Grasping
The Part 80

This meeting is not just wishful thinking, not just maya. Had thought the illusion because it was too longing, but in fact this is actually. Without asking without waiting, now met without intention.

Today he is forgiving. Through the lips of all that the heart asks he rejects. The lips say no! Though the heart begged to scan the man's face for longer. The heart wails to be pitied so that the grip is not released. Because he knew, maybe this was the last time he could frame the man's face, keeping every face line in memory. This is the last time their fingers clasped, after being released, then released for good.

Men who are unable to apply the heart again have to face anxiety. Choose to pursue Niar or return to Sheli.

As the man before her was looking back, Niar continued his steps.

"Niar ...!"

Again, the leg stopped. The eyes turned increasingly bitter to Yusha. The man who has grown love breaks it before it feels the pinnacle.

"I must have come back to see you."

I hope you said it was true. Because so far I've always been waiting. But I'm scared. Afraid you'll never show up again. I'm afraid you're just giving me an empty hope. There are too many lies I have seen. I'm tired of hoping for the uncertain. Here I wait, while there you forget.

Niar did not answer, the woman was unable to say. Only the mind sets the answers. But not delivered.

"Niar ...," a call someone diverted Niar to turn around.

"Mas Sakky?"

From where he stood Yusha frowned at the arrival of the young man who had just been first seen.

"I have forbidden to go to the market. Why ngeyel? Let's go home, " Sakky said. The young man walked past Yusha and took the basket containing Niar's groceries that had just been left behind.

After that, he went back to Niar and pulled Niar's wrist slowly to be taken away.

In the step of her departure, the tearful woman left a beautiful smile as well as a final smile for Yusha who was flinchingly gazing at her.

The farewell caught Yusha's attention as to who the young man had suddenly come and dared to hold Niar's hand. What is the relationship between the two of them?

Yusha's heart is still diving into a brief encounter that will only add to the yearning. Like a dream that cannot be asked to stay longer. Too short.

Now that Niar had left with the man, he could not call or prevent any more.

Yusha's body squeezed out, as if returning to the void. If logic had been lost, perhaps he would have roared to ask his woman to stay. Even the eyes were glazed just looking back and forth without the object attracting the heart.

"Yusha .. Why are you here? You why?" Sheli approached and asked worriedly seeing Yusha flinch by the roadside with a blank look.

"Young Master?" Kelvin was worried to see Yusha.

You guys don't know. I found it, but I couldn't stop it. I lost her again! Yusha yelled to answer the second question. However, what power. He can't do it.

On the way home Yusha was really tight shut up. The man always closed his eyes, but only to close the wound on his eyes.

"Darling, why are you silent? Are you really sick? After this we go straight to the hospital. I'm afraid something serious happened."

As much as Sheli said, Yusha still did not respond.

•

"Hello, Ma. Thanks for picking us up" Sheli told her mother-in-law, who gave up time to pick her up at the airport.

"Darling, what are you sick with, son? What are you rasain?" Vivian turns to Yusha with her son's body.

"Yusha is okay, Ma. I'm tired, I want to rest."

"What the hell? You look drowned gini. We went to the hospital just got home."

No choice, Yusha just obeyed them. After that, he can rest.

After arriving at the hospital, Yusha was examined by a general practitioner. But the doctor did not detect any disease, only saying Yusha's blood pressure was slightly low. Besides, everything's fine.

When Yusha was examined by a doctor, Sheli followed Kelvin was seeing another doctor to remove the contraceptive device.

"Ma, Yusha is confused. Yusha is not physically ill, but Yusha's tainted wishful thinking. I'm worried, Ma. I don't know why it's like this."

Yusha tried to pour out his heart in front of his mother. The man was too confused for the indecision of the heart that never found a way out.

Vivian and Yusha are at the edge of the pool. After returning home from the hospital, Sheli asks permission to see Glory. Whether it's actually seeing Glory or Jeryy, they don't know.

"What do you mean, son? Does work make you burdened? If that, then Mama will talk to papa to come back to help you. Dad's not too busy either." Vivian responded to another.

"Not that, Ma. Angan Yusha can not be separated from ... Niar." There is fear when saying honesty, but Yusha no longer wants to talk to whom.

"Niar that cheap maid!" Vivian was immediately furious when Yusha told her about Niar.

"Ma, she's a good girl. Even he's very nice."

"Heh, well what? Obviously he destroyed your household, hurt Sheli. You said all good?! Mama will be mad if you still remember about that lowly woman!"

"So, Yusha met him, Ma. This second farewell made Yusha aware that I had a taste for him."

"Yushaka!!!" Vivian nearly slapped in anger at her son's confession. "Don't be crazy!"

"Yusha is crazy, Ma. And this is crazy because of Sheli."

"Ampuni Yusha, Ma."

As Yusha was angled under his feet, Vivian's eyes had already begun to pool.

Under Vivian's feet, Yusha told her everything. Even about the affidavit from the doctor who claimed he was barren was just an engineering letter. He is a normal man, he is fertile and can have children.

"God ... Yusha!!!" cry Vivian was surprised and held her head which was immediately hit by a great throb. "How did you guys design all these crazy ideas?" Vivian started crying.

"Ma, Yusha asks not to judge Sheli. He asked me to keep this secret. Yusha told Mama because I kept feeling guilty. And I also end this always think the same Niar. I'm just being honest with Mama, it looks like Yusha likes Niar."

Vivian turned. But his mouth spoke. "You're stuck on a game you created yourself! Right now it is not you who will be overshadowed by guilt. My mother also felt very guilty. Oh my God ...."

"Sorry Yusha, Ma."

"I apologize to the woman. Our sins are too much for him. Moreover, papa accused and threw inappropriate sentences at Niar."

"Ma, please for now don't talk about this with papa or Sheli. Yusha will find Niar back."