom. 

"People sick?" Arya panic.

"He's just tired, you don't panic like that" said Farida's mother. 

"Does this have anything to do with Diamond pregnancy?" cetus satria. 

The three pairs of eyes were directly aimed at him. 

"Where do you know Lian's pregnant?" ask the star in the middle of his surprise. 

"So, Lian is pregnant ?!" Arya was instantly excited. 

"Sat, how do you know that my wife is pregnant?" ask the stars again. She was made unsettled to think about why she knew diamonds were pregnant before her husband. 

"4 or 3 days ago I had a chance to meet a diamond in this hospital.I did not accidentally hear the doctor's explanation about the condition of your wife" the story of the knight without anything she hid. 

"When the diamond came alone because at that time you were carrying out mandatory reports" he continued. 

The star felt thrown away hearing the story of the knight. The star felt her cheek in a slap many times imagining she wasn't there when the diamond went to the doctor. He also felt ashamed of himself, a man who no one knew first about his wife's pregnancy.

He also insensitively read the cue that the diamond showed that night. The time where diamonds eat voraciously and say he eats is not for himself. That same night Diamond asked to feel his stomach and asked if he felt anything in his stomach?. But he was so stupid and insensitive. The diamond was trying to show her that she was pregnant. But he was busy upholding arrogance and also his refusal to want to have children. It was inconceivable to him, how Diamond was injured back then.

"Sat, I'm going to have a niece" Arya cheered cheerfully and flanked her best friend's neck with her elbow wrist, making it hard for her to breathe. 

The smiling star bitterly watched her brother-in-law's happy reaction. The presence of prospective baby in the womb of his wife is welcomed with joy by those closest to him. He should be, and he should be a lot happier than anyone. For the seed planted in the womb of the Diamond is the fruit of their affection, the fruit of their love.