Grasping
The Part 28

"Sit down, you're not tired of standing still" Yusha said.

"Ah yes" Niar said, with a reflex motion sitting next to Yusha.

"It feels strange to your mother's attitude, why is she acting so cold?" Curiosity that has been detained since, finally questioned also by Yusha.

Niar took a deep breath before starting to tell a story. As if he prepared himself before learning the story of the plight of injustice done by his family. Niar smiled briefly then looked up at the clouds clustered with his bright light. "That's how my mother's attitude toward me, my birth was considered a pesky carrier, so I was hated. I'm used to cold mother attitudes. Maybe you won't believe .. From childhood until I was an adult I never felt a hug from mom." At the end of the sentence, Niar's voice sounded soft. He looked down deeply as his eyes shed tears and fell down his palms.

Yusha's gaze did not once switch from Niar's face. Somehow a feeling of pity suddenly appeared when he saw Niar crying.

"Whatever I have is always taken by sister Nesva. When I was eight years old, Nesva pushed me down the highway until I was almost hit by a motorbike, so I had a two-day fever but never once did my mother take care of me. Until I healed on my own. I thought that my life was almost floating, but no, God still wanted me to be in the midst of them feeling the injustice I had to accept every day. Even the only person I expected to be was also soon to be hers. He's always lucky." Niar told me in a soft voice. Hypnotizing Yusha solemnly listening to his heartbreaking life story.

Niar's hands cleaned the riverbed tears wet his cheeks.

After Niar stopped the story, Yusha interrupted to ask. "Why was your birth considered an unlucky carrier?" tanyanya.

"I didn't know why I was considered an unlucky carrier, until the peak yesterday when I was allowed to go home suddenly because at home there was a problem. Mom told me why she hates me. Just when I was born, you lost your job. Then my grandparents also had an accident when they wanted to see me in the hospital, they both died. And the mother was depressed, ignoring Nesva's sister. Not taking care of him. From that moment on I assumed all the misfortune that had happened to my family was my birth. Mom wanted to kill me but got caught by me." Niar paused his sentence to take a breath. The girl held back sobs that clogged breathing until it hurt right in the heartburn.

Yusha is stunned to hear the story of Niar's life turned out to be very heavy. Hating his own mother until almost killed. He could not imagine what sadness and misfortune the girl had gone through from childhood until now.

"Did you accept Sheli's offer of coercion from your mother?" cetus Yusha's. He suspected why Niar changed his decision in just one day.

Niar looked and nodded. "I couldn't let them sleep under the bridge, so I changed my mind and accepted the offer. Where did I get a hundred and twenty-five million in two days? The dept-collectors threatened to confiscate the one house we lived in. Mother told me to be devoted to the last one, she would hug me if I were to accept the offer. But another option, if I refuse .. Mother hates me more and prays for my death. I chose filial piety for wanting to feel a hug from her." Niar again held sobs, claustrophobic considering his simple desire but never realized. Eighteen more years he lived without compassion, without justice. Inwardly, he praised himself for being able to get that fresh through everything.

Hearing Niar's reason for being made a second wife because of pressure from his mother, Yusha is concerned and feels guilty for taking away Niar's future right to choose his destiny. But the rice has become porridge, all has happened. Nothing can be changed.

"You chose to sacrifice yourself. Even your mother's attitude is still like that!" he added.

Niar replaced his tears with a smile. He smiled towards Yusha who had an annoyed face. "Not all pain and evil must be repaid in the same way. There is a Creator who is more just to give a reply. And I always remember, heaven is under the feet of mother, no matter how much mother with us, we are still obliged to be respectful in order to get ridho from Him. I'm afraid God will be angry if I don't serve you." Niar conveys a sentence containing advice with a subtle word. It makes Yusha not offended.

The man silently observed the pool water in front of him. Imagining a childhood that was inversely proportional to the one experienced by Niar, he grew up with full love, everything he wanted was always fulfilled. But so far he has not been devoted to his parents. The biggest mistake I made was to lie to them about the situation. It was all done for Sheli. He loved Sheli so much that whatever he said he would obey him.

"But now my paradise has moved on to my husband, whatever he says, I must obey" Niar said.

In her fearless mind, Yusha hid a faint smile. His heart began to warm to hear Niar say the sentence just now. He who has for years been in a relationship with Sheli even made the woman queen in his heart rarely find the feelings that are now. Since the relationship, he and Sheli have been involved in a full relationship ****, until each time they meet only mutually satisfy each other's desires. The man made Sheli as his candlestick because the Sheli game was able to satisfy him in bed.

"Ah I told too long. Sorry sir, make you my confiding friend. Though no one knows about this. But I was too lazy to have brakes, so the story continued without being able to stop, " said Niar with an awkward smile.

"Haha ... since when does the mouth have brakes?" Yusha chuckles.

"Yes ... max I'm too long the story so it's hard to stop."

"You're plain funny too, they should know you better."

"The first record there are people who judge me funny. Their conclusions about me are not funny, but oon, he said. So slow to respond to their speech. The fall first while talking to me."

Yusha has not been able to reply to Niar's words, but their togetherness must be stopped when Yusha's phone rings. It was a call from his mother. Yusha coolly spoke on the phone, Niar selflessly returned to the inside of the house. The girl realized that she had surpassed her togetherness with Yusha. It must not be too close, for however it must be remembered by the distance stretched by Yusha.