
Athena returned to her room after apologizing to her mother. Hoping to have seen Axel there but the girl still hasn't seen anything. Athena sat on her desk chair. Open the textbook today that he has passed.
Only briefly did the girl open the textbook and then close it again because Athena felt absolutely no concentration on what she was reading. Athena let out a heavy sigh, her heart worried considering her wavering heart choosing between Axel and Evan.
Try if Axel is human? I will no doubt set my heart. Glad I finally got close to Evan but hesitated to choose who? if you choose Axel? forever singles, can not be a story if you have a ghost boyfriend, can be sent using a lightning package to a mental hospital? if you choose Evan, my heart will not calm down. Why would Axel show up in my life if it only made my heart waver? but if I don't see Axel. Evan also will not deketin me, because Axel also makes me ranked 10 and finally got a chance to be his partner, oohh? inner Athena.
Athena dropped her chin on the table, resting on the backs of her hands. Slowly staring at the books lined up before his eyes. Books that were rarely opened.
Books that are only touched if there is an assignment or ahead of a repeat or semester exam. Athena's eyes stopped on Raihanna's diary. Again the girl opened the diary and began to continue reading the next page.
Saturday, 23 November 2014
Today is a happy day for me but at the same time sad.
Athena frowned as she read the line. Athena's feelings carried into Raihanna's mood despite only reading the first line of the diary.
After school, I decided to invite Raihan to come visit my house. Raihan agreed, and we went back to my house.
It just so happened that day my parents visited my sister's house outside the city. I took her around the house, showing her my favorite part of the house, my room.
Every day I spend time in my room. Go home to school and spend time reading my favorite novel.
However, this time I will not read a novel because today I brought the man I love, there is no way I could waste this opportunity and spend time reading a novel.
I am happy to show you my favorite collection of novels and even tell some memorable stories in the novels.
Raihan listened carefully, whether he really liked it or just to please my heart. I don't care, I'm happy, which means he appreciates me.
It was the most memorable day for me because for the first time I felt kissing, just the first time and with the people I loved.
Athena stopped reading the diary, her delusion stopping at her first experience of kissing. It felt impossible to forget, that day was when the announcement of the results of the try out ranking was announced. Athena was ranked tenth, Axel wanted to give her a kiss but did not dare until finally Athena started.
The girl smiled considering how reckless she was back then. Athena closed her eyes imagining Axel laying her down on the bed and kissing her deeply. Athena remembered the gentle lips of the man. No one knows but him. How happy he was then.
I think Raihanna's sister felt the same way, kissed the person she liked, it felt so beautiful, the inner Athena turned to the bed and smiled.
Although there does not look Axel because it is still weak but Athena believes Axel is currently looking at him. Athena continued reading the diary she still held.
I enjoy it to the point of forgetting myself, in my heart will give her whatever she wants, everything, everything. But Raihan is a good man, he stopped him before we went any further. Yes, I will have no regrets if I give myself up to the man I love. I will give up my honor to prove my love.
But not for Raihan, for him the proof of love is not in such a way. The proof of love is sacrifice, anything done for the good of the loved one.
She rejected me but I was not disappointed that she did it because she wanted to take care of me. She wanted me to be the girl who kept the honor, she made a big sacrifice for me, that was the proof of her love for me.
But diary, though,
My cousin's sister witnessed what we did, she recorded it all and threatened to tell my parents everything. He will slander Raihan, if I don't follow his will.
Diary, what should I do?
Athena covered her mouth with both hands, her tears dripping imagining Raihanna's sadness. On the day that should make his heart happy, happiness was damaged by the threat of his cousin brother.
"It's evil, it's too bad to slander an innocent person. The one who wants to keep the sanctity of Raihanna's sister. You evil cousin sister, huh, where are you now, it feels like I'd love to see what a bad guy's life is like now. Are you happy? after threatening like that? are you suffering because you have been punished for what you did? huh basic criminals, criminals, invaders" cried Athena.
"Who's the criminal?" axel said while hugging Athena from behind.
The two men's hands were wrapped around Athena's shoulders still sitting at her study table. Axel's cheeks were stuck to Athena's cheeks. Make the girl stay in her position. Just smiling doesn't want to move.
But Axel actually moved away from his cheeks and then peeked at Athena, the girl returned to kiss Axel's cheek. Without realizing it the day was approaching night, and Axel's strength had increased until it could appear before Athens. The girl was very happy, seeing Axel who had recovered back.
"Why do that? throw a glass at you to make you sick? why?" asked Athena directly wrapped her hands around Axel's waist.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be there, I shouldn't have seen you, I should have let her kiss you, but I'm jealous, I can't help myself. I was angry when I saw you like I had to take a kiss from her. Wh why? why do you look forced? afraid of seeing people or afraid of being seen by me?" ask Axel bertubi.
"All the reasons are true, I do feel uncomfortable kissing there, I also do not want to be seen by you" said Athena.
Axel cupped Athena's face and looked at the girl's face sadly. Since the beginning of meeting with Athena he sincerely wanted to unite Athena with the man he loved. However, it is precisely now he who becomes a barrier to the girl's love.
"I'm sorry Athena, I'm a barrier to your love" Axel said regretfully.
"No, it's not your fault, I'm not strict with my feelings. Axel, this is all happening because I, I, I'm in love with you, Axel, I love you" Athena said, looking into the man's eyes.
Axel smiled, the most melodious remark he had ever heard. The most beautiful words he wanted.
"I love you too Athena" Axel replied then slowly drew their lips together.
Athena accepted the kiss happily, even eagerly replying to the man's kiss. Both of them shed their feelings that had been only in the dam.
Athena declares her love for Axel as well. They have opened up their own feelings. Athena resigned with Axel's decision, what to do. Only allowed to be with her or allowed to date Evan, most importantly for Athena now, Axel had known her true feelings.
"I'm relieved Athena and I trust you. I want you to keep accepting Evan's wishes. Be happy with him, try to feel the beauty of time in High School by dating humans. I don't want you to go through that time and regret it one day" Axel said.
"It will not be felt now dear but later, when this time has passed. At that time you will only be able to regret why not try dating while in High School" explained Axel.
Athena is between believing and not. But, the girl decided to follow whatever Axel wanted. His heart was relieved Axel had known his true feelings.
The next day Athena got ready for school with a carefree heart. Every movement of the girl was like she was dancing, her face was also emitting a bright hue, a smile never disappeared from her lips, a hum never stopped being chanted.
Axel laughed at the girl's behavior, Athena was happy, so opening Axel's eyes immediately kissed her lips. An encouragement in starting the day has given Axel to her. As she prepared herself, Athena heard the knock of the door.
Soon Athena's mother shows up and tells her that Evan has been waiting downstairs.
"What's? how to get picked up all the way?" ask Athena.
"Mama doesn't know, it's not mama who told me to" said mama Athena.
The girl exhaled heavily and acted like she was not excited.
"Why? isn't it nice if someone picks you up? you can go straight to school, no need to walk" said mama Athena.
"It's okay Athena, a gentleman guy is supposed to pick up the girl he likes" said Axel.
Hearing Axel's words, Athena finally resigned to meet Evan. The man immediately stood up from the guest chair while smiling sweetly when he saw Athena appear. The girl also smiled at Evan, together they went to school after saying goodbye to mama Athena.
Evan opened the car door and walked to the other side of the car door. As usual the man smiled as he walked in and sat in front of the wheel.
"I'm happy that Athena can go to school with you" Evan said.
Athena nodded with a smile, her feelings were somewhat calm at the moment because Axel had actually given her permission to be with Evan. Axel even the most vociferously advises Athena to date Evan.
Evan touched Athena's hand as if searching the wrong gear stick. Athena laughed, of course Evan was happy to see Athena's response. Even at school, Evan still shows his attention.
Opens the car door to Athena, guiding the girl out and finally delivering Athena to her class. Along the way Evan did not let go of the girl's hand. Evan proudly held Athena while smilingly greeting the students who knew her.
All the students and students who saw them simultaneously stopped their activities and were busy whispering about Athena and Evan. They are like a celebrity couple who just wanted to show their closeness.
Some approve and assume they are a compatible couple. However, there are also those who disagree on the grounds that Athena's son IPS does not deserve side by side with Evan who is the son of IPA.
Urban legend was the reason for their cliche because envy can not get the heart of Evan. Athena no longer cared about the urban legend. IPA children or IPS children are the same in the eyes.
Athena sat in her lap and Evan immediately kissed the girl on the forehead. The students in the class cheered loudly. The girls screamed hysterically at the sweet attitude Evan deliberately showed in front of the girls.
The school's favorite guy walked out of the classroom waving his hand. The girls immediately shouted hysterically as if they had gotten a wave of a prince's hand.
When Evan had left, they immediately approached Athena.
"Are you already?" ask a classmate of Athena.
"Not yet" replied Athena briefly.
"Well, it's as friendly as it wasn't?" ask the others not to believe Athena's answer.
"But he shot you, didn't he?" ask the others.
Athena nodded, they were screaming hysterically. Athena grimaced at the girls who were excessively adoring to Evan.
"Trus what's your answer? you didn't reject it, did you? if you don't reject it, it means you're Athena" said one girl.
"I did not refuse but also did not accept" said Athena.
"Are that what?" ask the others.
"You hung him like that? and he didn't run away?" ask another girl.
"When the time he asked for Luna's return, the girl was selling expensively directly in the same house as Evan. But just like you he survived, huh? great you Athena, you already want to heart Evan" said a girl who understands the right with the lunge of Evan.
"Trus when do you want to answer her love statement?" ask Kimmy who just came.
"Not yet know, wait for the feeling I'm sure first" said Athena more casually answer Kimmy's question.
"Well, have a crush from class X until now, just answer yes just wait for a feeling you are sure?" asked Vivi who had also only heard their chatter from earlier.
Athena nodded, suddenly Luna walked into the classroom and immediately interrupted their conversation.
"No need to be flattered by Evan's attitude like that. It has become his style, he will not stop before getting what he wants" Luna said.
"What's that?" ask Kimmy.
"Virginity"
...~ Connect ~...