Grasping
The Part 98

There is a heart that waits even though it does not know until when the time will be destined to meet.

A heart that is always vertical even though it is fiercely lashed by long waves of grief.

Ask, have you ever been tired? There was never a word tired. But God knows to what extent it will limit the constant turmoil that comes. Maybe God loves his servant who is always on his feet. It is set at the lowest point. Take away the pain in unexpected ways.

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The sad-faced, surprised man then looked at Sakky with an intimidating look. Wondering what did the man beside her mean to say that?

"Tenth time I wanted to marry her, but she always refused. And the reason is very clear, that Niar expects to still be able to come back to you" Sakky told without looking at Yusha. The man chose to stare at the quiet streets with neon lights illuminating the sides of the road. The sky has darkened, drowning the orange light until it turns black and decorated with stars that have just appeared one, two, and three only while the moon is still shy to look.

"Ja-so .. You and Niar are not married couples? You're not tied to marriage?" Surprised, Yusha almost stopped breathing to hear Sakky's story. Trouble swallowing saliva, the man was more stunned to make the blood flow as if slowing down and his body felt weak. Misunderstandings that succeed in torturing the feelings of two people also cause a stretch of distance between the two.

Sakky shook his head representing the answer. The man blinked softly, preparing the heart to tell what was known. The truth that has been kept tightly is now ready to be revealed.

"I and Niar knew all along that you misunderstood our relationship. In fact, our relationship was only as brothers, nothing more."

Hearing Sakky's words did not make Yusha's heart loose, it was increasingly crowded by the squeeze of an invisible eye. The man was silent with a raging mind.

"You don't know how Niar got up and fought alone. Starting from opening a small business, collecting money to pay off his family's debt to you. Her determination is very strong to prove that she is not a mad woman of treasure as your parents charge. In the circumstances of pregnancy, she remains steadfast in receiving thousands of blasphemies from neighbors who say she is a hypocritical woman, an illegitimate woman with a disgrace pregnant without a husband. Really, I just watched my heart hurt. But Niar is so strong to face it all. She's an amazing woman with her determination. You're very lucky, for years still to be the man he wanted to be. As for me .. I who for years fell in love and pursued his heart but never accepted. You're always called."

Yusha's eyeballs heat up, producing clear crystals that with just a blink of an eye can instantly spill.

Shamelessly Yusha shrunk the ends of his eyes with his fingers. The long story just ripped the heart and heart to cause pain simultaneously.

"You're saying I'm a lucky guy?!" Yusha laughed bitterly. Laughing at himself who has been toyed with by destiny. "I'm just a stupid, useless man. I may be loved by Niar, but I'm not there. It is precisely you who always accompany and can see his smile every day." This time the man looked down, hiding a clear liquid melt that could not be prevented when it came out just like that.

"Not just looking at her smile, but seeing her cry more is waiting for you without clarity. After the birth of Ara, it was only then that Niar started making fake smiles. She smiled in front of Ara and us, but when she was alone she cried more" Sakky explained as she was.

"Wait, if you and Niar don't get married? Then .... little boy named Yuara was___?" Yusha just woke up. The question was cut short by surprise and confusion.

"The little boy named Yuara Sora Demitri is your son. The little girl is your flesh and blood" Sakky replied.

"Whataaaa?!" Yusha screeched restrained.

Yusha's heart almost stopped to pump blood flow. The eyeballs a moment ago reddened now immediately widened perfectly due to his shock. The head turned as fast as lightning towards Sakky who was also staring at him.

"That's the big secret we've been covering up for five years. When Niar first came to this city, she was already pregnant. So, that Ara is indeed your real daughter."

"Because when I say talak, Niar's pregnant?"

"Hem ...."

"Why ... Why didn't he tell me?! Why you should cover up the truth. I should have the right to know my flesh and blood. Why do you have to hide this secret?" rutu Yusha's.

Sakky laughed faintly and let out a rough breath. The man threw away the sight of no longer wanting to see Yusha. "If Niar told you, maybe only you would believe. While your parents and your first wife actually judge her as a low woman. You remember when your father insulted Niar as a net?! Can you defend him? Can you guarantee Niar and Ara's safety from the hatred of your wife and parents?! You don't think it is! But Niar thought long, so he chose to hide Ara rather than tell the truth that could endanger them. Niar believes one thing, that one day God must give way so that Ara's existence can be known by you. And maybe now God has shown you the way so you can see each other."

Is correct. It is true what Sakky said. In fact, all this time he could not defend Niar. He could not fight for his own love until God's destiny always opened the veil of everything.

"I'm a stupid man! I'm a useless man! I'm really useless!!! Why would God give way to such a meeting?! I ... I was late to find them. If only he had found them early, he might still be able to see his smile instead of his tears." Yusha held tight due to sobs. The known truth is heartbreaking. It hurts more than a needle hitting his skin.

"Remember! All cannot be separated from the role of God. Even though you love each other, if God

do not want you together, there is still a distance that separates. Most importantly now, how do we attempt to restore Niar's condition. It's possible that with your presence slowly psychic Niar began to improve."

"Papa Sakky ...," yelled Yuara from the inside. Sakky and Yusha's conversation comes to a halt with the arrival of Yuara who approaches Sakky and sits on the man's lap. "You want to drink milk." Yuara's small hand thrusts a special glass commonly used to brew milk.

"Grandma where?" Sakky accepts but asks another question.

"Grandmother is still helping Mama Beautiful change clothes," replied Yuara.

"After that. Papa Sakky's girlfriend wait a minute, Papa make the milk first."

"okay ...."

Yusha did not turn to face the Yuara's face reflected by the lights on the porch of the house. The little girl who was just known as her own flesh blood was apparently very similar to her. Making Yusha even more painful can not imagine what Niar has fought for to raise his daughter alone.