Grasping
Part 103 (extra part 1)

Hearing Yusha yell, then the whole family who was resting in the store immediately ran to Yusha. Also with how many beach visitors who are still around there also approached. They were made to wonder what happened when a man screaming hysterically was also crying loudly.

"Niar, you can't leave me. You ... You're doing a show, right? You just want to fuck me? Wake Niar! You can't leave! It's just a dream. Bagun Niar! Banguuuun!!!" Yusha grew hysterical as Niar's eyelids remained closed. Moving Niar's body with successive rhythms but no response.

"Yusha, what's going on?" ask Sakky.

"Hey, you've been with Niar the longest. Tell him, this play isn't funny. I hate that he pretended to leave. He can't leave!!!"

Sakky is shocked to hear Yusha's words. His eyes were fixed on Niar's deathly pale face. Tears had welled up, and his hands trembled violently to touch Niar's wrist to check the pulse of the weakly rolled woman.

Mfc .. deg ...

Sakky's heart seemed to come to a halt, his body squeezing helplessly. The man wearing jeans dropped both knees in front of Niar.

"Inalillahi wa inalillahi raji'un ..," he said slowly also with increasingly heavy tears wetting the cheeks.

"Astagfirullah halazdhim ... No!!! My daughter is not dead!!! You must be wrong!" Sumiati shouted hysterically. "My daughter's definitely healed. Yusha .. Please take my daughter abroad, find the best doctor to treat her illness. He must heal, he must live happily. I'm willing to sell my organs for Niar's medical expenses. Most importantly, he was healed. Please ... don't let my daughter die."

Mr. Bejo also sobbed bitterly knowing that his second daughter chose to give up. Maybe raga Niar is no longer able to survive. "Why did you leave me, son? Father should have left first. Just now that you're going to live happily with your choices, why does fate have to say something else?"

"Pa, Niar, Pa .. Is it true that women as good as Niar go this fast?" Vivian falls in Mahendra's arms.

"Papa didn't expect it either, Ma. How many minutes ago we apologized. But now ...," the sentence stopped. Mahendra is also sad. There was regret that had hurt and demeaned Niar. It turned out that Niar's life destiny was so short.

"Sniff ... hiks .. You can't go leave the Mbok, right? You always nemenin the Mbok, do you have the heart to see the Mbok alone when Sakky goes to work? Awake, Nduk! Wake up!!! You once said you wanted to hang out with all your family. Didn't they come? Then why did you leave? You should be happy, your wish is fulfilled now. But why did the mbok have to lose you. You're a great woman, Nduk. Surviving in misery, it is time for you to be happy, but why did you choose to give up. When you bet your life to give birth to Ara alone, you can hold on firmly. Why now ...."

"Why is everyone crying?" Yuara's voice distracted everyone. Especially Yusha, the man was getting more and more claustrophobic with sobs.

"Papa Sakky, why cry? Papa Yusha is crying too? Grandma Jamu? Opa, Oma? Grandma and Grandpa Far away were crying too? What's the matter?" asked Yuara innocently.

For a moment they stopped crying. Mbok Jamu who helped Niar care for Yuara was powerless to withstand the sadness, her body softened and fainted. Sakky swiftly supported her mother's shoulder. The man who was also very shocked at Niar's departure now again sobbed to imagine the fate of Yuara in the future.

"Papa Sakky's girlfriend, let's go home first. We'll stop by the Alpa for ice cream, will we?" Sakky asks for help how many people to help lift Mbok Jamu's body. He who is weak must be strong for the sake of Yuara.

Yusha still held Niar's body tightly. Sedu sedan sounds heartbreaking. Everyone didn't expect Niar to be gone forever.

The short meeting was the end they watched Niar still breathe the same air. After this they can no longer look at their own faces.

"Papa Yusha, why is Mama's hand cold? Mama's eyes were closed too? Is Mama sleeping?"

Yusha. He didn't know what to answer. As for how he would explain that Niar, the Beautiful Mama had already gone to a faraway place and could not return.

Clear crystal droplets incessantly dripped from both of Yusha's eyeballs. If not in front of his daughter, he would have screamed as loud as possible. Ask God to give Niar his life back. Restore Niar's smile.

He hopes to build a happy family with loved ones. But what power, hope is now broken into pieces. Fused up there's no leftover.

With a gontai move Sakky led Yuara away. He should calm Yuara so as not to be too sad.

"Ara .. with Papa Sakky. Ara wants to be a great kid, don't you?"

"You."

"Ara inget fit Mama Beautiful said can not be a weak child?"

"Init dong."

"Ara can't cry if you know Beautiful Mama is going to heaven."

"Isn't heaven a very distant place, Pa? Mama said, if you go to heaven you can't go back. I didn't let Mama there. Mom will not be able to return. Who is Nemenin Yua? Who braided Yua's hair? Who will you sleep with?" The plain words of the four-year-old five-month-old actually made Sakky's chest increasingly squeezed. He could not see Yuara left by his mother. The child was too young to have to part with his mother.

Sakky's hands unceasingly wiped both corners of his eyes so that the clear crystal that was inundated did not spill over.

"God is more fond of Beautiful Mama, with the departure of Beautiful Mama to heaven, Beautiful Mama will no longer be in pain. I won't cry anymore. Mama will be happy to be in her new place" Sakky said trying to hold back a crying voice.

Yuara fell silent by observing Sakky's face. Her little net started to glaze over. "Pa .. Can you join Beautiful Mama to heaven? You don't want to be left by Mama. You want to go with Mama to heaven."

"Little children cannot go to heaven. All that can enter heaven is God's choice. It's not time we went there. Ara understand?"

"Where is heaven, Pa? Later if you are big enough to follow Mama to heaven."

"The heavens are above the sky. Now Ara has to be a strong boy first. Can't cry and can't keep coming on Beautiful Mama, yeah. Remember, you are happy in heaven. We just need to pray for the best for Beautiful Mama to calm down her new place."