Grasping
Part 85's

He had to fall down several times until he woke up. Several times he was helpless, so he could smile widely.

Lara did not stop approaching, but she was still able to stand up to fight nestapa.

How hard it is to find a little happiness. However, the persistence did not fade away until he found a bright road point.

Although at the beginning had to be trained just to crawl, chasing scattered despair, now he can feel the meaning of struggle. He can boast of what he gets with a splash of sweat, blood and pus.

Now is anyone stealing it stupid? Is anyone insulting him useless like trash? Is she called a treasure mad woman? In fact, he can achieve everything with his own efforts, not from begging others.

Morning, afternoon, afternoon tirelessly, he continued to fight for the future. He wants to prosper his child candidates so as not to be looked down upon like his mother. The steep road that is traversed full of tears becomes a lesson so that the baby never feels what is felt.

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"Mas, thank you. Thanks to the help of Mas and Mbok, I can be just like now."

"No need to say thank you, we don't help anything, all your own absolute efforts, Niar."

"I never thought so far. Thank God, his sustenance can surf this."

"Maybe the child in your womb prayed that God would provide abundant sustenance for his mother."

The woman who was emitting shade smiled towards Sakky. A kind-hearted young man who never asks for a reward for his kindness. Even for matters of the heart, the young man was very smart to respond. Not mixing with everyday things that are done together.

Sakky never forced a will, he understood that if Niar ever hurt so badly with his heart, it might be quite difficult to heal and restore the heart to its original fullness. Sakky never demanded that Niar accept him.

"I am so grateful to have been given the opportunity to conceive and care for her. Hopefully I can take a look to give him a new life. He had to be born safe so that every afternoon could see the twilight disappear" lamented Niar.

"Senja disappears just as you think," Sakky replied.

"Mas" call Niar.

The young man wearing a plain white T-shirt with a short collar turned his head.

"There's still one I haven't tuned. I want to pay the debt to Mr. Yusha," said Niar lirih.

Sakky looks like he's gulping. "Yusha your ex-husband?"

"Hem .. Do you mind if I ask the same Mas please?" Niar lowered his gaze, past the fine grains of sand he poked.

"Why do you ask me?" ask Sakky.

"Where is the time, make me go to Jakarta?" It was actually heartless to constantly trouble the young man sitting next to him. But there was no choice, in the condition of an enlarged stomach he did not dare to go alone. There are many risks that could happen.

"Oh that, could be. When are you going to Jakarta?" The young man easily nodded. Sakky is good, he is always there and always ready to help the difficulties of Niar.

"Fastly. If we can this week we go to Jakarta."

"Well the Queen, your soldiers will be ready to take the Queen anywhere" Sakky laughed.

"Oh, there certainly is. The reward is simply to see the Queen smile every day, let the clouds in the sky no longer cloudy."

"Oh my goodness, Mom, there's-there's nothing."

"Eh, funny yes, every month your stomach gets bigger, not to mention the way you walk like a penguin that." Sakky is back.

"That's so, Mom? But it's hard to walk. Clothes are also not fit," said Niar Manyun.

"Still a long time, huh?" ask Sakky. Last month the young man did not come in, he only drove in front of the room.

"About another month. If that inget I deg-degan, Mas, afraid."

Sakky nodded. He understood that Niar was worried about the shadow giving birth. So many rumors are often heard, the mother gave birth did feel tremendous pain, like twenty bones broken simultaneously.

Imagining it alone makes goosebumps and is very scary, especially Niar who will face labor. Clearly, they are afraid and worried. Although he knew the rumors, he did not tell Niar, which would make Niar's spirit loosen. Like the doctor's message, the closest person must provide support and encouragement for prospective mothers.

"Don't think too far, sure that you and your baby will survive. That is how a mother, God will give you strength when you give birth. Look at the number of mothers who successfully gave birth, they do not know the word kapok 'give up' interval how many years will have children again. Showing that giving birth is not all bad ends, there is happiness when it succeeds in giving birth to one life."

Niar's bead scanned Sakky's face frame, the young man understood a lot and thought mature. How lucky is the woman who can have a destiny with the young man.

Although Sakky never expressed his feelings, but Niar did not necessarily accept. He's not very worthy of being with a young man as good as Sakky. In addition, even though the wounds and injuries came from one man, it did not make Niar hate the one man. Even his feelings did not evaporate a bit, it still occupied the space of his heart.

Yushaka Demitri Mahendra's. Yes ... that one name that never faded until now. The powerful throne occupies the deepest space.

He did not understand why God did not remove the name. Though all sources of solace and longing are created by the man he has not met for months. The man who scratches the heart because his love is never reciprocated. The man who until now had no news to look for him.

You idiot! He mocks himself. That heart should let Yusha who has been happy with Sheli. Why he actually tortures the mind by lying to himself if one day he can hold his love. But that is impossible!

All because the role of Yusha is too strong to set memories that are difficult to forget. Until now he was mired with expectations that never materialized.

"Senja has started to leave, let's go home" Sakky asked.

Niar who was silent in his daydream now realized. "Huh? Dusk is gone?"

"You keep daydreaming, until I talk at length you don't respond" Sakky lamented.

"Oh, geez, sorry, Mas. I'm so sorry" said Niar feeling guilty.

"Udah, let's go home. If last night the Mbok gets angry." Sakky stood up, which also followed Niar.

The shop door was locked, the two of them started walking home.

The bulging stomach made Niar walk slowly, Sakky remained beside him.

If people don't know them, it's definitely their assumption Sakky and Niar are a pair of prospective fathers and mothers.